It was almost dark when Mia arrived in Manila. If she hadn’t been stuck in traffic, she might not have reached her destination this late.
Standing outside the old house, Mia remained still, silently gazing at it.
A long time had passed, yet she still felt a small pang in her heart as she looked up at the large house before her.
Finally, Mia moved and pushed open the rusty gate. She knew that by tomorrow, many of her neighbors would be asking why she had suddenly returned and what had happened to her.
A bitter smile formed on her lips.
With how she looked, maybe no one would even ask. Maybe they would just talk about her behind her back.
That’s right.
Because ever since her mother, Nanay Rosita, got sick, and she was forced to make desperate choices to afford her treatment, not a single person around her had truly understood—except for the old woman who had now passed away.
Mia took out a key and unlocked the large front door of the old house.
Naturally, it was dusty and filled with cobwebs. But since she had left all the furniture covered with white cloths, she knew she wouldn’t have too much trouble cleaning the antique pieces inside.
She would clean tomorrow. For now, she just needed to set up a place to sleep—she badly needed rest. Only now did she start to feel the exhaustion, along with the soreness in her body from the bruises she had gotten after being beaten by the man who was now her ex-partner.
She lit a candle and began preparing her sleeping space.
By tomorrow, she needed to go to the electric company. Moving around in the dark was difficult, especially since she was alone. After that, she would start looking for a job. She needed to earn money, even if it was just for herself. The money that Aling Ising had given her would eventually run out, and it would be even harder if she waited until then to act.
*****
The next day, as she expected, Mia was bombarded with countless questions and whispers from her neighbors.
But since she was naturally quiet, she chose to just smile at them instead of answering.
She went to Mrs. Ramos's store to buy her breakfast for the day—coffee and biscuits.
That would be enough to fill her stomach. She needed to be frugal, especially since she hadn’t found a job yet. In truth, she was planning to go to Pegasus later.
It was the nightclub where she had previously worked as a waitress.
She hoped that even after all this time, the owner would still recognize her. She wanted to work there, even if it was just washing dishes or serving customers—just like before. But not in the way others assumed. She had only ever been a waitress. And the only man she had ever been with was Bernie. In fact, he was the only one she had ever given herself to.
Since work at Pegasus was at night, she also asked Mrs. Ramos if she knew of anyone looking for a house cleaner or laundry worker so she could be recommended.
She could clean houses and do laundry in the morning, especially on her day off from the club.
Mrs. Ramos had asked her some questions, and in her desire to get help, Mia decided to tell her the truth—what had really happened to her and why she had returned to Manila after such a long time.
By the afternoon, Mia had finished running errands and taking care of everything she needed. Fortunately, she had been lucky enough to be rehired by the club owner, Rosanna. Remembering their conversation brought a smile to Mia’s face.
"Is that so? You really have been through a lot. Don’t worry, I’ll give you a job. Didn’t I tell you when you left that you could always come back here whenever you wanted? You’re like a daughter to me," Rosanna had said, taking her hand and giving it a gentle squeeze.
"Stop crying now. Just stay here with us. Even though some people love to gossip and judge, in the end, they will still help you because they’ve seen how you grew up. We won’t abandon you, just don’t go back to that demon of a man!" added Ate Dahlia, who was now the club manager.
"What do you want to do? Can you be a waitress again? Same rules as before—no one can table you unless you want to," Rosanna continued in her calm tone.
Mia nodded and took a tissue from the box to wipe her tears. "Yes, Ate, same as before," she answered, finally managing a smile.
*****
A week later, here she was again. She was slowly getting used to living alone.
As she had decided, she didn’t turn on her cellphone until she got a new SIM card.
Once she had one, the first thing she did was call the number Aling Ising had given her to assure the old woman that she was okay. She also took the chance to thank her for everything she had done. Because if it weren’t for her, Mia would probably still be with Bernie, waiting for him to come home.
As far as she knew, Bernie was supposed to be out of town for two weeks.
And she also knew that the woman he had gotten pregnant was with him—if that "out of town trip" was even real. That was the cause of their argument, which eventually led to him hurting her again—physically.
Mia quickly shook her head to erase those thoughts from her mind.
In the week she had spent here, she could say that she was slowly forgetting Bernie. Maybe she would fully move on once she started working at Pegasus.
Rosanna had told her to wait until the bruises on her body, arms, and face healed before she could start working. And Mia understood why. She knew that in that line of work, it was important to always look presentable to the customers.
"It’s good you stopped by, dear. I have some great news for you," Mrs. Ramos said one evening when Mia went to buy rice and two pieces of salted eggs with tomatoes.
"What is it?" Mia asked.
From the expression on the woman’s face, it seemed like good news indeed, making her feel excited.
"I found you a house to clean. Do you remember Erik, your former classmate who lived in the house with the green gate?" Mrs. Ramos began.
Mia was immediately taken aback. "Erik?" she repeated.
Mrs. Ramos nodded. "He just got here. It’s a shame you missed him. He was here earlier buying coffee. I don’t think he’s asleep yet, so you should go see him. Since tomorrow is Sunday, he might want you to start cleaning and doing his laundry then. You wouldn’t want to miss out on the extra income," the older woman advised.
Mia realized that Mrs. Ramos was right.
If Erik wanted his house cleaned and his laundry done by tomorrow, it would be a good way for her to earn money while waiting for her bruises to heal.
"Alright, I’ll go see him now," she said, taking her change before crossing the street toward Erik’s house.
That was when Mia felt an unfamiliar emotion swell in her chest.
Erik—her first love, her first dance, and her last dance in high school. This would be their first time seeing each other again since he had left for Canada with his family just days after graduation.
Standing in front of the green gate, Mia pressed the doorbell.
It didn’t take long before she heard the wooden door of the house open. Then came the sound of footsteps approaching. Until finally, the gate swung open, revealing an incredibly handsome man she had not seen in so many years.
"Mia?" he asked in surprise, his gaze fixed on her face.
A hesitant smile formed on Mia’s lips. "Long time no see," she replied.
Erik let her stay in the living room so they could continue their conversation there. After letting her sit down, he went to the kitchen. He didn't take long and soon returned with a glass of cold orange juice and a small plate of buttered cookies. "My officemate sells these. Try them, they're good," he offered, referring to the cookies on the plate. Mia nodded and took one with a smile. "They really are delicious," she said, suddenly realizing how hungry she was. When she finished the cookie, she took another one. "I'm sorry you had to come all the way here so late just to talk to me. Mrs. Ramos only told me about you earlier today. I didn't know you’d be coming tonight," Erik explained, glancing at the bag of rice, salted eggs, and tomatoes beside her. Mia let out a soft laugh. "I'm the one who should apologize to you. The truth is, I really need a job. The place I’m supposed to work at told me I have to let the bruises and wounds on my face and body heal before I can start," she
AS Erik said, they ate delicious food because he took her to an expensive buffet restaurant. At first, she felt hesitant because she was only wearing simple walking shorts and a t-shirt. But when the young man assured her that her outfit was fine, she no longer protested."Thank you for the delicious dinner," she said as Erik dropped her off right in front of her house.He nodded. "So, see you tomorrow? Should I pick you up so you don't have to walk?" he asked.She chuckled softly. "Come on, our houses are just one block apart. I’ll just walk," she replied and was about to get out of the car, but Erik's next words stopped her."Didn't you leave behind the sack of rice and salted eggs you brought earlier? I'll just come over, and I'll bring some warm pandesal and liver spread. You'll provide the coffee, okay?" Erik said.Mia couldn't quite understand the feeling that touched her heart because of Erik's words. But whatever it was, she was sure of one thing—she was happy. Maybe it was bec
"NAY, I have good news for you," Mia said as she found her Nanay Rosita busy watering her ornamental plants in their yard. As always, she pushed open the iron gate and approached her adoptive mother, bowing to take her hand and press it against her forehead in a gesture of respect. "I already know. Your classmate mentioned it to me," her mother said with a smile as she looked at her. Mia’s well-shaped eyebrows furrowed. "Classmate? Which classmate?" she asked curiously. "That handsome young man? Fidel and Aurora’s son?" her mother replied. It was then that Mia fully understood what her mother meant. Along with that realization, an uncontainable giddy feeling surged through her, accompanied by a bright smile she couldn’t suppress. "Ah, are you talking about Erik?" Even though she already knew that was who her Nanay Rosita was referring to, she still chose to say his name aloud. "Yes," her mother said as she put the hose away and walked with her toward the veranda of the ho
"I'm leaving now," Mia said softly, glancing at her Nanay, who stood by the door with a gentle expression. The morning light streamed through the open window, casting a golden hue over the small but tidy living room. Her schoolbag hung securely over her shoulder, its weight familiar yet grounding, as if anchoring her to the moment. Though this was part of her daily routine, there was always a lingering comfort in the way her Nanay saw her off each day. Nanay Rosita, with a warm smile, nodded as she stepped forward to press a tender kiss to Mia’s forehead. "Take care," she murmured, her voice laced with quiet affection. It was a simple gesture, but one that never failed to reassure Mia, wrapping her in a sense of security that she carried with her throughout the day. No matter how busy or overwhelming school got, she knew that at the end of it all, she would return to this same love and warmth waiting for her at home. Mia returned the smile, offering a small nod before turning on
PRESENT DAY...As agreed upon the night before, Mia was the one to provide the coffee. She carefully selected the beans from her favorite local roastery, ensuring they were fresh and aromatic. The rich scent filled her kitchen as she ground them, heightening her anticipation for the morning ahead. It wasn’t just about the coffee—it was about the quiet significance of the gesture. She wanted the first thing Erik tasted that morning to be something she had chosen, something that carried a part of her. As she poured the dark liquid into a thermos, she imagined his reaction—the way his lips would curve into that familiar, thoughtful smile, the same one that had always made her heart stutter, even years ago. Mia wasn't sure if she was more excited about the breakfast she would share with Erik or the simple fact that she had made the plan earlier that morning, which now left her feeling unexpectedly lighthearted. There was something about having certainty in this moment, in knowing that he
Erik arrived right on time to pick her up. The sun had just started to rise higher, casting a soft glow over the quiet neighborhood. Mia noticed a few of her neighbors glancing her way, some with curiosity and others with barely hidden intrigue. She knew they were watching, wondering where she was going and who she was with, but she chose to ignore them. Without hesitation, she stepped into Erik’s car, shutting the door behind her with a quiet thud. There was a strange sense of excitement in her chest, one that she wasn’t quite sure how to define.As she fastened her seatbelt, Erik’s voice broke the comfortable silence. “You’re in charge, okay?” His tone was casual, but there was an underlying warmth in his words.Mia furrowed her brows, confusion flickering in her dark eyes. “W-What?” she asked, her voice laced with uncertainty. She wasn’t used to being put in charge of anything, especially when she was with someone else. Growing up, she had always let others take the lead, and even
Despite the rapid pounding of Mia's chest, she decided to distance herself from Erik. She even thought that the young man seemed to realize what he had done so he laughed softly.He went towards her and then stared at her. Their eyes locked for a few moments. After that, she didn't expect what Erik did next. She just breathes hard when he winked at her, face-to-face, which caused her entire face to feel the heat of her sudden blush.The young lady tactfully averted her eyes from Erik and then returned her gaze to the photo album she was browsing.The truth is, her attention was not there but on her companion who she felt moved closer to her again so she automatically moved away from him.Mia didn't know if Erik was just tripping her. Because he kept on coming closer to her while she was constantly moving away from him. It wasn't until the end that she noticed that she had nowhere to go because she was already on the armrest of the long and antique narra chair."Why do you keep on movi
"Never have I experienced being completely happy with him. Do you know that he cheated on me for five years? He lay his hand on me. He never gives me money. What he always tells me is that I don't need money in my wallet because he feeds and clothes me. I never once thought he was that bad. He's different compared to the attitude he showed when we were in high school," Mia continued telling the story while her head remained bowed.Erik just listens quietly. He didn't know if he couldn't think of anything, so his brain wasn't working at that moment. Or maybe it's like he's just having a hard time accepting that that's the truth."That's why I'm quiet is because, for me, I don't need to reveal to others what I'm really going through. Do you know that life has not been fair to me since childhood?” at the end of what she said, the smile that broke Mia's lips was bitter and at the same time she was wiping away her tears."I was only happy when I was with Nana Rosita. Because only with her
"ERIK? It’s you, right?"Nathaniel, finally sensing the moment, approached his boyfriend."I'm Nathaniel, Mia's brother," he said without hesitation, extending his hand toward Erik.At that moment, Mia looked up at her boyfriend's face. She could clearly see the quick change in Erik's aura as he accepted Nathaniel's handshake."Oh, would you believe it, I have a brother?" Mia said, stifling a laugh. "And here you are, getting jealous without even asking me?" she added, embracing Erik tightly.That was when Erik held Mia tightly in his arms, then let go and pressed his lips against hers without uttering a word. Disregarding the people who could see them, he made her feel the intense longing he had for her."Shall we go inside?" he said with a smile, his eyes sparkling.Mia happily nodded in agreement and waved at Erik's parents before entering.*****"We're actually traveling today to bring Mia back to Manila," Nathaniel said when they faced each other in the living room."Nate has his
"Why don't you call Mia so she'll have an idea about our arrival," Fidel, Erik's father, suggested.They were already on their way to the province. The journey would take eight to ten hours, and it was only four o'clock in the morning when they hit the road."I don't have her number, Pa. Honestly, I'm not sure if she changed her number or if her phone is always turned off. I've tried calling her several times, but still no response," Erik replied."Well, maybe it's better this way, without her knowing that you're coming. She'll be more surprised," his mother chimed in from the backseat of the car.*****"We have a problem, Mia," Nathaniel said, peering through the door of her room."A problem?" Mia asked her brother, her attention focused on packing her belongings. She was about to return to Manila, and Nathaniel, along with Aunt Ising and even Elena, would be accompanying her."I wasn't allowed to skip today. I'm sorry, but maybe we can leave after my last class, which should be afte
"You can't travel to the province right now, son. It's too far, it's an eight-hour journey, to be honest," said Aurora while they were on their way home.Now he knew where Mia was, and he didn't want to waste any more time. He was eagerly anticipating seeing her. He wanted to bring his future wife home so he could take care of her, especially in her current condition."But Ma, I can't wait until tomorrow. I want to see Mia," she replied, keeping her gaze fixed on the road."But Erik, why don't you rest for a while?" Fidel interjected. "And besides, your mother and I would like to accompany you, the two of us together," he added.Erik couldn't contain the joy that quickly filled his heart upon hearing his father's words. He couldn't hide his feelings as he responded."Really, Pa?" he asked, briefly turning to look at his father.He heard his father let out a soft laugh before answering, "Of course. We also want to be there to help you sort everything out.""And besides, it's not safe f
"E-ELENA?"As Aunt Ising recognized the woman who was busy hanging bedsheets in the back part of the shelter, Mia couldn't help but feel a quick throb in her chest. Then she looked up at her brother Nathaniel, questioning him with her eyes. And as he seemingly understood the meaning behind her gaze, he simply shrugged his shoulders."I-Ising?"The woman whom Aunt Ising called Elena responded."W-Who is she, Sister Cecilia?" Mia couldn't resist asking the accompanying nun."She is the woman who left you and your brother here in this shelter many years ago," Sister Cecilia answered her with a kind smile.Surprised or astonished?Mia couldn't determine which of the two dominant emotions prevailed in her heart.She also couldn't speak immediately because she remained transfixed, gazing at the woman.Just like what happened to her earlier with Nathaniel, she couldn't remember anything about this woman. But despite everything, a part of her heart couldn't deny that it suddenly felt an eager
"Ma'am Eden, someone is looking for you.”Bernie, their housemaid, Lita, said as she found her mother busy watering the plants in their garden in Manila."Who?" she asked, turning to them and quickly freezing upon recognizing him. "M-My son?" she stammered, dropping the hose and rushing towards him, embracing him tightly."M-Mom," he managed to say, returning the tight embrace. "I-I missed you so much," he added, tears streaming down his face.After a few moments, Eden led her inside their house. "Lita, prepare some food," she instructed, gently caressing his face."What happened, honey? Why did you run away?" she asked with concern when they were finally alone in the living room.Bernie immediately looked around their spacious home. "What about Dad? Where is he?" he asked, disappointed not to see him."He went grocery shopping. Since we heard about what you did, your father hasn't been at peace. So, I let him do what he wants to distract himself," her mother explained.Her mother's w
"Mama, forgive me if I have hurt and caused you pain," Erik pleaded, holding Aurora's hand gently.In response to his gesture, tears welled up in Aurora's eyes, streaming down her cheeks. "Please forgive me too, both your father and me," she replied, tapping his hand lightly.Erik smiled and nodded, understanding the depth of her words. He stood up and embraced his mother tightly. Then, he glanced at Fidel, who smiled back at him.Though it was a simple smile, Erik knew it carried profound meaning. In an instant, he felt a weight lifted off his chest, a burden he had been carrying for a long time. And he couldn't deny that it was because of his act of forgiveness towards his mother.Yes, he loved his parents dearly. And now, as a father himself, even though he and Mia had yet to welcome their child into the world, he had gained a deeper understanding of the true meaning of life. This was why he found it easy to comprehend and accept everything his mother had done and the choices she h
"Sometimes, I imagine that if Nana Rosita hadn't died, or if I had a sibling, maybe what happened to me wouldn't have occurred. I'm certain someone would have stood up for me," Mia shared as she finished recounting her story. The weight of her words quickly took effect, stirring a warmth in the corners of her eyes. Yet, despite her longing to let the tears flow and release her emotions, she managed to restrain herself. "What do you mean?" Nathaniel inquired, his gaze fixed upon her. She turned to face him, offering a bittersweet smile. "I'm just an adopted child, Nate." Gradually, she decided it was time to disclose the truth to him as well. After all, she had already confided in him the real reason for her presence there. "I was merely found, that's the truth," she began narrating her life story to Nathaniel. She recalled her first memories of being adopted and the journey that led her to Rosita, who had become a maternal figure in her life. "Are you all right, big brother?" sh
"It's a good thing Erik decided to return to work. Even if you say that our future brother-in-law is extravagantly wealthy, he still needs to work hard. After all, why let the opportunity to earn money go to waste? Right, Rosanna?" Dahlia remarked with a strong undertone. It had been two weeks since she was discharged from the hospital, and they came to visit her."Of course. By the way, Mia, how are you and your future in-laws doing?" Rosanna replied, briefly aligning herself with Dahlia's comment before facing her directly.They were assisting her in preparing the ingredients for the Kare-Kare she was cooking for lunch. Erik had told her that he would only be working a half-day at the office today and would continue with other tasks at home.Honestly, she couldn't understand why Erik had been overly attentive to her since she was discharged from the hospital. It seemed as if he already knew about her pregnancy. It wouldn't be far-fetched since she had been admitted for a few days an
Mia's senses awakened as she freely admired the nakedness of the man she was about to marry, slowly removing every article of clothing from his body. Erik's actions were incredibly pleasurable to behold, and in those moments, Mia felt abundantly blessed. Despite the countless women who had crossed this man's path, he had chosen her as his bride.Mia's heart fluttered at the thought. When she saw Erik move closer to kiss her, she welcomed it with unrestrained love and passion. She responded to Erik's kisses as if she were thirstier for him than ever before, losing herself completely in the process.Erik's gentle caress on her chest stirred something deep within Mia, evoking a soft moan from the depths of her throat. Their lips remained intertwined, while Erik's hand, nestled between her thighs, began to provide her with indescribable pleasure.Mia moaned once more when Erik's fingers skillfully explored her intimate flower, which was now drenched with desire. "You're soaked, Mia," that