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2021-07-10 13:45:12But still all these months, I was not able to move on from him; he took a part of me with him. I felt more empty now and so much venom was welding inside me, I was becoming more aggressive than before.
The days were passing by but I was still hurt from his disappearance. He promised me that he would not leave me alone and will always be with me but he broke that promise. The pain in my heart only tripled and I doubt it will ever heal.
Everyday I felt like someone had brutally stabbed me in my heart and ripped it out of me. The days without him was so vacant and worthless. Though I was living my life but without him I was like a rotten corpse.
He was my beautiful dream that I neve
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