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2024-10-29 19:42:56The rush from him forcing his way into my thoughts has me feeling lightheaded. But I can’t help pushing back with my own thoughts as I pelt him with questions. The most prominent one I can think is why?
‘Why would you even want to be with me? Sure, I’m ok looking, but I’m sure as hell not a damn super model. I mean what exactly could you get out of being with me? And not to mention I have like a million damn flaws. God so many flaws.’ He reaches into my mind again and silences me before he replies.
‘We are made to be together Lena. What do you mean you look OK!? How do you not see that you’re so beautiful? Do you not know how much torture it was for me to sit so close to you like we were and not being able to touch you? I want to spend the rest of our lives buried inside of you and I will never change my mind. Don’t fear my need for you we are made to be with each other always.’ The sound of his words in a hus
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Mmmm I moaned irritably as swiping at the annoying stray hair tickling my nose to no avail. The frustrating strand flickered its way back to my face and yet again tickled along the bridge of my nose flickering teasingly along my upper lip. “Leave me alone stupid hair I don’t want to get up, yet.” I once more tried to swat it away and failed feebly to flick the rogue strand away but no such luck as it flittered and trailed further down into my nostril. Uggg I groaned and the defiant strand slipped into my mouth causing me to shoot up in the bed and cough profusely trying to expel the infernal hair eyes still closed I wipe furiously at my face more determined to get rid of the damn thing. My eyes watered as I struggled to catch my breath from all the coughing and choking. Finally awake against my will rubbing the tears from my eyes I peak one eye open groggily. Huffing and sighing frustratedly as my eyes try to adjust to the slither of sunlight peeking into the room. “Why me?” I moan a
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My stomach feels as if its full of a swarm of butterflies and I open my eyes again searching for the door readying myself to heave only to see that I'm not in my car. In fact, I was not even outside anymore but in a stranger room with bronze covered wall with deep teal accents. The room was scattered with candles and deep teal and coper covered furniture. There was a mid-size deep teal sectional with copper accent pillows coupled with a matching ottoman Adirondack chair and a long oval shaped copper coffee table. Under the coffee table was a long fluffy looking deep teal area rug. The room was massive and seemed to have two adjoining rooms connected leading out to what undoubtedly was a large room with a similarly beautiful design. I turned my head examining the room further to my left was a long copper framed full-length mirror as well as an odd copper door seemingly smaller than the other two it had to be a closet of some sort, I think to myself as I turn to my right and realize that
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Did she just say mates as in plural? “Mates…?” I say raising my eyebrows thinking she may have had a slip of the tongue.“Yes Mates, Abasi and Abubakar. I do not think anyone was more surprised than I was when they both marked me at the same time. It was the immediate attraction that did it for me; I maybe a lot of woman but hot damn, those two would have me bare foot and pregnant right now if I did not insist on them giving me at least another year to wait after the triplets were born. Those two are the textbook definition of insatiable I could barely climb out of bed before they were demanding to mate with me.” She threw her hands up in an exaggerated motion.I laughed at her flustered response and couldn’t help but ask. “So, with it being three of you… is it harder having two mates? I mean how do you determine who goes first or who gets time with you first?”“Who gets time with me first or who has their turn first. Honey it’s not a gang bang.’’I spit out my mouth full of coffee at
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“Yeah, I bet there certainly hasn’t been any shortage of surprises so far.” I shake my headShe laughs at my response. “Trust me I get it I was raised with them they definitely aren’t too great at the whole communication thing but trust me for what the lack in communication skills they make up for it in compassion, kindness and sincerity. I am not just saying that because I’m their baby sister either.”“That’s some what of a relief especially after what happened recently. Asin was definitely a major concern after the way he broke into my apartment while Ra and I were in bed. Then I thought he killed Ra until he told me they were brothers before jedi mind grouping me and telling me he was my mate as well.”“Wait he did what? You mean Asin the one who brought you here right? Are you sure?”“Yeah, tall handsome gold eyes and glowing tattoo on his neck short dreads looks like a Michael B Jordan doppelganger from Black panther.”“Wow that’s Asin alright but he’s normally not so…”“Homicida
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“I do, but not every fucking day or night until I can’t stand straight.” She shouts back seeming fed up with his attempt to reverse the blame to her. I can sense her own anger creeping into my thoughts as wave after wave of every fight argument or negative experience she had with the man rushed through my mind before cutting short as the rage forced its way back into my mind. It is the most intense wave of emotions I ever sensed from her increasing my own furry at the thought of her being upset.“Whatever man, you just be trying to play the fuck out of me you want to leave good get your shit and leave. Oh, and don’t fucking come back either, your ass bet not try to come back to my fucking house for shit I’m throwing all your shit in the garbage today.” He threatens. I was seeing red how dare he threaten her after everything he’s done to her.“Fine, there is nothing important in your house anyway, all you have is my old furniture and clothes I don’t even wear anymore. And Your stuff wi
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“I do, but not every fucking day or night until I can’t stand straight.” She shouts back seeming fed up with his attempt to reverse the blame to her. I can sense her own anger creeping into my thoughts as wave after wave of every fight argument or negative experience she had with the man rushed through my mind before cutting short as the rage forced its way back into my mind. It is the most intense wave of emotions I ever sensed from her increasing my own furry at the thought of her being upset.“Whatever man, you just be trying to play the fuck out of me you want to leave good get your shit and leave. Oh, and don’t fucking come back either, your ass bet not try to come back to my fucking house for shit I’m throwing all your shit in the garbage today.” He threatens. I was seeing red how dare he threaten her after everything he’s done to her.“Fine, there is nothing important in your house anyway, all you have is my old furniture and clothes I don’t even wear anymore. And Your stuff wi
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Did she just say mates as in plural? “Mates…?” I say raising my eyebrows thinking she may have had a slip of the tongue.“Yes Mates, Abasi and Abubakar. I do not think anyone was more surprised than I was when they both marked me at the same time. It was the immediate attraction that did it for me; I maybe a lot of woman but hot damn, those two would have me bare foot and pregnant right now if I did not insist on them giving me at least another year to wait after the triplets were born. Those two are the textbook definition of insatiable I could barely climb out of bed before they were demanding to mate with me.” She threw her hands up in an exaggerated motion.I laughed at her flustered response and couldn’t help but ask. “So, with it being three of you… is it harder having two mates? I mean how do you determine who goes first or who gets time with you first?”“Who gets time with me first or who has their turn first. Honey it’s not a gang bang.’’I spit out my mouth full of coffee at
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Mmmm I moaned irritably as swiping at the annoying stray hair tickling my nose to no avail. The frustrating strand flickered its way back to my face and yet again tickled along the bridge of my nose flickering teasingly along my upper lip. “Leave me alone stupid hair I don’t want to get up, yet.” I once more tried to swat it away and failed feebly to flick the rogue strand away but no such luck as it flittered and trailed further down into my nostril. Uggg I groaned and the defiant strand slipped into my mouth causing me to shoot up in the bed and cough profusely trying to expel the infernal hair eyes still closed I wipe furiously at my face more determined to get rid of the damn thing. My eyes watered as I struggled to catch my breath from all the coughing and choking. Finally awake against my will rubbing the tears from my eyes I peak one eye open groggily. Huffing and sighing frustratedly as my eyes try to adjust to the slither of sunlight peeking into the room. “Why me?” I moan a
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I continue in the that direction assured it would lead to my currently designated safe place. Making my way toward my bathroom, I could feel eyes watching me as I entered the washroom quietly closing the door behind me locking myself in. I leaned my back up against the door as I listened intently for the sound of movement expecting that if he were real, he would surely take my dismissal as a reason to exit my apartment. After five pain takingly long quiet minutes. I sigh heavily realizing that I was in fact correct about my theory that I was only imagining him being here in the first place. I walked over to the bathtub and turned on the water staring off in the distance as I tried to rationalize my sad delusional state. Maybe I wasn’t crazy, just envisioning what life would have been like, if I had someone worth coming home to; after a long miserable day like this one. It could be possible that I somehow associated my metaphorical knight in shining armor from the night before
