"You don't have to worry Ziva. He doesn't know that you are here. I won't tell a soul", he said to me."You too worked for Enzo?", I asked him."Not directly. Though I did somethings to fund my addiction. I wasn't proud of it", he said to me."OK. It is good that you got out", I said."Yes. It was not easy to get out. But I wasn't an active member like my friend. I doubt he knows me at all", said he."I'm glad you could before you got into real trouble", I told him."Enough about Enzo. Let us do something to get your mind off things", said Kyle."OK. I want to learn photography", I told him."Now you are talking", he said with a smile.Half an hour later I sighed. There seems to be no end to the number of lenses he keeps supplying me with."You are making me clean all the lenses you ever had. This doesn't constitute in learning. This is you getting free labor", I told him."You have to study cleaning the lenses first that is the first step in learning the photography", he told me."Y
"You are lying", I said trying to keep my tears at bay."No. If I was lying then I would have said something else. How can someone lie about the Marital status of another person?", he asked with a huff."I don't know because you are jealous of us", I told him."Listen to me. I'm jealous of course but because I love you. But that doesn't mean that I would lie to you. He was married to a girl who studied in his school ", he told. "I still can't believe it", I said but my words were weak. "Trust me Ziva. I wouldn't lie . I knew Dane from school. He was my senior. I know he won't recognise me from school . I was a nobody hanging in the parking lot smoking weed", he said. "What was her name?", I asked him. "Amelia Sayers", he said. I covered my mouth in shock. I have heard that name before while he was talking to Jake. I only heard the first name. She and Jake had the same last name so that would mean that she was his sister. I now know for sure that Kyle wasn't lying. Why does i
Inside the bedroom there was no chair for us to sit and talk. I pointed him towards the bed. He sighed and sat down. I was amazed at how unfazed was I when Jake sat in my bed. Would I react the same way if it was Dane? I don't think so. My feelings for Dane would never let me relax at all."You haven't said anything and it is already five minutes", I reminded him..."Yes I know. I just needed some time. This is something that affects me too. Amelia was my sister. I can't speak about her randomly", he said tightly."How is she?", I asked him. I hoped that she is somewhere in the tropical far away from Dane sipping martini with a new husband and a handful of children. It would be less risky for me that way. "I will get to that. I need you to tell about Dane first. It is only right. I met Dane when I was in high-school. We had just landed in another high-school thanks to my mother's irritation at being tied down at one place. She and my father were very happy together. Me and my sister
I have been staring out of window for the past one hour. I didn't want to wake up from the bed. If I did I didn't have energy to do anything. I just sat on the bed looking out of the window warning myself to stop crying thinking about the man who betrayed me. He didn't reveal to me his reality that he was a father and a husband. He could have told me like the time he told me about his escorting or street fighting. I would have comforted him. But he didn't if he had ever considered me that I was his True wife he would have told me. But he never meant when he said he loved me. It was all lies and I hate him for leading me on like that.I heard a knock on the door. It was my Kyle. I saw a coffee mug on his hand."Give me a drink", I begged him."No. You are in no state to ask me a drink. You haven't even gone out of this room for heaven's sake and it had been a week. If I didn't bring you food what would you have done?", he questioned me."I don't know make it myself", I said with a wea
It had been exactly a week in exile but it has been pure hell. Don't misunderstand Kyle he has been nothing but an absolute gentleman the entire time. But I couldn't stop myself from feeling guilty for the entire episode. I sure had crossed many lines and I knew I was too deep inside the enemy lines, now going back is impossible. Kyle had once again forced me to watch cable with him. I was too numb to the point that I had agreed when he asked me if it is OK to watch sports highlights. I didn't even blink when he said highlights. Tell me how many girls would put up with that?"Hey are you even here?", he asked me waving his palm in front of me."Unfortunately yes", I answered.He didn't seem too pleased with my joke. I just shrugged. I don't care what he thinks about me? I'm not here to impress him. It seems I have done far more damage actually. I should just keep working on my defenses against him. I won't let him commit anymore follies that end up destroying myself and everyone aroun
The stress was eating me alive. Why was nobody talking to me? Why was I always the one to be left behind. I can't take it, not anymore! I'm sick of this. I remembered the time I wasn't allowed in the hospital when my father was sick . If Dane wasn't there then I doubt they would let me to go to his funeral. I refused to be let down by the mistake of others. I won't stand silently while others make decisions. I'm going to react and they would then understand. I won't let anyone walk all over me like before. I sighed for the hundredth time. But I only make these life changing decisions in my head and never put it on action.My fingers hovered on the call button I had already dialled Charlie's number. If there is someone who is brave enough to defy my husband it is Charlie. But the only problem is that I wasn't brave enough to call her. But I better put on my bravado because once I do this there is no turning back. Before I could press dial I saw someone calling me. I pressed the accept
I don't know what to think of my fucked up life. Kyle was seeing someone? I had no clue. The truth was that I cheated on Dane while Kyle cheated on Paisley. I know they have just started dating but still it counts. I don't know what to do? This is so bad. I wanted to cry but I knew no one would feel sorry for me anymore. The consequences of my actions finally weighed in on me. I can't be alone anymore. I hated it the main reason that I cheated on Dane was because he let me go. I just couldn't handle that my husband doesn't want to be with me during difficult times. I know he had his own reasons. He wanted to convince cops to allow me protection but they are not giving it. They wanted to built a solid case against Enzo.If they started to do any action against him right now. He is going to suspect something is going on and may go into hiding at the first sign of trouble. I'm not afraid of some street criminal. He is nothing but a coward who is using his money and power to kill a woman
"Tell me something", I said to Charlie.She shook her head and made an action of handing me over a crown."Go on take it. It is now yours. You have beaten me so the title of queen of bad decision will now remain with you for the rest of your life", said Charlie."Charlie. Be serious", I begged her."Babe being serious is the last thing you want to do right now Babe. The only thing you can do is play it off everything as fun", said Charlie.."What? I don't understand", I told her."I'm telling you that you shouldn't act like the kiss meant anything. Tell Kyle it was supposed to be a joke", said Charlie."That is not True. He won't believe it. The kiss meant something. It was not supposed to be funny at all", I told her."Do you love Dane?", she asked me."How can you ask me that question? You know how much I loved Dane. I had married that guy just so that he wouldn't look ridiculous when I had a steady boyfriend", I told her."But you were pressurised", said Charlie."Yes. But it was n