I woke up in the morning with a smile on my face. He had made me feel alot last night and none of it indicated that he is bored with me. If any thing I was so lucky for having him a smy husband. Eternity won't be boring with him. I know I was speaking of eternity with a man who had not even confessed that he loves me. But it doesn't matter. I know he loves me in his sinister ways. He was a devil rightfully but he was also mine. Angels are so overrated anyways. I turned to kiss him good morning but he had already left. I sighed and woke up. I have an early bird for husband.I took a shower because Fathima would disapprove if i went down as it is. Our last night activity is written all over my face and body. There is no denying it. I also felt fresh that when the water fell ony body. I have to be at work late toady becei have an engagement. I have to meet Kyle today. I don't why can't he leave me alone. There are many single girls available for him. But I knew I have to be professional.
"You like it?", he asked me. I was writhing in anticipation. I was blindfolded and bondaged. This was so erotic. I hadn't imagined this would happen when he caught my copy of fifty shades. Doesn't every woman in this world have this guilty pleasure of reading that novel. Even though none of us will admit it."You are a naughty girl", he said sliding his hands under my panties. I also happen to wear his favorite powder blue bra. I had also ordered a few more of the same colour.I was dripping and felt his finger enter me. I moaned loudly. I pulled on the ties but he had it tight. How does he get the knots so thorough. I suspect he is also a grey somewhere inside."Let me get you out of this", he said pulling the panties away. I drew a sharp breath. His fingers were still inside me. He pulled at my blindfold. I blinked at him continuously. He took his finger out taking his sweet time. He pushed it to his mouth. I watched him in awe. He was so damn naughty."You want to taste yourself?",
I came home with head ache and a bad mood. Fathima came to fuss over me and I snapped at her. She huffed and went away. I was mad at every one starting with my husband. He is the one who had ruined everything by proposing to my sister instead of me. He was such an ass. My sister instead of being mature about it like I would have been went ahead and started a hate campaign against me. She considers Irene a snake as her best friend. I on the other hand practically raised her because her mother couldn't take a break from her party life.I wanted to call and seek for a resolution but I knew I would be met with a cold shoulder. I can do what ever she wants me to do. I would even resign from the post of chair woman if that is what she wants. I felt my eyes well up when I remembered how we used to play together when she was a little girl. She used to cry at me because boys were mean to her. Charlie used to say that she was a guy magnet even then. Then her puberty struck and she became anoth
I opened my eyes to the morning light. Was I late? Damn it. I thought I would wake up early today. On the other hand I have woken up really really late. I scrambled from the bed. I looked up to the clock and saw that it was almost eight. I brushed my teeth and decided to forgo my shower because there is no time. I put on my work clothes and tried to tame my hair. I bit my lips when it was unsuccessful. I should get a hair cut. Then it would be easy for me to manage it. I don't know how would I look without my long hair? I can ask Charlie. She was pretty busy now. She had joined a restaurant as a waitress. I think she was affected by her mother's death too. She would hardly share it with me. That would explain her inability to hold on to a job. My own mother passed away when she was really young. Something will leave a scar on you. Time won't heal you. You can get help though. I should ask Charlie to see a therapist it may also help her to solidify her relationship with Janine.Fathi
I was shaken to my core. Kyle had warned my sister off. He is clearly my friend. It was something that Charlie would have done for me. I was a little embarrassed because a stranger had to come for my rescue. But he had given a generous contribution too for our organisation. I had left the cheque with our new receptionist. I walked to my car dazed. I wasn't sad anymore. I had risen from the ashes. Those words my sister uttered can't hurt me anymore. It was not because of Kyle. I have decided this is the last time I would ever take her words to my heart.I climbed inside the car and I saw my phone ringing. I quickly picked it up. It was from husband."Hi", I said to him warmly."Hi. What are you doing now?", he asked me."I'm in car why? By the way you won't believe what happened today. Kyle met with us and agreed to do promotion for our organisation. Vogue will do a feature on Give Butter according to Kyle. He also gave a generous donation", I said rushed."Who is Kyle?", he asked me.
This is the first morning I have woken up without a smile in a while. I'm missing Dane big time. I wonder whether he thinks about me at all. I check the phone desparately but couldn't even find a good morning message from him. Should I fire him a text saying good morning? But that sounds too desparate. I also don't want to sound like a clingy wife. So I put my phone down before I change my mind. I took a huge breath and was ready for taking the day head on. I quickly take a quick shower trying to memorize our last shower together. I was afraid that I would come then and there so I shut the water and came out with a gasp. Is this even normal? I was a sex crazed demon now. What a change from a demurred Virgin to a bitch in heat. I cringed at my own thoughts.I put on a lavender dress because I knew I have to up my style game. Charlie told me that it would look good on me. Earlier my sister mocked my fashion sense. Maybe I was a an illiterate in fashion. The main reason for that is my clo
I was now very much prepared to face what is going to happen. My sister had already left the building. Irene is now staying far away from me which is kind of good otherwise I would have lost it and fired her too. I was still sitting with my tainted dress. I could have asked Janine to bring back a new pair. But the vogue people will already be here in a moment so there is no use. I would tell them that my dress is ruined accidentally so I won't be able to do the shoot. But to my surprise they have come with dresses for everyone. I haven't even given it to them but then they have dresses of all sizes. Their make up artist and stylists surrounded us like wolves.Me and Renee were watching them confused but André was on roll. He talked with them casually and changed into his costume in record speed. Me, Renee and Irene followed his suit. The next turn was for my stylists they puffed my face and pulled at my hair. I wanted to cry in pain. But they knew what they were doing. They have manag
Hospital is one of the most boring places to be in. I always hated them. I got appointment with another doctor this time. I hope I could go home early today. I was very much tired today. I knew everyone would be wondering why I was tired today. All I did was click some pictures today. But the process of getting the right picture is a little bit lengthy process. I would have thought the same but going through it was very enlightening to me. The bored receptionist asked for me to wait for some time. I wish the doctors were not very busy. But they are out there saving lives so I shouldn't complain."You can go in Dr Sharma will be waiting for you", said she with a yawn. I tried to hide my irritation with a smile at her. But she didn't look at me. When I went in I saw a guy who was slightly bald. God this was embarrassing enough with a woman but now I have to bare it all in front of a guy. I tried not to show my uneasiness on my face. But he surprised me with a warm smile without being
Charlie hadn't said anything to Dane. If only she waited for him to talk. Charlie pretended to say the truth so that Heidi comes clean before Dane. She had done it but I knew she will pay the cost for it. Dane now knows everything. The Wedding won't happen now. I felt a little sorry for my sister after all she had lost Dane again."You didn't say the truth to me. I'm angry at you too", said Dane."I won't blame you. I should have told you about Enzo but I was afraid you won't take it seriously", I confessed."His people had shot me and you think I won't take it seriously? Ziva please be mature", said Dane."I'm sorry Dane", I said."You made us lose our precious three years of life. I missed my daughter's birth and her significant mile stones. It is not something that I can forgive", said Dane."You are right. I was a coward and everyone used that knowledge to influence me", I admitted."You are not a coward Ziva. I wish you were a little more selfish. You sacrificed us for my life. I
When I reached the venue I was immediately ushered into the groom's room. I went to see Dane working on the laptop. My daughter screamed and went to hug him. He took her and lifted above his shoulders. Who knew my serious daughter was a fun loving girl ?"I miss you daddy", she said."I miss you too bug", he said."Don't get married", she said bossily."Why?", he asked curiously."Because mommy cries", she said shocking me.He looked at me with a hint of smile. I was dumb struck."I wasn't", I said to him.She climbed down from her father and took her place next to me. I gave her a warning look."Don't lie", she said to me."I'm not lying", I said to her."You said that daddy", she was about to say everything but I put my hand on her mouth."That is enough", I warned her."There is still time confess your love or it will be too late", he said with a smirk."No. Our life is not a rom Com Dane. Everything is not black and white", I said to him."Fine your wish", he said.I took my daugh
I'm a stubborn creature where the need arises. I'm not going to backdown even if he says that he can't live without me. But I knew he won't say it. I had hurt him enough but still he says he can't marry Heidi. I can't go home till we reaches some sort of agreement."Dane. I'm not going back where it all started. I want an out", I said painfully. I had a fair idea on how much I was hurting him."Fine. I will get married but you have to be at the wedding. If you decide not to come at the last moment the wedding is off", said Dane."You can't say that. Please I won't go back not with Enzo there", I said to him."The wedding is going to happen here and tomorrow. Remember to be there else there is no wedding. I had booked a cab for you. It is not a good idea for me to join you", he said. I nodded my head. I was ready already.I have to be there at Dane's wedding to my sister. The fate couldn't be any more cruel. It hurt me like hell to adjust to the prospect that my husband is going to get
The thing about mistake is that we don't have a desire to undo it constantly but I didn't feel that way. Sleeping with Dane might be a bad choice on my part but I never regret a second that I spent with him. I would do it all over again if given another chance. But I shall remain silent. My thoughts never should come out of my head. It must stay there safe and silent. Even after I insulted Dane he being a gentleman had gone to fetch me fresh clothes. I stay there waiting for him to get the clothes. He must have ordered it through the hotel. But it still hadn't come. So he had gone there to check what happened to my dress. He might have fired somebody too if the hotel was his.I heard a knock and Dane came through. I stayed there very still. All my instincts said to go towards him. My emotions were over the top plus the amazing sex we had destroyed any small amount of self-control I used to have."Here is your dress", he said putting it on the bed."Can you give me some privacy?", I as
"I'm sorry for hurting you. I want us both to move on for the sake of Angel. You are also getting married to my sister. Let us end this please. What do you want in return for it?", I asked him."I want you to give me back every kiss I gave you. Then I will forget you and move on", he said."Fine. I have a condition too. I want you to give me back every kiss I gave you as well. So that we can settle the score", he said."Done", he said. I was the one who charged at him he bent down the kiss me. We kissed each other like there was no tomorrow. His tongue duelling with mine. I gasped when he bit my lips hard enough that it hurt. I bit him too drawing blood. He chuckled when he heard me growl. You better stop provoking me. I said in my mind.His hands cupping my boobs. I moaned when his hands tore my expensive dress. I didn't bother to put aside the tattered dress. It lied crumpled on the ground. I stood there in my undergarments. He removed a single boob from the constraints of my bra. H
"You can't let go of me right? You wanted to play me even after leaving me. I just played you back", he said with tight eyes."It wasn't any game Heidi loves you. She asked my help I gave it to her. I have no other interest in you", I said to him."Is that so? Then why are you on a date with me? How does it help your sister?", he asked me crossing his arms."I'm doing what I'm told. You said you will leave me alone after this date", I reminded him."I said and you listened. Things are that easy for you? Our life together didn't matter to you isn't that right? You couldn't endure a life with a handicap so you left me. But still you are here they are right what goes around comes around", he said."Why do you ask me to this date? Is it to torture me?", I asked him."No. I'm on this date to say you goodbye. You might have meddled with my life a lot. But after today you won't do anything like that ever again. I wanted to destroy you initially but then I realised that you are also mother of
"And what do you think?", I asked him."I know my feelings never died for you", he said thoughtfully."You are only saying this to punish me", I said."Why would I want to punish you?", he asked me."Because I left you three years ago", I said."It is correct that you left me. I don't think I can ever forgive you for that. But that doesn't mean that I had lost my feelings for you", he said."I think you want to bed me that is why you are talking about the feelings all of a sudden", I said."I would always want to bed you. I'm attracted to you physically and mentally. I will always want sex from you. Even when we are both a hundred years old", he said."I don't want you", I shot back at him."I realised that three long years ago. But that hadn't deterred me from wanting you like a Madan", said he."You shouldn't say such stupid things. I have used you in the past and disregarded you as it suited me", I lied to him."I got that. It still hurts. I thought you were in love with me", he sa
"You look beautiful", said Charlie carrying my daughter on her hip."Thanks", I murmured putting on the necklace.My open-sleeve dress had so many boob's that I was sure Dane would drool. I knew the game that I was playing is a dangerous one for both parties. It was like fighting with a sword that has no pommel. It can cut both."Is this some kind of a reminder for him? To have an idea of what he missed?", she asked me."I'm only getting ready for the date as he asked me to. That is all there it is. A single date where we will behave like it was the first time I'm seeing him walking", I said."You mean like while you were married to him", she said."Yes for a single date. But there won't be anything beyond that. He is going to get married soon to my sister. She had already told me that it is OK. Dane said that this date night is all he is asking in return for leaving me alone. I have nothing more to ask for from Dane and he will only get what he asked", I said."That is going to be to
I have decided to give him what he want. I know it will be a lie to confess that it is something that he only he wants. I want that too. A date that we missed three years ago. I couldn't help but imagine what would have happened if I hadn't met Enzo that day. I want to see him walk towards me for the first time again. He would have been romantic and flirty with me all night. We would have ended that night early each of us eager to go home. So that we could celebrate together at night.I was very nervous. Something inside my mind warned me from going through with Dane's idea. It is not only a worst idea but the after math of the said date would be incomprehensible. I won't be able to forget and move on while he ends this fantasy of date. I would be left with broken pieces of my heart.I called Charlie for clarity. I doubt she has anything new to supply. I already know consequences of my decision even though it doesn't make a difference to me.She picked on the first ring. She had alrea