I'm counting hours so that I can meet him. I know it sounds a bit overzealous but you don't get to have hot sex with a billionaire sex God every now and then,who also happens to be my husband. Fate must have thrown some cruel tragedies at me but yet it was so benevolent when it comes to my husband. He is generous enough to buy me best of comforts including subscription from countless streaming platforms. I'm more than indebted to him. He had really saved me from marrying a guy I don't love and also gave me a job without a boring moment. A woman would hardly be happy as me at the moment. It seems I have it all.I was whistling while I walked to my office. Even Janine was pleased with my sunny disposition. I know I was moody and crabby lately because of Charlie but I would like to believe that Dane was given to me because I lost Charlie. I think fate didn't want to give me both afraid that it might go to my head. It already has gone to my head. I now wore my wedding band proudly. Otherw
I have fallen from highest of the high to the lowest of the low. I didn't want to go to his home. I was replaying the video I saw earlier on my mind. I was so exhausted. It looked as though he was so comfortable with her. The way he caught her was repulsing me. It was like I'm being thrown to an ice cold water to wake up from deep sleep. I was dreaming with my eyes open there is no way else I believed a man used to be with Heidi would want me. She was beautiful rightfully curvy unlike me. I was no Zendaya just a mixed race girl. I would never be Hollywood attractive like my sister.Janine saw me and could sense something was wrong but she didn't say anything. My heart was shattering into a million pieces I could hear the sound. When I reached home I refused coffee from Fathima. She frowned and lamented at my lack of care on appetite. I didn't reply I left her talking to herself. I just can't do this right now. I'm so fucked up. Being betrayed my husband and more importantly my siste
I was such a fool. I had slept with him even after knowing that he had been with Heidi. I'm sure they are going to laugh behind my back for my idiocy. I winced when I tried to move. It do hurt a lot unlike shown in movies. I don't ever want to do it again. But it is not a problem for me because I won't be inviting my husband in my room ever again. I heard the bathroom door open and instantly I was on my guard. I know he will try to seduce me again. I should never ever trust him with my heart and body again. He came to stand before me as if to attract my attention. If he thinks I'm not aware of him he is heavily mistaken."I'm sorry if it hurts. Why did you lie that you are not a Virgin?", he asked me tenderly. He must have noticed my blood on his thighs. I didn't tell him. He assumed I was lying about my virginity. All I did was to agree with him. Even if I did tell the truth I'm sure he wouldn't have believed me. He touched my arm and I froze. I can't allow him to touch me. I can't
The week followed our fierce fight was followed by extreme silence. I was afraid he would bang on the door next night. But he had retreated and never came back. I should be relieved that he decided to leave me alone. But instead it made me more agitated. He is not in my bed room meant the was visiting my sister. That was the only thing haunting my mind. I was afraid that it would drive me insane. My husband on the other hand stayed far away from me that can be possible in this big house. Fathima was the silent spectator of our cold war. She disapproved as always.Unlike other times I was sure that every maid who lives in the house might have heard the shouting went on in my room that night. But every one acted as though they are blissfully unaware of the situation. It only broke once or twice because Dane lost his temper over his misplaced keys. He even threatened to fire a maid over bringing him black coffee when he asked for tea. Everyone knew he never drank tea Fathima was the
Jake came and went like a breeze. It does give you a refreshment for a few seconds but then it would be gone. Both of us returned to our normal routine. I wanted to talk to him, try and improve our relationship but he is not interested at all. When ever I went to talk to him he avoids me as though I'm plague. It did hurt me initially but then it made me only resentful. I went to my work religiously. My sister is still not present I think she is at Coachella at the moment from watching her videos. If Irene had issues she didn't show it. When I reached home I saw Jake waiting for me. He was watching football. I was elated to see him. He also became my friend simply because he had been nice to me."It is a pleasant surprise to see you", I said greeting him."Good to hear that you are not one of those wives who kick off their husband's friends", he said jovially. I laughed he was so funny."You don't have to worry about that", I answered him."I have informed Dane this timethat I will be
"Charlie is coming?", asked Janine suddenly. I smiled it had been a while since we really talked. The last time I invited her home I had behaved poorly to her. I was basically cock blocking them. I wanted to do a little better now. But this evening it was a friend ship thing so I wondred whether it would be wise to call her too."We are just going to hang out and talk about things" I said mildly but if she wants to see Charlie I'm not going to deny her."No it is OK. I'm happy that you are hanging out with each other again", said Janine. I can't help but smile at her."Yes. We talked on the phone and it is all good", I said brightly. She nodded at me from the mirror. When I reached home I practically ran to inform Fathima that Charlie is going to be here. She just shrugged that almost said it is about time. I quickly changed and put in my pajamas. I gave her a quick call and she informed me that she was already on the way. I brought out the wine that she likes best. Fathima turned her
I was silent the entire ride home. The plan has in fact backfired. If I thought that I would seduce him with my bad moves then I was mistaken. I should know this. He won't like me no matter what I do. The only thing he does is condemn me. I hate him for making me look so pathetic. I felt myself growing angrier because of the way he talked with Jake. What was his problem? If he doesn't want me why even bother with me? He could easily ship me off to my home. Why is making me stay and torturing me? What kind of a sick satisfaction is he deriving at? I have to confront him even though the aspect of facing him is driving a chill down my spine I have to do it. I won't let him walk all over me.I went to his bedroom thanking the lords that Fathima is yet to make her appearance. She is an early sleeper so won't come out unless we throw something at the wall. I have a strong desire to do it. I just barged inside his room like he did mine the other day. No more knocking any pretense of bein
I opened my eyes to the bright light on my face. I found Fathima opening the curtains. What time was it? Oh no! I was stark naked in my bed but she didn't seem to be fazed by it. I moved the coverlet up so my chest was covered."What time is it?", I asked her faintly."You have woken up. Good. Master asked me to let you sleep. He said you will be tired", said Fathima with a pleased smile."I'm alright. Err where is him?" I asked her."In his office. He is working from home today", said Fathima."Really?", I asked her excited."But he is not to be disturbed", said Fathima sternly."Oh", I said. But I'm not going to follow her advice to leave him alone. I know it was what she wants to convey subtly. I wanted to see him and maybe have a nice conversation. I quickly went to shower and put on a sundress. I wanted to appear sexy and also casual. I opted for some minimal make up though.I have work today but I'm thinking of joining them after two. I have already sent Renee a quick text. I sa