The week followed our fierce fight was followed by extreme silence. I was afraid he would bang on the door next night. But he had retreated and never came back. I should be relieved that he decided to leave me alone. But instead it made me more agitated. He is not in my bed room meant the was visiting my sister. That was the only thing haunting my mind. I was afraid that it would drive me insane. My husband on the other hand stayed far away from me that can be possible in this big house. Fathima was the silent spectator of our cold war. She disapproved as always.Unlike other times I was sure that every maid who lives in the house might have heard the shouting went on in my room that night. But every one acted as though they are blissfully unaware of the situation. It only broke once or twice because Dane lost his temper over his misplaced keys. He even threatened to fire a maid over bringing him black coffee when he asked for tea. Everyone knew he never drank tea Fathima was the
Jake came and went like a breeze. It does give you a refreshment for a few seconds but then it would be gone. Both of us returned to our normal routine. I wanted to talk to him, try and improve our relationship but he is not interested at all. When ever I went to talk to him he avoids me as though I'm plague. It did hurt me initially but then it made me only resentful. I went to my work religiously. My sister is still not present I think she is at Coachella at the moment from watching her videos. If Irene had issues she didn't show it. When I reached home I saw Jake waiting for me. He was watching football. I was elated to see him. He also became my friend simply because he had been nice to me."It is a pleasant surprise to see you", I said greeting him."Good to hear that you are not one of those wives who kick off their husband's friends", he said jovially. I laughed he was so funny."You don't have to worry about that", I answered him."I have informed Dane this timethat I will be
"Charlie is coming?", asked Janine suddenly. I smiled it had been a while since we really talked. The last time I invited her home I had behaved poorly to her. I was basically cock blocking them. I wanted to do a little better now. But this evening it was a friend ship thing so I wondred whether it would be wise to call her too."We are just going to hang out and talk about things" I said mildly but if she wants to see Charlie I'm not going to deny her."No it is OK. I'm happy that you are hanging out with each other again", said Janine. I can't help but smile at her."Yes. We talked on the phone and it is all good", I said brightly. She nodded at me from the mirror. When I reached home I practically ran to inform Fathima that Charlie is going to be here. She just shrugged that almost said it is about time. I quickly changed and put in my pajamas. I gave her a quick call and she informed me that she was already on the way. I brought out the wine that she likes best. Fathima turned her
I was silent the entire ride home. The plan has in fact backfired. If I thought that I would seduce him with my bad moves then I was mistaken. I should know this. He won't like me no matter what I do. The only thing he does is condemn me. I hate him for making me look so pathetic. I felt myself growing angrier because of the way he talked with Jake. What was his problem? If he doesn't want me why even bother with me? He could easily ship me off to my home. Why is making me stay and torturing me? What kind of a sick satisfaction is he deriving at? I have to confront him even though the aspect of facing him is driving a chill down my spine I have to do it. I won't let him walk all over me.I went to his bedroom thanking the lords that Fathima is yet to make her appearance. She is an early sleeper so won't come out unless we throw something at the wall. I have a strong desire to do it. I just barged inside his room like he did mine the other day. No more knocking any pretense of bein
I opened my eyes to the bright light on my face. I found Fathima opening the curtains. What time was it? Oh no! I was stark naked in my bed but she didn't seem to be fazed by it. I moved the coverlet up so my chest was covered."What time is it?", I asked her faintly."You have woken up. Good. Master asked me to let you sleep. He said you will be tired", said Fathima with a pleased smile."I'm alright. Err where is him?" I asked her."In his office. He is working from home today", said Fathima."Really?", I asked her excited."But he is not to be disturbed", said Fathima sternly."Oh", I said. But I'm not going to follow her advice to leave him alone. I know it was what she wants to convey subtly. I wanted to see him and maybe have a nice conversation. I quickly went to shower and put on a sundress. I wanted to appear sexy and also casual. I opted for some minimal make up though.I have work today but I'm thinking of joining them after two. I have already sent Renee a quick text. I sa
"The reply has come. I have printed out the mail", said our receptionist cum whole and sole of our organisation. She was overworked and underpaid. The sad part is that I can do nothing about it.."Wow that was fast", said Irene. I looked at Heidi who was busy scrolling the phone. Did she even know who the benefactor was?"Let me check it", said Renee. She began to read out. When she read the end I swear I saw her eyes sparkle. She handed it out to André who read it out for everyone's benefit. I sat there frowning what was happening?"Dear committee members,I would like to thank you for your continued support. But I have little time as it is and I'm afraid that I can't take final decisions on proposals approval anymore. On the other hand I'm going to delegate it to one of the committee members who is going to be chairperson and hence forth take the final decision. That would be my decision as well. You can save the time of waiting for the approval from me and speed up the process of m
I kissed his mouth hard. He replied by returning with equal force and ardour. I felt him hard underneath me. I ground my hips and he groaned in response. I panted when his hand slid down to my ass. But he just placed me to the seat from his lap which I didn't anticipate."What?", I asked unfocused."We are attracting some attention. Suddenly the crowd is outside our car instead of the pub", he said with a chuckle. I watched the onlookers embarrassed."Did they take our pics?", I asked horrified."No they might have taken a video", he said with a chuckle."You are not afraid", I asked surprised. This would be a big embarrassment for someone like him."I'm practicing something called living in the moment not worrying about tomorrow", he said with a smile.I watched him agape. What was he saying? Had something changed in him? Was he madly in love with him as I was? I don't know and I love that he doesn't care about the world while he was with me."What are you looking at?", he asked me.
Weekend that followed our patch up was a complete bliss. I don't know what else to call that. He was attentive and caring to me. He had this weird obsession with a baby though. I too want a baby. I'm sure when I'm thirty my maternal instincts is going to kick in. Then we can think about a baby. But for now I want to focus on my new found matrimonial state. I felt his touch my bare bottom slowly. I opened my eyes and peeked at him. He was lost in thoughts."Hey", I said to him. He looked upto my face. His mouth curved to a smile. "Good morning", he said. "I thought you would be gone", I said trying to him. He hadn't bothered to shift me to the next room unlike last time. This was another win for me. "I'm lazy today", he said with a wink. "You, a slacker!!!That is impossible. You wake up at five", I said with a snort. "Yes. I did wake up early but I'm in no mood to go to office", he said.. "Then what do you want to do?", I asked with my fingers sliding down suggestively. "I want
Charlie hadn't said anything to Dane. If only she waited for him to talk. Charlie pretended to say the truth so that Heidi comes clean before Dane. She had done it but I knew she will pay the cost for it. Dane now knows everything. The Wedding won't happen now. I felt a little sorry for my sister after all she had lost Dane again."You didn't say the truth to me. I'm angry at you too", said Dane."I won't blame you. I should have told you about Enzo but I was afraid you won't take it seriously", I confessed."His people had shot me and you think I won't take it seriously? Ziva please be mature", said Dane."I'm sorry Dane", I said."You made us lose our precious three years of life. I missed my daughter's birth and her significant mile stones. It is not something that I can forgive", said Dane."You are right. I was a coward and everyone used that knowledge to influence me", I admitted."You are not a coward Ziva. I wish you were a little more selfish. You sacrificed us for my life. I
When I reached the venue I was immediately ushered into the groom's room. I went to see Dane working on the laptop. My daughter screamed and went to hug him. He took her and lifted above his shoulders. Who knew my serious daughter was a fun loving girl ?"I miss you daddy", she said."I miss you too bug", he said."Don't get married", she said bossily."Why?", he asked curiously."Because mommy cries", she said shocking me.He looked at me with a hint of smile. I was dumb struck."I wasn't", I said to him.She climbed down from her father and took her place next to me. I gave her a warning look."Don't lie", she said to me."I'm not lying", I said to her."You said that daddy", she was about to say everything but I put my hand on her mouth."That is enough", I warned her."There is still time confess your love or it will be too late", he said with a smirk."No. Our life is not a rom Com Dane. Everything is not black and white", I said to him."Fine your wish", he said.I took my daugh
I'm a stubborn creature where the need arises. I'm not going to backdown even if he says that he can't live without me. But I knew he won't say it. I had hurt him enough but still he says he can't marry Heidi. I can't go home till we reaches some sort of agreement."Dane. I'm not going back where it all started. I want an out", I said painfully. I had a fair idea on how much I was hurting him."Fine. I will get married but you have to be at the wedding. If you decide not to come at the last moment the wedding is off", said Dane."You can't say that. Please I won't go back not with Enzo there", I said to him."The wedding is going to happen here and tomorrow. Remember to be there else there is no wedding. I had booked a cab for you. It is not a good idea for me to join you", he said. I nodded my head. I was ready already.I have to be there at Dane's wedding to my sister. The fate couldn't be any more cruel. It hurt me like hell to adjust to the prospect that my husband is going to get
The thing about mistake is that we don't have a desire to undo it constantly but I didn't feel that way. Sleeping with Dane might be a bad choice on my part but I never regret a second that I spent with him. I would do it all over again if given another chance. But I shall remain silent. My thoughts never should come out of my head. It must stay there safe and silent. Even after I insulted Dane he being a gentleman had gone to fetch me fresh clothes. I stay there waiting for him to get the clothes. He must have ordered it through the hotel. But it still hadn't come. So he had gone there to check what happened to my dress. He might have fired somebody too if the hotel was his.I heard a knock and Dane came through. I stayed there very still. All my instincts said to go towards him. My emotions were over the top plus the amazing sex we had destroyed any small amount of self-control I used to have."Here is your dress", he said putting it on the bed."Can you give me some privacy?", I as
"I'm sorry for hurting you. I want us both to move on for the sake of Angel. You are also getting married to my sister. Let us end this please. What do you want in return for it?", I asked him."I want you to give me back every kiss I gave you. Then I will forget you and move on", he said."Fine. I have a condition too. I want you to give me back every kiss I gave you as well. So that we can settle the score", he said."Done", he said. I was the one who charged at him he bent down the kiss me. We kissed each other like there was no tomorrow. His tongue duelling with mine. I gasped when he bit my lips hard enough that it hurt. I bit him too drawing blood. He chuckled when he heard me growl. You better stop provoking me. I said in my mind.His hands cupping my boobs. I moaned when his hands tore my expensive dress. I didn't bother to put aside the tattered dress. It lied crumpled on the ground. I stood there in my undergarments. He removed a single boob from the constraints of my bra. H
"You can't let go of me right? You wanted to play me even after leaving me. I just played you back", he said with tight eyes."It wasn't any game Heidi loves you. She asked my help I gave it to her. I have no other interest in you", I said to him."Is that so? Then why are you on a date with me? How does it help your sister?", he asked me crossing his arms."I'm doing what I'm told. You said you will leave me alone after this date", I reminded him."I said and you listened. Things are that easy for you? Our life together didn't matter to you isn't that right? You couldn't endure a life with a handicap so you left me. But still you are here they are right what goes around comes around", he said."Why do you ask me to this date? Is it to torture me?", I asked him."No. I'm on this date to say you goodbye. You might have meddled with my life a lot. But after today you won't do anything like that ever again. I wanted to destroy you initially but then I realised that you are also mother of
"And what do you think?", I asked him."I know my feelings never died for you", he said thoughtfully."You are only saying this to punish me", I said."Why would I want to punish you?", he asked me."Because I left you three years ago", I said."It is correct that you left me. I don't think I can ever forgive you for that. But that doesn't mean that I had lost my feelings for you", he said."I think you want to bed me that is why you are talking about the feelings all of a sudden", I said."I would always want to bed you. I'm attracted to you physically and mentally. I will always want sex from you. Even when we are both a hundred years old", he said."I don't want you", I shot back at him."I realised that three long years ago. But that hadn't deterred me from wanting you like a Madan", said he."You shouldn't say such stupid things. I have used you in the past and disregarded you as it suited me", I lied to him."I got that. It still hurts. I thought you were in love with me", he sa
"You look beautiful", said Charlie carrying my daughter on her hip."Thanks", I murmured putting on the necklace.My open-sleeve dress had so many boob's that I was sure Dane would drool. I knew the game that I was playing is a dangerous one for both parties. It was like fighting with a sword that has no pommel. It can cut both."Is this some kind of a reminder for him? To have an idea of what he missed?", she asked me."I'm only getting ready for the date as he asked me to. That is all there it is. A single date where we will behave like it was the first time I'm seeing him walking", I said."You mean like while you were married to him", she said."Yes for a single date. But there won't be anything beyond that. He is going to get married soon to my sister. She had already told me that it is OK. Dane said that this date night is all he is asking in return for leaving me alone. I have nothing more to ask for from Dane and he will only get what he asked", I said."That is going to be to
I have decided to give him what he want. I know it will be a lie to confess that it is something that he only he wants. I want that too. A date that we missed three years ago. I couldn't help but imagine what would have happened if I hadn't met Enzo that day. I want to see him walk towards me for the first time again. He would have been romantic and flirty with me all night. We would have ended that night early each of us eager to go home. So that we could celebrate together at night.I was very nervous. Something inside my mind warned me from going through with Dane's idea. It is not only a worst idea but the after math of the said date would be incomprehensible. I won't be able to forget and move on while he ends this fantasy of date. I would be left with broken pieces of my heart.I called Charlie for clarity. I doubt she has anything new to supply. I already know consequences of my decision even though it doesn't make a difference to me.She picked on the first ring. She had alrea