The Meltdown

Ellie

He humiliated me. I know I did him wrong but he humiliated me. He did not even flinch. He did not even want to listen to me. I am not a bad person. I wish he could see that.

This brings me back to my ex Ryan. Why do I have to have such a bad experience with men? All my life, Dad brought me up to be an outspoken person, to let my feelings known. To be honest with how I feel with everyone I meet. I have tried to show my love to people. Yes, I have my perks but I have tried to be the best version of myself. And when I was drawn to the life of crime, I had no option.

My dad cannot survive without the expensive meds. Why can’t people not see that? Why is everyone so quick to judge me out of what I had done wrong and not see me for what I do right? Why is the world like this?

I drive into our driveway and take a solid five minutes in the car to process everything before I meet Dad. I get in the house and a beautiful aroma hits me from the door. It smells like grilled cheese and chic