Her mom lay frail on the bed, her opened eyes glazed and unfocused, looking worse than she's seen her yet.
"Mom, I'm here now." She watched for the barely there twitch of her fingers that usually indicated she was heard but it wasn't there.
She took the too thin hand in both of hers.
"What happened, Maria?" She asked the middle aged nurse who took care of Meghan during her office hours.
"I found like this on the floor, her skin all pale and eyes glazed up like that."
Jojo pinched the bridge of her nose, hard.
This wasn't as bad as any of the mental images her mind had conjured up after she'd read that text. Everything was going to be okay, she tried convincing herself.
"One thing I'm sure of is that she's getting worse. And you have a lot on your hands. Don't you think it's time you paid what I've been suggesting a thought?"
"I'm not taking her to some home leaving her in the care of people who don't even know her! People who probably wouldn't care if she lives or dies!" She snapped.
Maria cringed at the intensity of that outburst.
Jojo took a deep breath. "I'm sorry, Maria, I shouldn't have sounded that way but I'm not doing it. I'm not taking her anywhere, nursing home or not."
"Just give it a thought Jocelyn. I'm not saying you should right away but you should give it a thought for the long run. I can't always be around her for every sixty minutes that makes an hour and anything can happen anytime. Please."
"Maria... "
"I'm not even qualified enough to be handling a case as delicate as hers. Take a look at her girl, she still won't speak."
"I don't know." Jojo let out with exasperation, her voice laddened with unshed tears.
"Can we not talk about this now, please. I will do better I promise, I just need a little more time." She ran the heel of her left palm under her eyes, wiping off the annoyingly insistent tears.
Maria dropped the issue and left her alone after that.
"Riley?" Jojo asked.
"I made her go to Annie's. It wouldn't do to let the little one see her mother at her worst."
Jojo nodded. "Thank you, Maria.".
The older woman smiled at her."It's nothing. I love taking care of her. You make it good."She kissed her mothers forehead even though the older Colleen showed no sign of noticing that.
"I love you mom, Riley does too and we know you can do better for us. She needs you. I do too.... " The tears threatened to fall again so she upped and left the room.
It was almost dark before Riley came bounding into the house, giving her enough time to gather her flying emotions.
"Hey there baby girl." she cooed, wrapping the small body thrown at her in her arms. "Finally decided to come home I see."
"Hey, I was giving Maria enough time to tidy mom up and make her look like she didn't just take a 180 degree turn for worse."
Those little shoulders lifted and dropped in a shrug.Jojo wasn't surprised she knew that. The girl have always been perceptive and always acted more grown up than her age of ten.
"You weren't supposed to know that." Jojo chided her.
"Is she always going to be like that?" Those questioning mocha brown eyes filled with fear of what her answer would be and quiet resignation brought her to her knees.
"No baby, she won't. We don't pray that she does, right?" The frantic bobbing of that pretty head brought a ghost of a smile to Jojo's face.
She wrapped that little figure up in hers again whispering positive nothing's in her ear.
When she drew back after a while, she fixed a smile on her face,
"Tell you something, why don't you run along and have your bath while I fix us something to eat."
Riley's face lit up at the mention of food. A wide smile graced her adorable face before she bounded away.
Always happy at the mention of food, that girl ate more than any ten year old she knew and yet she was almost too small for her age.
She set about making dinner hoping to be done before the ball of energy that was her sister came back out.
Riley helped her set the table when she was done and after that dinner pretty much passed in a blur.
While she nibbled her food with loads of thought going through her head, Riley wolfed down her own and then bared her teeth in a smile in hopes for more.
Jojo read that look correctly so she put on a convincing face and then asked, "I don't think I'm really all that hungry, wanna have my plate?"
"You sure, Jo?" Those brown eyes searched her face.
"Very." She pushed her plate to Riley while she made an exit from the makeshift dining room.
"Put the dishes in the sink, I'll do them later before bed." She called over her shoulder, going down to her mom's room.
"I can do the dishes, I'm not a baby anymore!" Riley's voice shot back.
The corners of her lips lifted slightly. She keeps forgetting that Riley is a self proclaimed big girl of ten. A strong and beautiful one at that.
Her mom was still asleep when she checked on her so she took a detour to her own room.
Flopping down on the small, borderline uncomfortable bed that graced her room, she fell asleep almost immediately already calculating where her next paycheck was going.
Just a couple hours of sleep before she'll have to go keep vigil over her ailing mom.
Jojo woke up late the next morning having stayed up half the night taking care of Meghan.
Why the hell did her alarm not go off?
Because this isn't your room, her subconscious snarked.
Then where was her back up alarm?
She searched for the disappointing piece of technology that was her phone and found it off.
She put it on, the battery wasn't even flat so why on God's given earth would it betray her by going off?
She left her mom's room as quiet as she could manage, trying not to stir the sleeping woman.
She practically ran to her room as her messages and notifications poured in.
A particular message caught her attention. From her boss! Holy hell.
She had a good idea what that text was about and she dreaded opening it just like she dreaded facing him today.
She gnawed on her nails as she clicked it open, finally deciding against pretending she hadn't received it.
"You better have a good ass excuse for running out on me yesrerday without any explanation. And be in early today, I have a meeting this morning."
Of all the days to wake up late!
She rushed into the bathroom and powered through her morning routine and getting ready for work.
Riley! The kid needed to be readied for school. "Jesus Christ."
She rushed went down the hallway only to find the little girl in the sitting room drinking a bowl of cereal, all ready for school.
"I figured you were running late this morning when you didn't come to mommy me this morning so I helped myself. Told you I was a big girl but you just won't stop fussing."
"O baby, I could kiss you now."
"Eww"
That was her cue to go finish getting ready.
Riley was already gone by the time she was done and she herself was running late.
She got out as Maria walked in, promising to call if anything came up, especially with her mom.
She made it into the office scant minutes before she could officially be called late.
Talk about little miracles.
She only had time to drop her bag before she had to pick the necessary stuffs and follow a fuming Jordan down to the smaller conference room B.
He didn't spare her a single glance even as Herman Parker, the man he was meeting with, made a show of greeting her and even kissed her hand in a way that gave her creepy chills.
The meeting kicked off almost immediately and she sat taking notes of all the important details, her mind barely there.
She was already worrying about the fire that was sure to burn her through once she was locked in the office with an angry Jordan McGrath.
She did not commit just one but two offences and she could loose her job over the first one.
The meeting stretched on for hours on end as the two men debated their options and she sat their uncomfortably as the beady eyes of Herman who was seated across Jordan and herself kept straying to her breasts in a lewd and disgusting manner.
She was very glad when the meeting finally came to an end as the two men finally called a truce.
She shuffled after Jordan and into their office. Lisa's obnoxious snicker was heard as the door shut behind her. Same as in that first day, Lisa's attitude towards her haven't changed one bit. She was still all about snickers and snarls and Jojo was still oblivious to the reason why.
She tried to gave as minimal contact with her as possible which was why she usually opted for their offices own elevator.
The closed door blocked out the outside world, locking her in with the one man she dreaded facing at the moment.
He suddenly stopped walking mid stride and she almost walked into tall solid wall of muscles.
"What is the problem with you?"
His voice was icy and low as he said that.
When he turned, his eyes were the same color as the darkest shade of green she's ever seen.
She could see the gold ring that blazed around his pupils. He scared her like this.
"Does it give you Joy to infuriate me?"
The chills she was feeling now had nothing to do with the temperature of the room.
His tone was angry, commanding and a whole lot of other things that should send her running for cover.
Her legs started to take an unconscious step back but his hands shot out and held her steady in place in a firm grip.
His head bent and his dark eyes stared into hers like he could see into her soul and read all her dirty secrets.
"In less than twenty four hours you've broken more of my rules than anyone in this entire building."
If she wasn't so fascinated with his alluring eyes and blood red lips, she would've been scared shitless at the fury emanating from him.
He sounded like the worst was yet to come. His breath fanned her face, alerting her of how close they were standing now. It would only take a move of her hand and she'd be touching that yummy body. A little lift of her body and she could brush his soft looking lips with her own.
Tempting.
"And back there with Herman Parker. Did you like it that he was paying more attention to your breasts than he was to what I was saying?"
Her jaw almost dropped at that one. She'd fucking loathed those beady eyes on her.
"Did you enjoy it." She was lost for an answer here, had she looked like she was enjoying it or was he just being an insensitive prick.
His grip on her loosened and his hands became caressing as they traced down her hand before snaking around her lean waist and pulling her body into his.
"Do you wish it's him touching you right now?"
His voice had lost its angry edge now, just low and seducing.
Jojo was fast drowning in this. If she didn't stop him now, they might cross a line that would be very hard to go back from.
She placed her hands on his chest with clear intention of pushing him away but the feel of his warm skin and hard muscles through his shirt rendered her helpless against him.
She tried saving her ass with her mouth as a last option before she did something totally insane.
"Please stop this sir."
Her voice didn't come out as strong and confident as she would've liked but this would do.
Only he wasn't listening to that.
"Jordan"
She didn't get him at first until he added,
"Don't call me sir. I want to hear you say my name."
How did they get here in the first place?
"But s... "
"My name, baby girl." His eyes dared her to disobey while his thumb ran slowly over her parted lips.
She felt a hot shiver of desire flood her body running down to the vee between her legs.
Compelled, she let his name roll of her tongue, her voice sultry and almost unrecognizable.
"Jordan."
He groaned, his teeth nipping softly at her earlobe now.
"Say my name again, baby girl. Just like that." He growled into her ear.
"Jordan."
The look in his eyes before he bent and took her mouth in a ruining kiss was as familiar as if she'd seen it just yesterday.
They were the eyes of her childhood best friend, Jordan.
His kiss was intoxicating, combined with feel of his sexy, powerful body, he had her wanting more, craving more than was possible.His soft but firm lips glided against hers almost roughly, his tongue thrusting into the recess of her mouth without waiting for permission.He wrapped her in a cloud of dangerous desire, brought her forbidden pleasure.But the image of his eyes so like the one she longed to stare into again brought a pang of guilt with it.She broke the kiss, missing the warmth that came with his fiery kiss and his arousing tongue almost immediately.His hand was like a steel band around her, still pressing her to him as he raised his head to question her action with his eyes.
Jojo hated the smell of hospitals more than she hated anything else.That nauseating pungent reek of bleaking hope and long empty hours.She sat uncomfortably on one of the old brown benches with peeling paint in the plain waiting room, waiting for the gray haired Doctor Thomas that practiced and consulted here to call for them.The room was dusted with a few other patients waiting to be called too along side their supportive family or friends.At least they attempted conversations. They say words and even if they hold no much solid meaning to their audience it felt good to her ears.She wished Meghan would try that sometimes. It would feel good to hear her mother's voice again.It's been so long now she wondered if it would sound the same or foreign if she gets to hear it again.Maybe if she'd tried talking to someone about what happened that night,
Fayre didn't notice the other woman in the room upon her entry.All her attention had been honed on the look she'd imagined would be splashed across Jordan's face when he saw her.It's been months since she last saw him and though they'd broken up on very rough terms this last time, she was sure he wouldn't be able to resist her once he saw her again and gets a taste of what he's been missing.After all, she wore this figure hugging, revealing dress whose red color screamed 'fuck me' for a purpose.No man have been able to resist her and her smoking hot body before, he wouldn't be any different, not after she's made special effort to tempt him back.They've had break ups before, ones almost as messy as the current one, but he always took her back anyways. She shouldn't feel any worry about this time around.She stood glaring at the vacant space staring back at her, her disappoin
"What are you doing in here, Fayre?"The low resonance of his voice carried his anger with it but Fayre didn't take the hint.This was her Jordan after all and no matter how angry he got at her, she always managed to calm him and make him come around her way.She smiled at him, subtly pushing her chest out and making her voluptuous breasts more obvious.She smirked as she noticed his eyes drop to them momentarily.This leopard can never change his spots even if he tried."Baby," she drawled,"I've been waiting forever for you. Thought I'd sur
It was just seven pm, give or take a few minutes as Jojo stood outside her house.Whatever function they were attending didn't start until eight but Jordan had insisted she be ready by seven so here she was.She was nervous.Well she was until Jordan's sleek, black Mercedes pulled to a stop in front of her miserable excuse of a home.First, all that nervousness had transformed into a soul ripping pool of embarrassment and then they'd morphed into a sizzling bolt of desire that made her wish she had time to go back in and change her under wear as soon as his door had opened and the man stepped out.He was incredibly hot for lack of better words.He was the perfect blend of gorgeous and sexy. Fuck he gave the words meaning on a whole different level.A Much, much, better level.His whole six feet three body was decked out in a snug fitting,
A fucking princess!That is what Jojo felt like.The perfect, figure hugging, black dress she had on, God bless whoever picked it out, was nothing short of gorgeous.It did wonderful things to her figure, hugging her in all the right places.Her hair had been released from the boring bun she'd done it in and was now in amazing curly waves that flowed down her back.'Miss touchy', whose name she'd learned was Betty, had performed magic on her and she could hardly believe that the woman that had smiled back at her from the wide, floor length mirror was indeed herself.Albeit the surprise it had been and the snarking voice at the back of her head that keeps asking her,'Why is he doing this? What does he want?'she could really kiss him right now.A high crashing thought flitted through her mind.
The front door creaked open and there were footsteps.Meghan knew they didn't belong to anyone she wanted to see in the moment.Not even Layla, the new lady that pops in every now and again to check on her since sweet ol' Maria left, didn't walk like that.For one, they were heavy and patterned and definitely belonged to a male.A big one at that, probably with dirty blonde hair, receding hairline, reeking breath and eyes as brown as they were malevolent.Fear clogged her throat, stealing her already shallow breath and a slight tremor shook her thin body.Doors were being thrown open, she could hear it, and there were more footsteps now.He'd brought people with him.She knew who that devil in her house was and what he was looking for but he'd have to literally take her to hell to get it.She prayed to every God listening&
Jordan stood stiff at one corner of the small waiting room, the only moving part of his physique were his eyes following Jojo's petite figure as she paced the length of the room.He didn't even notice Brad standing awkwardly at the other corner of the room nursing a fraction of unease.He wasn't acquainted with the woman in question, so the same level of tension and fear wasn't expected of him.Neither was it expected of Jordan but he'd known the woman.She'd been like a second mother to him while he was growing up because he'd spent half his time during childhood at the Collen's home either waiting for Jojo's lazy ass to get ready or dropping her off and ending up staying over.He knew exactly how Jojo felt in the moment and he wanted to go to her and hold her, she needed someone to promise that everything was going to be okay and he wanted to be her man but he couldn't. Didn't dare.
Hailey stood in front of the whole family, her seven year old palms sweaty. She'd spent the whole night reciting this all over again, so it shouldn't be a big deal, yeah? "It's okay, baby, it's just us." Jojo whispered from her seat, her very pregnant belly making her movement strenuous. Yeah, just them. Well, here goes nothing. "Uhhmm, this is my family tree....." She started a little shyly, pointing to the treelike structure balanced on the table next to her, stuck full of pictures. Her voice was so small, but it carried around the room. "I made it myself, well, mummy helped.....a lot. And I'm taking it to school for show and tell on Monday." She could see her daddy giving her an encouraging thumbs up and it put the light into her eyes and confidence in her voice. "From the top, this is Granny Meghan and Grandpa Tommy who I didn't get to meet and they gave birth to my mommy and Riley. Too bad they died b
If JoJo had thought her life was a mess, the truth she'd just discovered crashed if past the grounds, it shattered every truth she's ever known and believed. Uncle Fer....... Fucking Ferdinand! That monster. He'd been the architect of a her pain and problem but he'd always crawled back to blow on them and make it seem like he'd cared. And to find out that he'd been her sperm donor, it killed her to believe it. Jordan was as struck as she was from what they'd read. She ached for her mother too, who'd had to live with all these for years, having no one to be by her side while she played sick and lost in a bid to protect her girls. It must have been hard, being in bed all year round, reliving the nightmares of both events and hating herself for being so weak. She swore she'd be stronger, for herself and Riley and they'd bring the man to Justice, for her mom. But I like her mom, she had Jordan by her side in these t
Jocelyn,Been so long I said your name, guess this might be last you'd hear me call you by your name.So many years have passed and sometimes I lie here, in bed and regret the decisions I made in the past.But I'll always hope you realise it was all for the best, I did what I did to keep you and your sister alive and out of the clutches of the devil, Ferdinand.The man is a devil that shouldn't have found his way into our lives, but he did and till date, we are all still suffering in the wake of all his evil deeds.Tommy, your father, bless his soul, was a good man, the best ever.I met them both while in college and yeah, Ferdinand asked to court me first, but my heart had been longing for another and I'd turned him down.Turns out that was a sin he couldn't forgive.
"No, that can't be." Jojo muttered in disgust as she watched the video playing out before her.There's no way this is true, no way it's him.It'd kill her to believe it was and see just how blind she's been all these years, to find out that her mom had been right all along......God, no.But her denial didn't bring any desired difference to what she'd seen, it didn't wipe the memory or make the video a prank.This had been the night she'd lost her father, this had been where his body had been found, there's no mistaking it, she'd never forgotten.It took Jordan rubbing down her back and asking her in a concerned voice to breathe, to realise she'd been holding her breath.Maybe if she holds it in long enough, she'd realise that all this is just a dream home wrong.Or maybe it wasn't and she was just in a hopeless denial."Please Jordan, tell me it's not him, tell me that's not Uncle Ferdie, I'll believe you."She sob
After Riley was fed and out with her very own little family, Alfie and puppy, JoJo got to work searching for that little box.It was one thing to loose her mother so unexpectedly, but to loose the last trace of evidence and her only hope to bringing whoever had been behind her decade old pain to justice?No fucking way!She turned the room they'd been in inside out in her search, but it was nowhere to be found.She was already halfway done with fixing it back up when it did occur to her that she'd last seen the box while lying in that bed with Jordan.It made a lot of sense to think that he had gone missing from the room at the same time her box had and that easily translates to it possibly being in his possession.It kinda pissed her to have him butting into her family issues without her permission, even without the confirmation that he had.Stupid, yeah, but it did embarrassment to have all her linens in his hands without any contro
JoJo woke before Riley did, there'd been nightmares that didn't let her hold onto the oblivion for too long. She was glad Riley wasn't subjected to the same fate though that didn't hold for long. Tiny feet and big, soulful brown eyes found her sooner than she'd have liked, clouded with visible confusion and fear. "Come here, baby girl." She called to her from where she stood at the door. It did just occur to her why the room looked emptier than she last remembered it. Jordan had been with her before she'd succumbed to the luring hands of sleep. "Come." Her voice was much softer, pleading and beckoning, she didn't want force her, that could be more harmful than it'd be good. The younger girl finally gave in, and came into the room, crawling into JoJo's laps. She held her, stroking her hair, the quietness that was hanging around the house making her nauseous. Maybe it's always been this quiet with
The twist got bigger the deeper he dug and the plot hole wider.There'd been a lot going on with Tom Collen and Ferdinand and the more he discovered, the clearer it got and the more his theory on Tom's murder held.The files on the card were too many to peruse at one go so he abandoned it for the line card he'd inserted to read.At first there seemed to be nothing of interest in it until he stumbled upon a video record.It looked to be from a security camera recording from long ago.He sat in his chair, watching it and wishing he didn't have to.It made it worse that this was what he'd have to show JoJo, the horror she'd have to see.If only he could save her this, the pain and the nightmare.She didn't deserve it, not do soon, not with everything she was dealing with.He dialed Brad instead, requesting for immediate audience.They've become an investigative team of their own after all,bent on riding the world of
She finally fell asleep, right in Jordan's arms, drained from all the tears she'd cried and all the grief she'd let herself become buried under.He understood her pain, he'd seen it, experienced it and it was nothing to joke about.And he'd give anything in a heartbeat to take it away from her, to see her face light up with one of those her beautiful smiles that always made his day.These times have been the hardest and this crown looks too heavy for the head wearing it.But one thing he was sure of was that he was going no where, he'd be her, by her side until it gets better and even then, there'd be no force strong enough to remove him from her life.He loves her more than he'd ever imagined he could love anyone, his baby girl, his JoJo.She looked calmed while she slept, a tad bit relaxed, better than she'd been when she'd been up and grieving.He leaned down, pressing his lips to her forehead in a gentle, tender kiss.Her g
Meghan's passing was a blow nobody expected, and everyone was taking it hard around the house, especially JoJo.She'd never expected this day to come so soon and now that it did, it did hit hard.She'd been do lost, but Jordan had been there every step of the way, taking charge and getting the body to the morgue.At least that's where she believes they went.She'd let herself get sucked into shadowing Riley and crying her soul out.Riley was asleep now, having cried herself to it, and now JoJo had time on her hands to mourn.She had the watch she'd recently just retrieved, fiddling with it and wondering what she's supposed to do with the damn thing without Meghan to give her a guide.The door to the room came open and Jordan stood at the door.She wasn't expecting him to be back so soon.She could see the pity swimming in his eyes even before he took steps closer in her direction.He was careful not to wake