“No?” Luca echoed, not expecting that response.“No, I don't want to tolerate you, Luca. I want to have an actual relationship with you. I want something real, not this,” I said, gesturing between the both of us.He had the decency to look shocked. “Nazlynn, I…”“You what? You certainly do not want to agree with me, so what do you want to say?” I asked, surprised at how firm my voice sounded.“Nazlynn, I didn't get married to you with the intention of forming some sort of romantic connection. It wasn't like that initially,”I snorted in a very unladylike manner. “Why then? What was the reason you kidnapped me, threatened me, forced me to get married to you, and then forced me to stay? Just what was the reason?” I demanded. I was struggling to keep my voice down, but I wouldn't want other people overhearing such a conversation because I raised my voice.“Because I had to, okay?” he yelled out, attracting a lot of unwanted attraction like I was avoiding.Luca noticed and dropped his vo
My body responded involuntarily. I was kissing him back like I have wanted to do since we left the hotel in Italy. His hand trailed down to my ass and lingered there, the heat of his touch seering through the light fabric of my dress.“Luca, we can't,” I breathed out when our lips separated for a brief moment before he slammed his back on mine.My body was saying the complete opposite of what my mouth was saying. I could feel my nipples hardening and wetness pooling between my thighs. My body was responding to his kiss in a way that was thrilling and terrifying. Luca leaned in, his warm breath tickling my ear. “Can we continue our conversation after?” I wanted to say no, my mind begged me, but my body had a mind of its own. With a shy nod, I agreed. I smashed my lips to his, biting down on his bottom lip with a low groan when his hand squeezed my ass. He guided me towards his door, only separating his lips from mine when he needed to turn around to unlock the door.A few more stu
Luca carried me in his arms in bridal style and helped me into the bathtub that he had already filled with water.I sat with my knees folded slightly to my chest, quiet, unsure of what to say. Luca's hands moved gently as he bathed me. The warm water soothed my muscles but did nothing to calm the storm of emotions that would slowly rise inside of me.I watched as the water rinsed off Luca's cum that had splashed on my chest."Are you okay?" Luca's voice was soft, barely above a whisper.I shook my head, not trusting my voice. His eyes met mine, "Nazlynn," he started, then paused, as if unsure how to continue. "I hope you don't regret it."I looked up at him for the first time since he picked me up from the bed and brought me to the bathroom."I don't," I said finally. "Do you?"He shook his head, a ghost of a smile playing on his lips. "No. I don't."We fell into silence again as he continued to wash me. A sob rose in my throat and I forced it down, willing myself not to cry.I tried
After the morning when Luca almost killed Mathias for barging in on us, I had woken up to a similar routine each day. On Luca's bed, smiling and sometimes, a little sore. Sex with him was amazing, I wasn't even going to deny it. The man knew how to bring a girl to her knees, legs shaking at all.Maybe it was the sex, or maybe it was just the new dynamic of our relationship, but I was bubbling with excitement every single day. Luca and I had breakfast together some days, but dinner was always taken together. It's been a week, and things were calm. There were no more attacks or blood spills. Luca had started to crack what looked like a smile and not just a smirk towards me. Activities were returning back to normal, and I guess I was no longer used to normal.“Hey, would you be back early today? I was hoping we could go shopping for a few things this afternoon,” I said to Luca during breakfast one morning.“That's okay, I'll tell Gabriel to take you,” he replied without looking up from
“I want Gabriel to teach you self defense,” Luca said one morning while we were lying in bed after he had just given me, I'm sure you guessed it, a mind-blowing orgasm with just his fingers.“Self defense? Why?” I asked, like I didn't know why he had suggested that.He sighed, turning to face me. “Nazlynn, come on. You know why.”“I don't really want to learn how to fight though, can't I just learn how to use guns and knives or something?” I asked, scrunching my nose up.Luca chuckled, the rich sound filled the room and I felt the vibration from his chest beneath my head.“How about you start the training and then you can figure out where your strong point is? It's not exactly the kind of decision you make on the bed.”I nodded in agreement, crawling out of bed and walking to the bathroom to freshen up.Luca was gone when I stepped out of the bathroom. In his place was my phone that had a message notification from him on it.“Went for a quick run with Mathias. You can have breakfast w
I guess I was crazy enough because the minute a message notification popped in from the Sleeze app, I opened it up to respond. Since I accepted the message request the other day, I haven't gotten any message from the person.For some reason, I had thought the person was no longer interested in talking after going through my profile. Although I had no reason to think so since the only thing on my profile was ‘introverted extrovert.’“Hello,” the message read. “Hi! What's your name?” I responded, a little too eagerly. “I'm not sure I should be giving out personal information like my name yet, but how about you just call me A?” I thought about it for a bit and then realized that I would have given up almost any personal information had the total stranger asked me first. I facepalmed. I really had zero knowledge of data protection. “Sure, that makes sense. In that case, call me N,” I responded with a cheeky smile.A and I chatted for a few more minutes. If you asked me what we talked
“You slept with Mathias??” I asked in disbelief.“You know he and Jenna were…” I trailed off. Elena looked at me like she was shocked I knew. We paused on the road.“I know, that's why I feel so awful,” she said, sobbing in her hands.“Woah woah woah,” Sabrina said, reminding us of her presence. “He and Jenna were what? Am I missing something?” She asked, looking from Sabrina to me and back.I shrugged. “They were having some sort of relationship.”Sabrina's jaw dropped. “Damn! Jenna and Mathias. I would have certainly not guessed that,” she whistled then stopped when she remembered how the conversation started in the first place. “But you slept with him now, what does that make y'all?”Groaning, she smacked her forehead. “I don't know guys, okay? I've been feeling really shitty and more often than not, he's right there to help me feel less shitty. The first time just sort of happened.”“First time, that means it's more than once?” I asked, almost screaming. She hushed me, turning ba
My sleep was interrupted one morning by Luca's booming voice through the house.“Search the fucking perimeters. I want the whole compound on lockdown. I want the entire five kilometers from this compound to be on fucking lockdown.""I need eyes in the air, I need eyes underground, I need eyes everywhere. I want to see the footage from the perimeter, all of it! Find where this note fucking came from.”My eyes snapped open halfway through his orders. I jumped up from the bed in search of Luca. I found him pacing frantically in front of the room with a phone to his ear.“Hey, Luca, Luca,” I said, trying to grab his attention. He didn't turn to me. He was seething so much, I could almost see smoke coming out of his ears.I held his face in my hands to turn his attention towards me.“What's wrong? What's happening?” I asked, acknowledging the in and out movement of Luca's men into the house.He looked to the floor, a few meters away from where we stood. There was a semi balled up piece of
I agreed to meet up with Alice two days after she had sent that text. Coincidentally, we were in the same city, so it wouldn't be too much of a hassle. She said it was important we met up, and I was curious as to why.“I already fed her, but in case she gets whiny again, give her water in her bottle,” I said to Tracy, crouching down so I could give Hailey a big kiss.The only thing I hated more than being away from my baby was being away from my baby.“I'm going out,” I said to Luca when I saw him in the hallway. He was speaking to some of the members of our security team. He frowned, giving me a once over. “Where are you off to?” “I'm going to meet with someone,” I responded briefly, checking my reflection in the full-length mirror hanging on the wall. Luca dismissed the small gathering of men before turning his attention to me. “Who? You don't have any friends. You're not exactly the most social person,” Luca pointed out. I froze. He had a point. Considering everything that has
Luca walked towards me in a predatory type of way. “Hi princess,” he greeted Hailey before taking her off of me. I stilled as he passed by me, keeping my eyes on Enzo at the other side of the room, who looked half as uncomfortable as I did. “Judging by the fact we've been married for almost two years, you should know that I know you better than yourself,” I heard Luca say from behind me before hearing the door shut and then the sound of a luck turning.I whipped around and was shocked to see an empty space behind me. “What just happened?” I asked Enzo, who was just staring at me.“Your husband just locked us in,” he stated simply.“Yes, I can see that. But why?” I asked as my panic level started rising. Enzo hopped off the chair he was sitting on and started walking towards me. “I asked him how I could get you to talk to me. He said you have a thing for eavesdropping on his conversations, so we decided to see if it'll work. We left the door open a bit, sprinkled your name into the
You're really not going to talk to me at all?” I heard Enzo ask, making me sigh.I had come down the staircase the next morning only to almost bump into him at the bottom. I increased my pace so I could disappear from him as quickly as possible, but Enzo just wouldn't let me be.“I thought I made that clear enough, but apparently I didn't, seeing how you're currently trying to talk to me,” I replied with a fake smile.“Nazlynn,” he called out softly, taking a step in my direction.My eyes searched his. I could still see fragments of the little boy who had left for Atlanta years back, but I could also see something darker. The kind of darkness that you are bound to be exposed to while working with the mafia.I was one to talk, considering how I'm married to a mafia don who is the rival to my biological father who is also a mafia don.“I'm not ready for the conversation you're trying to have, Enzo. I would like to get through one day without reminding myself of how I failed you as a si
I was going to respond to the message Alice sent, but then I got distracted by something that Gabriel said, and I kind of zoned out from everything until we got to the house.I knew when Enzo arrived because half of the staff went into a frenzy, trying to prepare a room for the guest. I wonder what he would be referred to as someone who works for the boss or the boss’ wife's brother. Either way, he's getting a wonderful welcome party.Once I got home, I picked up a sleepy Hailey from her nursery and headed to my room. I wanted to take a nap, and I always slept better when I was smothering Hailey in my arms.Some hours later, a knock woke me up. I saw that my girl was already up before me and was staring at me with her eyes that were an exact copy of mine.I swung the door open with a scowl on my face, ready to have a go at the person who has just interrupted my sleep and possibly, Hailey’s. I was certainly not expecting to be met with Luca's expectant face.My face softened visibly.
“Enzo,” I breathed out without turning back.“I'm home, sis. Not at the best of times, but I'm home,” he said, taking steps closer to me.I pressed a hand to my lips to conceal the sob that was threatening to break out. Slowly, I turned back to see a face that I had not seen physically in about eight years. Enzo was right there, standing in front of me.“How did you….?” I said, making a beeline for him, but then I stopped. Memories of the events from the past few weeks came flooding back into my head at once.“Nazi, please, don't turn away from me. I just want to give my big sister a hug after all these days,” he said, his eyes searching mine for any form of forgiveness. I made sure he wouldn't see any.He took a step closer to me, but I held a hand up to stop him. “How did you know where to find me?” I asked.“I called the boss when I landed at the airport. He told me you had just left the house and were headed here. Turns out, the trip from the airport here takes less time than fro
“Thrilling isn't it? To have found out that everybody had been lying to you,” the message read.“Who are you?” I typed in a frenzy. “Why are you doing this?”“Just a concerned citizen who doesn't like getting lied to. Something I figured you and I have in common.”My nostrils flared. Whoever this was, the person clearly knew a whole lot about me, and I didn't know anything about them. “I want to know who you are. Do you want to meet up?” I asked, biting down on my fingernails.“Making friends is not a part of my job description, sweet pea.”I kissed my teeth in irritation. “What job description?”“You.”That one word chilled me to the bone. I swiped away from the chat and quickly blocked the number from calling or texting me before I could allow myself to give it an extra thought. And that was the end of that chapter for me. I completely closed my mind to everything the person had said to me.It's been almost three weeks since Luca and I had the biggest and most emotional argument t
It took me a few minutes of staring at the screen before I decided to turn off my phone and ignore it. I left Hailey under Tracy's care and headed for the gym without taking the bath that Maria had already prepared for me.Between the music blasting through my earphones and how fast the treadmill was, I was in my own world.The treadmill was on the highest speed it has ever been on. Somehow, it felt like I was running away from all my problems and for just that moment, I felt better. I felt hopeful like I could forgive Luca, forgive Enzo, forgive my mother, forgive Vincent, and lastly, forgive myself.I wasn't sure how long I was on the treadmill, running on a spot until Mathias appeared out of nowhere and turned down the speed of the treadmill.“Hey, hey, hey,” he said as I turned to glare at him. “Don't kill the messenger. I'm just here to check up on you.”“Why did you turn it down? I didn't ask for anyone's help,” I said with a scowl on my face as I took off my earphones that were
It had been two weeks since Luca dropped those bombs on me. Enzo had been blowing my phone up nonstop. A part of me was hoping and praying that Luca was lying about the whole Enzo thing, but barely twenty minutes after I asked him to leave me alone, Enzo started calling me.My brother wasn't playing football in Atlanta like I thought. Instead, he was a member of my husband's mafia. How much crazier can this get? At least it made sense now why Enzo did not mention anything about getting threatened by Luca's people or the time when they made me believe he was shot. It was all part of their ploy to get me to stay here and what better way to do so than to threaten my brother? I couldn't even speak to Elena or Sabrina. What would I say? How does a person even start a conversation like that with her friends?I had told Luca to give me space to process things and I clearly needed a lot of that space. He didn't agree too easily though.“You'll need to leave. This room, this wing, maybe even
“What do you mean Enzo?” I asked incredulously.I had stopped pacing and was now standing a few inches away from Luca, waiting to hear what he had to say. My heart was in my throat, choking me internally.“Nazlynn, I promise you, I was going to tell you everything soon. This is not how I planned for you to find out. This was certainly not a part of it,” he said, standing up so we could be on the same level. “I would appreciate it if you explained to me what you meant when you mentioned my brother. You don't know Enzo. You've never even met the guy. Hell, I haven't even seen the guy in years, so how are you speaking about me on the phone with someone you've never met?” I asked all in one breath.Luca is either the worst at starting an explanation or has plans on giving me a heart attack because his first statement threw me off balance so much that I could have crumpled to the ground if only it registered at first. “Enzo works for me, Nazlynn,” Luca said.I fixed my gaze on him. Then