F O U R

I let out a deep breath before clicking on the play button and the video plays. 

Hell, I never thought I could be the type of girl that would skip school, only to lock herself in her room and watch porn. Never in my entire life had I imagined that my Tuesday night could ever go this way, and yet, here I am. 

The woman lays next to a man who looks like he's currently sleeping. The blonde woman moves her hand all over her body, biting down rather harshly on her lips. And I gulp down, as I find myself rather intensely immersed in it. I watch as she swipes her legs against each other before dropping her hand down her stomach and disappearing into her pants. She throws back her head against the pillow, her feet thrashing against each other as her hand moves in her pant and I bite down on my lips, my whole body suddenly feeling hot. 

She moans as she buries her head deeper in the pillow, her pants now moving down her legs along with her panties, so she's half naked with only the shirt on her. 

I move closer to the screen, my own hands moving across my thighs as I watch her finger disappears inside her and she lets out a soft moan, pulling in and out of herself. 

"Fuck. "

I mumble, feeling my thighs get drenched with my sudden wetness as the woman's other hand moves over her breasts, squeezing it against the fabric of her shirt while her finger moves inside her at a slow pace. She turns her body towards the man, biting down on her lip with her hands, never stopping their movements as she keeps her eyes on him. 

Without realising what I'm doing and even stopping to think much about it, my hand finds its way into my pants and I'm rubbing my fingers down my clit through the thin material of my pant. 

I resist the urge to close my eyes as I shift my pant to the side, cupping my wetness and spreading it across my inner thighs before running my finger down my clit while my other hand moves against my chest, following the movement of the woman that displays across my screen. 

All inner thoughts, including the sensible ones, seem to be locked away from me as I desperately masturbate and moan to a woman fucking herself across my screen. 

I keep my eyes intently on the screen as she finally reaches out to the man, running her finger across his body and just as she's about to grip him...

"Now, this is just an interesting sight, isn't it?"

Have you ever been in a situation when you truly know and admit to yourself that what you're doing is something very wrong and yet you can't stop yourself from doing it?

A situation where you know you'll regret your actions later but yet you can't control them?

That's the exact situation I'm in right now as those green eyes stare at me. His lips curled into a small smirk that makes my insides tingle in the most sinful way. 

Sinclair. 

How the hell did he get in?! I thought they left!

I thought the door was locked! And how did I not notice him walking up to me?!

I push my hand away from my sensitive parts as I close the laptop and push it further away from me, turning my body away from him with my cheeks burnt in embarrassment. 

Out of all things...

"Who could have known? That Eastwood high apparent good girl is not what she seems?"

He's teasing me. I know he is, but yet, why does it sounds like a fucking immense turn on to me?

"I wasn't, I was just- I just wanted to try it out, "

My voice is small and I sound so unsure of myself as I clamp my legs tight against each other to stop the ache that I'm feeling down there just at the mere sight of this man. Since when did I become such a fucking horny teenager? Will I blame it on the porn that I was watching or the sight of the cause of my childhood fantasies staring intensely at me?

"And why would you want to do that, Ashley?"

The sounds of my name rolling off his tongue in the most sinful way do nothing to suppress the needy heat that's burning inside me, and I clutch hard to my pyjamas as I press my legs as tight as they could do. I watch as his eyes follow my movement and they darken upon settling on my thighs. Does that help the tingling feelings? No, it doesn't. It only intensifies them as I watch those green orbs disappear into the dark ones. 

"Ashley, "

He calls again. This time, his voice softer and dropping to an octave. It's almost like he's testing the sound against his tongue and I would lie if I say I don't find that fucking hot. 

"I understand you are very well capable of controlling your own decisions, but I also know you aren't the type of girl to do something like this. "

But maybe I'm that type of girl after all because all I can think of at the moment is your hands all over me, grabbing me roughly and doing me hard against my door or maybe my desk. Every ounce of the good girl in me already flew out the window at this stage. 

"So tell me, little Greene, why did you?"

He finally moves his gaze away from my thighs to meet mine and I forgot how to breathe for a damn whole second. Must I really tell you? Why can't your mouth work them out of me?

No, goddamn. What the fuck is wrong with me?

"Ashley, "

I didn't realize that I had left him hanging, and now he's only an inch away from me, with him hovering over me. His breath all over my face and once again, Ashley forgot how to breathe. 

"Stop that, "

He whispers, his hands settling at each side of the bed. And at this rate, he's caging me in his arms. I can feel his body heat surrounding mine, and I've never hated personal space as much as I do right now. 

"Stop what?"

I retaliate and his eyes fall to my thighs, which are still rubbing against each other. Only that, right now, they are almost rubbing against his crotch. Oh my fucking hormones, how long have I been doing that?

I'm sure my face is as red as anything as I shuffle backwards to move a little away from him. 

"I'm sorry, I didn't realize that I was- "

I stop speaking as my eyes meet with his once again. At the sight of this tattooed, pierced man, I'm ready to tear my own pants down and have him fuck me against any surface, which brings me to a realization.

And before I can stop myself, " I need your help. "