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2022-02-17 12:55:21"Mr. D, I don't like cliffhangers. So spit it out," I urge him. I always know that there's always a sense to what he says behind his weirdness.
"Jessica, in Merchant of Venice, says that love is blind and lovers cannot see. But I'd still say it's stupid."
I laugh. Mr. D is indeed versatile. Aside from his immense knowledge about art and technology, I realize he's also well-versed in literature. Thus, the famous Shakespeare's quote.
"It's because you're not in love yet." Or maybe, your EQ is low, I tell myself.
He tilts his head sideward and stares at me. "What's so good about having someone who is not yours?"
Then, he leaves without looking back. I also stand dumbfounded, my mouth hanging open as I stare at his retreating figure.
What is Mr. D thinking? Could it be because of Zed's interest in Yen's portraits? I had the same sentiment as him, so I understand.
I then rush insid
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