RELENTLESSLY

-----~[AMELIA]~-----

"I am sorry I didn't mean to, I just..... I just felt the need to meet up with Lily." I say and he raises an eyebrow.

 " While I was asking you a question? " 

I grit my teeth with nervousness at my extreme stupidity. Just what the heck is my problem? See what I'm talking about? His presence around me just turns my head in 360 degrees making me make silly insensible decisions. 

I just..... I feel the urgent pressing need to get away from his presence. He is just choking me so hard without even knowing it and it's...  Urghh. 

"Look at me when I'm talking to you Amelia." He says and I gulp. 

Oh shit. 

I clench my fists together and maintain my fixated stare on the ground. I definitely can't do that. Heck no. It's not going to sit well with me. 

"Amelia." He calls my name softly and my heartbeat pounds rapidly without caution. 

I slowly lift my head up to look at him before immediately turning my head away. Somebody please help me!!!! Just help!!!! He finally sighs. 

"Okay I won't pressure you or disturb you again but can't you just sit back down and wait for Lily to get what she has to get for you?" He requests and I take a deep breath. 

I nod my head briskly.    "Yeah sure. Thanks sir. I can do that" I say and return back to the sofa. 

I sit back there and look around me with a long stretched ear- piercing silence enveloping the entire sitting room. my inconvenience and restlessness gets to its peak while I feel his mesmerizing gaze boring holes into my soul.

 I don't need to look at him to know it. He is definitely staring at me. I can feel it. I can sense it. It's like a thick veil around me sucking up all the air from me. I find myself breathing harshly as I try to redeem the steady pace of my fast beating heart. 

I can't take this anymore. I don't think I can bear this inconvenience any much longer. Man, I could  go insane. I slowly and quietly move my eyes just to take a little peek at him. 

like an electric current through my veins, our eyes meet and I find myself staring relentlessly into his stunning glittering crystal blue gaze observing me intently. 

God!!!! Crap!!! 

He suddenly smiles and I feel my cheeks heat up. Shit... Shit.... Shit... This ain't good. I bite my lower lip and gulp down hard. His gaze is persistent and unwavering and so Intense..... It is like he's staring deep down into my soul. 

Gosh I.. I can't breathe anymore. My already racing heartbeat escalates to a much faster level. I bat my eyelids confusedly and with all the power within me, I force myself to look away feeling my cheeks as hot as hell.....

 Jesus. Help me. I try as much as possible not to place my hand on my chest to give him the impression that I am being worked up. I really don't want him to see that. 

"Are you okay?" He suddenly asks with a worried tone and I feel like my heart is about to burst. It's already swollen due to various and countless unexpressed emotions towards this mesmerizing fellow before me. 

Why is he asking me that question in that manner? What is he trying to do? Is he trying to get under my skin or what? Just..... Urghh. I need help..... He suddenly stands up from his seat about to approach me when the clattering sounds of Lily's feet descending from the staircase interrupts him and he returns back to his seat reclining against the backrest. 

Pheew. What the heck? That was close.

 "Come check out my new poem." Lily says ecstatically as she speeds towards my direction and hops into the seat beside me with her poem note in her hand. "I constructed it today when I was feeling kind of bored and lonely. " She then closes her hand as if obstructing someone else from her whatever she wants to tell me next. " It's mostly about love though." She whispers  into my ear and I chuckle nervously.

 I find myself looking up to stare at Mr Mitchell who is also gazing at me with his fingers around his mustache. 

Shit. I immediately look away. Now I really don't get him anymore.  Why is he staring at me like that? I can't barely find any power within me to focus on Lily's poem book currently sitting in my grasp with the intense awareness that that mesmerizing son of a gun is freaking staring at me. 

Just what for? Aaaargh. I can't think anymore. I can't focus on anything else anymore. The only thing currently ringing in my brain is Mr Daniel Mitchell. Goddamn it!!! 

I think I  really need to get out of here.

 I turn my focus to Lily and begin to fan myself relentlessly with my hands. "Uhmm..... It's kind of hot here Lily. Let us go head outside for the cool evening breeze? " I ask and Lily opens her mouth to say something, but someone else interrupts. 

"oh it's fine, forget about it I will switch on the air conditioner. " His deep heart spinning voice graces my ears and I shut my eyes, gritting my teeth together. 

Fuck!!! I hear a slight beep and a full blast of the air conditioner evades the entire room. 

Great. Plan one ruined. 

I look at Lily and she shrugs. "I guess that's settled right?" She asks and I nod with a big plastic smile. 

She chuckles and proceeds to show me her poem. What the hell. Why the hell is this fellow doing this? Is he doing it on purpose or something? As Lily flips through the pages of her book, I slowly look up and I turn my head towards the object of my chaotic mind right now. 

As suspected, he reclined back in a relaxed position in his seat, peering at me relentlessly. Okay, now this is totally not usual.