Zendaya's point of view I can't believe Zoe. This is the disadvantage of having a daughter that talks too much. I feel so embarrassed right now. I wonder what's going on in Nathan's mind. He didn't say anything, he just smiled and continued eating the cookies. Zoe wanted to say something again, but I didn't let her. I firmly covered her mouth with my palm. I'm sure she's trying to defend herself by saying that she didn't misunderstand what I told her.“Why don't you guys join me," Nathan said and walked over to his seat as he sat down. He pointed at the seats in front of him. “You may sit."“Thank you Mr. Handsome," Zoe said with a giggle as she sat down. I also took my seat. Nathan dropped the box in front of us. I wanted to say that we are okay, that the cookies are just for him, but Zoe quickly picked one from the box. Zoe can never say no to cookies. I swallow my words and also pick one.I love cookies too. Well, Nathan was the one that made me love cookies because he always forc
Zendaya's point of view Eleven years was enough to get over the death of my mate, but he still lives in my heart. I don't think I can ever forget about him. I don't think I can get a second chance mate, and even if there's a chance to get one I don't want it. I'm happy with the way my life is, I have aunt and Zoe and they are both enough for me.These were my thoughts until I came back to Night Walker's pack. Ever since I met the new Nathan, I couldn't explain myself anymore. I just don't know what's going on with me. But I promised myself not to think about it. It's just a stupid feeling I don't understand and I don't want to understand. I've not been to his office again ever since the day I went there with Zoe. After eating the cookies that day, he thanked me once again. Zoe didn't want to leave, but I planned on dragging her out with me. I was already feeling hot being in the same space with Nathan.Luckily, one of his warriors came to meet him. Zoe was sad that we will finally l
Zendaya's point of ViewWhen I arrived at the pack house, I was told that Logan wants to see me. My heart literally skipped, I was wondering why he wanted to see me. Could there be a problem?I walked to his office. Once I arrived there I knocked and his voice ushered me in. I gently open the door and walk in. He was seated, while his eyes were fixed on the laptop in front of him. He's definitely a busy person. He's not only handling the responsibilities of an Alpha, but also runs a company of his own. According to what I heard, he's one of the richest Alpha in North America. His company is not limited to werewolves packs, but also among humans. I wonder how he was able to achieve so much at such a young age.When he noticed my presence, he looked up from his laptop and stared at him. I took my eyes away and stared elsewhere, but not at him. I don't know why he has such captivating eyes. I've seen a lot of blue eyes, but he stands out. He has the most beautiful and clearest blue eyes.
Alpha Nathan's point of view I must be going crazy, did I actually say that? I've been fighting with myself not to say it, but deep down that's what I want. I didn't know when it slipped off my mouth. I just want an excuse to always be with her. I've not seen her in the past one week, and I was really missing her face. I was happy when the council said that they want her to come for the initiation, I didn't even hesitate to summon her to my office to tell her about it. Telling her that I would train her is the only way I can see her face everyday. I know that's not a good idea, owing to the fact that I want to get rid of my feelings for her. But, I can't help it. My feelings for her seem to have gotten deeper more than it was in the past, it's becoming hard to control. Not seeing her face in a day is like a great torture to me.She looks shocked with what I said. Of course she should. It is not heard that an amAlpha would train someone who is not his son, daughter or part of his fam
“I'm not saying that you will be a warrior that goes to war," I said and quickly cleared her little confusion of wondering what a warrior could do if not going to war. “You will become a strategic warrior."“Strategic warrior?" She still looks confused.“Yes, I need your strategic gift. I'd noticed in the past, how you'd help my father get his enemies by mapping out a good plan for him to use," I replied. “So I want you to do the same thing for me. I want you to help me catch some rogues that have been causing discrete killing lately in the pack."“Rogues," she said with distaste and her fist clenched. It looks like she hates rogues.That's right. Her mother was killed during the rogue attack that broke out in our pack years back. She has every reason to hate rogues. They made her lose not just her mother, but her father too.My hand was itching to touch her, to comfort her, because it looks like talking about rogues made her remember her painful past.I was about to stand from my sea
Zendaya's point of view I couldn't believe that Nathan wanted to train me by himself. Even though he gave me the reason that he wants to train me himself because I will be joining his warrior team, that still doesn't make sense since he also said that I won't be going to war. What is needed is just my intellectual ability to map out a successive plan.I don't know what it will look like to train with Nathan. I don't understand what I always feel whenever I'm in his presence and that was why I've refused to take Zoe to him because I'm avoiding meeting him. And now, I won't be able to avoid him because I will be seeing him almost everyday.For him to say that I helped his father in the past with that ability of mine, it could only mean that he remembers who I am. Maybe he acted as if he doesn't remember because he doesn't see a point in it. He's no longer that small kid who was fond of me. He's now a powerful Alpha of a powerful pack. I don't even know why I'm feeling sad about this. I
Zendaya's point of view As we were driving to the pack house, I told him what Nathan said about training with me, and also about me joining his warrior team. “Warrior team?" He asked in surprise, but I quickly cleared him. I told him that it's just my intellectual ability which is needed. “But I told you I'd give you training. Why did you accept Nathan to do it?" He added, his voice not sounding pleased.“I know you did, but I don't have any choice. I can't say no to the Alpha." I don't know why I feel that he's angry about this. Whether it is him or Nathan that trains with me, I don't think it matters.“Why did Logan want to train you? Even if he wants you in his warrior team, one of his warriors can give you good training, and it's not like you will ever go to war. The training is just to strengthen your wolf, anyone can help you train. Trying to train with you seems a bit suspicious," he said after a few seconds of silence.“Suspicious, I don't think so. What other motive does h
Alpha Nathan's point of view Zendaya was about to open the car door to step in, but I went ahead of her and opened it. I can see the shock written on her face. Probably, she didn't expect me to offer to drive her home and also open the car door for her. Of course, she should be. No Alpha will do such.Offering to drive her home might be understandable since it's dark and it might be dangerous out there, but opening the door for her is another thing. I didn't even know when I moved ahead of her and opened the door.I guess I'm letting myself out. I ain't good at hiding my feelings. I couldn't even get myself to stop staring at her throughout the meeting. She's always so captivating. I've never seen someone shining so beautifully even at night. I said that I'm gonna act formally towards her, and get rid of my feelings for her, but I've been doing the opposite lately. It seems like I'm falling harder for her, and I wonder how I will be able to get rid of my feelings for her, especially
Zendaya's point of view I didn't know it would be so painful when I shifted into my wolf. Although I know it would be since I haven't shifted for a long time, I never expected it to be so excruciating. It felt as if my bones were breaking and my flesh was tearing apart. When I finally shifted and stepped out, my breath hitched at the way Nathan was staring at me. My wolf liked the way his eyes were stuck on us without moving. I like it too… I just can't lie. I like that he still found my wolf mesmerizing just like when he was a kid. When he moved closer and touched my wolf, she purred in delight and closed her eyes. She must have missed him. I liked it too, his touch is so tender and soft. I know I'm not the one in control right now, but whatever my wolf was feeling I was feeling it too. My wolf was so happy when he said she's beautiful. I was going to be happy about it, but then I reminded myself that it refers to my wolf and not me. The way he giggled when my wolf started licking
Alpha Nathan's point of view My eyes lingered on the most beautiful brown wolf I've ever seen. I've seen lots of brown wolves, but I found her more captivating. My wolf was screaming in my head, pushing me to move closer. I wanted the same thing, my hands were itching to touch her. I gave in and inched closer to her, as I gently touched her soft fur. She purred and closed her eyes, it looks like she loves my touch. Well, she has always loved my touch. I smile as I bend and run my palm through her soft body. I miss her. It was as if she became bigger and more beautiful.“You are so beautiful," I said not knowing when I let my thoughts out. She wagged her tail, looking happy that I called her beautiful. She stuck out her tongue and started licking my face. I couldn't help but giggle at the tingle her tongue makes on my face. I never felt like a child like I am right now. It reminded me of the good old times. I laughed as I fell on my back and she continued licking my tongue. It's so ti
Zendaya's point of view I couldn't return back to the kitchen because Grey wouldn't leave my side. I made sure he took his bath and fed very well. After that, I lured him to sleep by singing for me. I'm not that good of a singer, somehow he loves my singing.After making sure he's sleeping soundly, I changed into the sports bra and leggings I brought along with me to work. I guess this is a good way to dress for training. After I was done, I returned to Nathan's office. The sun is slowly setting, and it is time for our training. “Are you ready?" Nathan asked me. His eyes ran through my body as if he's checking me out. For a second, I think his eyes flashed red but he quickly took his gaze away from me.“Yes." I nodded. I don't know why I'm somehow feeling nervous. Maybe it has been a long time I've trained, to top it up I'm doing it with Nathan.I sat beside Nathan as he's driving us to the secluded part of the pack which is close to the forest. According to him, that's the best pla
Zendaya's point of view I stayed longer than usual in the bathroom. I wouldn't stop thinking about the moment I fell on Nathan and our lips crashed. My body stiffened at that moment, and it was as if a fire was rekindled inside me. My heart was beating louder than a drum and my body stilled like stone. It was an accidental kiss, but I don't know why it affected me so much. I couldn't believe that if not for Zoe's scream, I wouldn't move away or snap back to reality. I didn't know that I could still act normal in front of him after that kiss. Well, the drive back to my house would have been extremely awkward with a tense aura if not for Zoe who kept on talking. I knew it would be that way, that was why I didn't want him to drive us home… But thanks to Zoe, he did. I wonder if the kiss affected him just like it did to me. ‘Come on Zendaya, even if it does, it doesn't matter.’ I reminded myself.I have to get my thoughts together. I don't even understand myself anymore…. What is wrong
Alpha Nathan's point of view “Snake? I'm not seeing any snakes… oh! That?" Zendaya chuckled after seeing the carved snake. “That's not a real snake baby. It's a carved lifeless snake that can't bite."“What?" Zoe turned and looked at the snake. “No, that's a snake."I don't blame her though. That snake really looks real. I'm even surprised that Zendaya was quick to notice that the snake is not real without closely observing it. I squat in front of Zoe, I held her shoulders as I made her look into my eyes. Giving her a sweet smile, I said, “Your mummy is right, that's not a real snake. It's a carved snake that was given to me by my father."“You sure?" She was still in doubt. I nodded with an assuring smile.“Look…" I straightened up and walked over to where the snake was. I picked it up and fling it in the air, clearly showing her that it is lifeless. “This is so annoying! This thing freaked the hell outta me!" She whined. I and Zendaya chuckled.“What's going on?" I looked at the
Nathan's point of view The moment our lips met, I felt a surge of electricity run through me. My eyes widened in shock, and my heart started racing. I could feel my wolf dancing in excitement, and wanting more from the lips crash. I was hooked, I couldn't move or unwrap my hands which wrap around her back, or even take my lips away from hers. She isn't moving either, it looks as if she's hooked just like me. I can hear the loud beating of her heart, rhyming with my fastly pacing heart. My wolf is pushing me to deepen the kiss, he's not having it with just the lip to lip crash. I was fighting not to do it, but I was losing control of myself already. My eyes darkened, my wolf trying to take control. My mind was clouded and the only thought racing in my head was to kiss her, to touch every part of her body, and to fuck her.Fuck! I'm screwed. I'm losing the battle already. My wolf is gradually taking control, and it looks like my human side wants the same thing. I've always wanted to k
Zendaya's point of view After making sure that the little boy is sleeping comfortably in the room Nathan provided him. I returned to his office with the young man who took us to the room. Nathan ordered some toys to keep Zoe busy, so we can discuss the rogue's issue. Nathan introduced me to the young man. That was when I knew that he's Elijah, Nathan's friend when he was a kid. I was Nathan's first friend, he met Elijah after meeting me. Elijah is now his Beta, I would have guessed that. He has also grown up into a handsome man. With the way he acted formally towards me, I'm sure he doesn't remember me. Nathan told me that the rogue's attack has been going on for some weeks now, and he has been handling it discreetly because he doesn't want his people to find out and start living in fear. He also doesn't tell the family of the people who end up in the hospital because of a rogue attack the exact reason they are there. He said that all the plans they had carried out to catch them we
Zendaya's point of view“Mum," the young boy call me. I didn't know what to do or say, I just wrap my arms around his tiny body. My heart felt for the boy, and at that moment, I felt like protecting him from anything that could cause harm to him. He looks thin. I'm sure he's Zoe's age, but Zoe has more flesh than him. He looks lonely and in the need of love and protection.“What happened to him?" I asked no one in particular. I actually heard Nathan said that he will make those that killed his mother pay. This little boy must be going through so much pain. I know the pain of losing a mother, because I've experienced it before.“He lost his mother. She was killed by rogues last night." Nathan replied. I tightened my fist in anger. The only thing these blood thirsty rogues are good at is to kill innocent people. I can see myself in this boy. I also lost my mother in the hands of rogues, and not just my mother but my father too. Those rogues ruined my life and I will do everything I can
Alpha Nathan's point of view There was another rogue attack last night. I sat in my office fuming in rage. If I capture these rogues, I will make their death slow and painful. My training with Zendaya will commence tomorrow. If I meet her tomorrow, I will discuss with her about mapping out a good plan that will help capture the rogues. Amidst the anger in my heart, it was still able to flip a bit with the thought of meeting Zendaya tomorrow. I wonder how I will face her after what I did last night. One thing I know is that it will be very awkward.The knock on the door disrupted my thought. I wonder who is knocking. I wasn't expecting anyone. I sent Elijah on an assignment. There was a she-wolf who was killed in the rogue attack and I learned that she has a son. Her mate is already dead. Now that she's dead, her son will have no one to care for him. So I asked Elijah to bring him to stay in the pack. The knock came again, and that was when I recognized that familiar scent. The scen