~AMBER~I don't understand Liam. I just can't tell when he's telling the truth, and when he's telling the lie. I feel like he's hiding something from me, and he's not being truthful to me. I also feel like he knows what happened to me back there at the cinema, and he won't tell me. Well, I will have to trust him as he said I should. Liam is my very good friend, I know that he can never do anything to hurt me.I took the elevator to my floor, and throughout the drive in the elevator, I was in deep thought. I was trying to know if I can remember a little bit of what happened to me at the cinema. Liam said that he found me in the restroom. Yes. I remember going to the restroom, but why won't I remember what happened afterwards, and why I became unconscious. Even though Liam said that I shouldn't worry, that he will find out what happened. I still can't help but worry. I don't know why today turned out so sour for me. First it was Logan, and now this. The elevator beeped and I stepped o
~LOGAN~The conversation I had with Theodore last night gave me a sleepless night. Immediately he told me that he found out something about Amber, I forgot how exhausted I was and rushed to his office.Theodore has the gift of a Seer and he has healing abilities too, so he's our pack's physician. His father was a healer, I guess that's where he got his healing ability, though he's no so good as his father. According to my dad, his father was a great healer, the greatest in the history of werewolves.“Amber is not an ordinary wolf.” Theodore began to tell me what he found out about Amber after I settled down on a seat opposite him. I was so curious that I didn't even bat an eye as I watched him speak. Anything about Amber always piques my interest.“What do you mean?” I asked him as he went silent after his first words. It was as if the thing he found out about Amber was heavy for him to say. He took a deep breath and continued. “With the description you gave me, I found out what atta
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~LOGAN~“That is why you must protect her from her enemies. No one should know that she's the silver wolf.” Theodore added.What! She will die. I felt cold immediately. The thought of losing Amber got me frozen. Could it be that dad knows about this? Was that why he told me to protect Amber? But why was he hiding it from me? I'm glad that Theodore told me about this, if not, I would be left in the shadows not knowing exactly who and what I am protecting Amber from.After that conversation with Theodore I couldn't sleep. I was awake throughout the night and when morning came I thought I would be weak to go to work but I was surprised that I rose from the bed and quickly prepared for work. I want to speak with Amber. I hope she has received my message. I called her this morning so that she would report to work early so we could talk but she didn't pick up, of course I knew she wouldn't. I just tried, maybe in case she would pick up.I was rushing towards my car when I bumped into Kiara.
~AMBER~“I spoke with Theodore last night. He said that the name of the strange animal that attacked us was mangalrow. He also said that it varies in size. They have small one the medium one and the big one. Probably the medium size attacked us. He also said that they are rare so not many people know about them.” Logan replied calmly.Mangalrow? I Have never heard of that name before. It must be rare indeed. But why was that rare thing after us. Why did he suddenly pop out of nowhere and targeted me?“Did Theodore tell you why it seemed interested in me?” I asked, staring directly at him. I don't want to look at Logan's face or even talk to him, but here I am doing so. Well, after filling my curiosity I won't ever talk to him again. I feel so hurt, so hurt that his presence makes me sick. And I'm more angry at myself that my feelings towards him haven't changed. He has hurt me a lot. Why the hell am I still feeling this way? This makes me hate this thing they call love. Well, I won'
~AMBER~Wait…. Did I just hear him say that the photos he saw were fake? So he didn't trust me because of a photo. I thought there was something more convincing that made him not trust me. And if he didn't find out that the photos were fake that means he still wouldn't believe me or ask for forgiveness. I wonder how I fell in love with a man like him.“I can't believe that you believed Kiara and a photo over me.” I paused and chuckled bitterly as I ran my hand through my hair. “How do I process this Logan? So, you rejected me because of what you saw in a photo. It shows that you don't trust me at all. How can you claim to love me when you couldn't trust me? You didn't even try to hear me out. I feel so much hurt right now, Logan, especially learning that you rejected me because of a photo. So if you didn't find out that the pictures were fake, you wouldn't believe me. Just tell me how I'm supposed to continue loving someone like you.”More tears fell from his eyes. He tried taking my
~AMBER~I've always carried my burden and bear my pains alone because I don't want people I love to get worried or feel pain over my own pain. I know that's not a good way to deal with my burdens. It is good to share, but I don't want to see people I love depriving themselves of their happiness because of me.“Do you remember now why you fainted last night in the restroom at the cinema?” Liam asked, getting me out of my thoughts. “No I haven't. If I try to think about it, I will feel pain in my head, and if I insist and try to force it, the pain will be excruciating. I've given up for now. Maybe the memory will come on its own.” I replied.“Don't force it, okay. If you can't remember anything, don't push hard. I will try to find out what happened myself.”It looks like I was wrong. Maybe Liam doesn't know why I fainted. Liam cares so much about me. He will never lie to me. I'm sure that if he knows why I fainted, he would have told me. I should stop doubting him. I know most things a
~LIAM~I stare at the CCTV footage in front of me. As if I knew that Amber would ask for this cctv. I'm glad I got hold of it first. I bribed one of the security guards at the cinema to give me this footage and delete it from their system. I couldn't keep the security guard alive because I didn't trust him to keep his mouth shut from speaking about the incredible thing he saw from the footage. He's a human, and seeing such an unbelievable thing, he wouldn't want to keep it to himself. I didn't want to risk anything, so I killed him. I don't want anyone to find out who Amber is. If that human tells someone what he saw, it could turn into a rumor, and eventually enter the wrong ear. The only people apart from my dad and I that knows what happened are two of his men whom I believe will keep it a secret. They dare not let the word slip out of their tongue because they know very well what my father can do. I concentrated more on the screen in front of me when it reached the point where A
Zendaya's point of view I didn't know it would be so painful when I shifted into my wolf. Although I know it would be since I haven't shifted for a long time, I never expected it to be so excruciating. It felt as if my bones were breaking and my flesh was tearing apart. When I finally shifted and stepped out, my breath hitched at the way Nathan was staring at me. My wolf liked the way his eyes were stuck on us without moving. I like it too… I just can't lie. I like that he still found my wolf mesmerizing just like when he was a kid. When he moved closer and touched my wolf, she purred in delight and closed her eyes. She must have missed him. I liked it too, his touch is so tender and soft. I know I'm not the one in control right now, but whatever my wolf was feeling I was feeling it too. My wolf was so happy when he said she's beautiful. I was going to be happy about it, but then I reminded myself that it refers to my wolf and not me. The way he giggled when my wolf started licking
Alpha Nathan's point of view My eyes lingered on the most beautiful brown wolf I've ever seen. I've seen lots of brown wolves, but I found her more captivating. My wolf was screaming in my head, pushing me to move closer. I wanted the same thing, my hands were itching to touch her. I gave in and inched closer to her, as I gently touched her soft fur. She purred and closed her eyes, it looks like she loves my touch. Well, she has always loved my touch. I smile as I bend and run my palm through her soft body. I miss her. It was as if she became bigger and more beautiful.“You are so beautiful," I said not knowing when I let my thoughts out. She wagged her tail, looking happy that I called her beautiful. She stuck out her tongue and started licking my face. I couldn't help but giggle at the tingle her tongue makes on my face. I never felt like a child like I am right now. It reminded me of the good old times. I laughed as I fell on my back and she continued licking my tongue. It's so ti
Zendaya's point of view I couldn't return back to the kitchen because Grey wouldn't leave my side. I made sure he took his bath and fed very well. After that, I lured him to sleep by singing for me. I'm not that good of a singer, somehow he loves my singing.After making sure he's sleeping soundly, I changed into the sports bra and leggings I brought along with me to work. I guess this is a good way to dress for training. After I was done, I returned to Nathan's office. The sun is slowly setting, and it is time for our training. “Are you ready?" Nathan asked me. His eyes ran through my body as if he's checking me out. For a second, I think his eyes flashed red but he quickly took his gaze away from me.“Yes." I nodded. I don't know why I'm somehow feeling nervous. Maybe it has been a long time I've trained, to top it up I'm doing it with Nathan.I sat beside Nathan as he's driving us to the secluded part of the pack which is close to the forest. According to him, that's the best pla
Zendaya's point of view I stayed longer than usual in the bathroom. I wouldn't stop thinking about the moment I fell on Nathan and our lips crashed. My body stiffened at that moment, and it was as if a fire was rekindled inside me. My heart was beating louder than a drum and my body stilled like stone. It was an accidental kiss, but I don't know why it affected me so much. I couldn't believe that if not for Zoe's scream, I wouldn't move away or snap back to reality. I didn't know that I could still act normal in front of him after that kiss. Well, the drive back to my house would have been extremely awkward with a tense aura if not for Zoe who kept on talking. I knew it would be that way, that was why I didn't want him to drive us home… But thanks to Zoe, he did. I wonder if the kiss affected him just like it did to me. ‘Come on Zendaya, even if it does, it doesn't matter.’ I reminded myself.I have to get my thoughts together. I don't even understand myself anymore…. What is wrong
Alpha Nathan's point of view “Snake? I'm not seeing any snakes… oh! That?" Zendaya chuckled after seeing the carved snake. “That's not a real snake baby. It's a carved lifeless snake that can't bite."“What?" Zoe turned and looked at the snake. “No, that's a snake."I don't blame her though. That snake really looks real. I'm even surprised that Zendaya was quick to notice that the snake is not real without closely observing it. I squat in front of Zoe, I held her shoulders as I made her look into my eyes. Giving her a sweet smile, I said, “Your mummy is right, that's not a real snake. It's a carved snake that was given to me by my father."“You sure?" She was still in doubt. I nodded with an assuring smile.“Look…" I straightened up and walked over to where the snake was. I picked it up and fling it in the air, clearly showing her that it is lifeless. “This is so annoying! This thing freaked the hell outta me!" She whined. I and Zendaya chuckled.“What's going on?" I looked at the
Nathan's point of view The moment our lips met, I felt a surge of electricity run through me. My eyes widened in shock, and my heart started racing. I could feel my wolf dancing in excitement, and wanting more from the lips crash. I was hooked, I couldn't move or unwrap my hands which wrap around her back, or even take my lips away from hers. She isn't moving either, it looks as if she's hooked just like me. I can hear the loud beating of her heart, rhyming with my fastly pacing heart. My wolf is pushing me to deepen the kiss, he's not having it with just the lip to lip crash. I was fighting not to do it, but I was losing control of myself already. My eyes darkened, my wolf trying to take control. My mind was clouded and the only thought racing in my head was to kiss her, to touch every part of her body, and to fuck her.Fuck! I'm screwed. I'm losing the battle already. My wolf is gradually taking control, and it looks like my human side wants the same thing. I've always wanted to k
Zendaya's point of view After making sure that the little boy is sleeping comfortably in the room Nathan provided him. I returned to his office with the young man who took us to the room. Nathan ordered some toys to keep Zoe busy, so we can discuss the rogue's issue. Nathan introduced me to the young man. That was when I knew that he's Elijah, Nathan's friend when he was a kid. I was Nathan's first friend, he met Elijah after meeting me. Elijah is now his Beta, I would have guessed that. He has also grown up into a handsome man. With the way he acted formally towards me, I'm sure he doesn't remember me. Nathan told me that the rogue's attack has been going on for some weeks now, and he has been handling it discreetly because he doesn't want his people to find out and start living in fear. He also doesn't tell the family of the people who end up in the hospital because of a rogue attack the exact reason they are there. He said that all the plans they had carried out to catch them we
Zendaya's point of view“Mum," the young boy call me. I didn't know what to do or say, I just wrap my arms around his tiny body. My heart felt for the boy, and at that moment, I felt like protecting him from anything that could cause harm to him. He looks thin. I'm sure he's Zoe's age, but Zoe has more flesh than him. He looks lonely and in the need of love and protection.“What happened to him?" I asked no one in particular. I actually heard Nathan said that he will make those that killed his mother pay. This little boy must be going through so much pain. I know the pain of losing a mother, because I've experienced it before.“He lost his mother. She was killed by rogues last night." Nathan replied. I tightened my fist in anger. The only thing these blood thirsty rogues are good at is to kill innocent people. I can see myself in this boy. I also lost my mother in the hands of rogues, and not just my mother but my father too. Those rogues ruined my life and I will do everything I can
Alpha Nathan's point of view There was another rogue attack last night. I sat in my office fuming in rage. If I capture these rogues, I will make their death slow and painful. My training with Zendaya will commence tomorrow. If I meet her tomorrow, I will discuss with her about mapping out a good plan that will help capture the rogues. Amidst the anger in my heart, it was still able to flip a bit with the thought of meeting Zendaya tomorrow. I wonder how I will face her after what I did last night. One thing I know is that it will be very awkward.The knock on the door disrupted my thought. I wonder who is knocking. I wasn't expecting anyone. I sent Elijah on an assignment. There was a she-wolf who was killed in the rogue attack and I learned that she has a son. Her mate is already dead. Now that she's dead, her son will have no one to care for him. So I asked Elijah to bring him to stay in the pack. The knock came again, and that was when I recognized that familiar scent. The scen