~AMBER~Before his lips could touch mine. I quickly took my face away. My heart was beating louder than a drum, and I was sure he could hear it. I gulped down, looking out through the window. Suddenly, the air conditioned car was hot. There was a heavy awkwardness between us. He was still leaning close to me as he fixed the seatbelt. I could feel our body heat. I can also hear the beating of his heart. After fixing the seat belt, he leaned back to his seat. Was he trying to kiss me earlier? I can't believe it took me time to take my face away. When he leaned closed, I couldn't help the way my heart raced. His scent invaded my senses, and I was lost in his eyes. I didn't like how I feel. I shouldn't be feeling this way. The drive to the five star hotel was silent. I mean, what could we be discussing? I glued my eyes to the window and dare not look at Logan. Before I knew it, we arrived at the hotel. We are to meet with Mr. Scott at the hotel's VVIP restaurant. When we arrived there,
~AMBER~My eyes widened in shock. I've never seen something like this in my life before. What the hell is this? It looks spooky and scary. I felt like throwing up. It looks sickly. It's dangerous eyes was staring at me. As I looked into the eyes of the strange thing, something snapped in me. I felt something I couldn't decipher. It was as if I was enchanted. I couldn't move, even when Logan asked me to step back. I stood staring at the thing as it barred it's ugly teeth at me. I can't explain what this thing is. It looks like an animal but has a human features. It has a head, hands and legs. But its head and face are hairy and somehow appear as the head of a wild beast. Its hands, head and legs are bigger than a normal human size. I don't know the best way to explain this thing. It is just so strange. “I told you to move back Amber!" Logan snapped and drew me towards him, far away from the strange thing. I batted my lashes as my body hit Logan's chest. It was as if I got back to my s
~AMBER~I quickly took my eyes away. “Can you put a cloth on!"I can't believe I'm blushing right now. And why the hell did I think that his cock is bigger than it was before. Shit! My core throbbed at the thought of that. I quickly clasped my thighs together. This is so embarrassing!He scoffed. “And where the fuck is the clothe I will put on."Shit! How can I forget that a werewolf loses his or her clothes once they shifted into their wolf form, and we are just coming back from a meeting so he has no clothes in the car. Well, what I mistakenly saw a while ago made me say irrelevant things. The image replayed in my head, and my core throbbed again. I can remember how full I'd felt whenever he dip his cock into my core, and the height of ecstacy I always feel whenever he fucks me. Thinking about that, my core throbbed harder, and at this point I'm afraid that I might get aroused. Oh, no. I can't fucking contain that. I have to distract my mind one way or the other, so it will stop th
~AMBER~We arrived at the pack house. I took a deep breath before stepping down from the car. This place held lots of memories I had with Logan. I clouded my mind with something else, not wanting to think about them. We walked inside the house as my eyes scrutinized everywhere as if it was my first time coming here. Well, the pack house has changed. It looks more beautiful than it was months ago.I don't want to come here. I don't even know why Jake brought me here. Although he said that he will have to drop Logan first for his meeting with the council before taking me to my father's house. “Since you are here already. Why don't you meet Logan's parents? I'm sure they will be happy to see you, especially his mother," Jake said.I actually miss Luna Azura. She was a good woman, both she and Alpha Leonard. If only their son was like them. I don't even know how to face them. Even though I told Alpha Leonard about living outside the Pack for some while, it was through a letter because i
~LOGAN~I couldn't understand why I felt like I shouldn't be hugging Kiara in front of Amber. I couldn't hug Kiara back, and I couldn't stop staring at Amber. I couldn't see through her eyes and I wondered what was going on in her mind. Well, I'm sure she doesn't care. Besides, she has a boyfriend.As I was going to the council meeting, my mind flashed to the incident that happened after meeting with Mr. Scott. I just couldn't explain what that strange thing was. Is it an animal or a human? It looks like both and that makes it surreal. I wish I had taken a picture of it, so that I will take it to Theodore. I believe he will know what it is. I don't know why I felt that the thing was interested in Amber. It didn't care about me at all. It wanted Amber. Probably want her dead. This is more reason I should look into that strange thing. Though it is dead, there could be others like it out there. If there's any, it could mean that Amber's life is in danger. I need to find out what that th
~AMBER~I was glad that Alpha Leonard didn't ask anymore questions. It was feeling hot in there already. All I wanted was to be out of there. Those questions kept bringing the painful memories I've wanted to bury deep down in my heart. The part where I said that I love Logan. I hate to admit the fact that I still feel that way. After the dinner was over, Logan was trying to talk to me but I wasn't in the mood to talk. I just want to leave this pack house. I was glad when Alpha Leonard called him to his office. I just don't know why Luna Azura and Alpha Leonard are so interested in knowing why Logan and I broke up. Hasn't he moved on and has taken Kiara as his Luna? Even if they find out the real reason why we broke up. It's not like Logan and I are going to get back together.Luna Azura took me to her room. She said that we need to talk. I saw the way Kiara was glaring at me when we were leaving the dining room. I wonder what her problem is. I can't remember the last time I was in L
~LOGAN~“You are making me confused, dad. Can you please tell me why I need Amber as my Luna, and why her life will be in danger?" I asked curiously.“I can't tell you now. I will tell you once I gather the necessary information. Everything is not clear yet, Logan, but we still need to be careful. Just do as I said. Win Amber back, and be there to always protect her," dad said. He sounds as if Amber's life will be in great danger. Could it be that I wasn't wrong when I thought that strange thing we encountered was so interested in Amber. The thing wants to kill her. Amber's life is already in danger. Even if dad doesn't say it, I'm ready to protect Amber. The thought of losing her makes me so scared. Even though I kept lying to myself, I know that I still love Amber. I just don't want to accept it, because I felt like I'm being stupid for still loving her despite what she did. “Promise me you will protect her." Dad added as he stared directly into my eyes.“I will protect her dad. I
~AMBER~I quickly closed the door and lean on it. I placed my palm on my chest. I just can't believe that my heart is beating faster. Am I fucking feeling this way because Logan said goodnight?Shit! That can't be. What's wrong with me? I shouldn't be feeling this way. Not at all. I even stood there staring at him as a dumbass when he said that. Gosh! That was so embarrassing. I just don't get why Luna Azura asked Logan to drive me home when the pack's drivers are there. Now, look at how I embarrassed myself.No need of being embarrassed. There's nothing to be embrassed of. I was simply shocked that Logan said goodnight to me. I didn't expect him to do so. I left the door and walked to the sofa as I sat on it. I wonder where dad is. And why the door opened. Why did Logan say goodnight to me as if he cares? Why did he make my heart race and make me remember the time we were still together?“Logan loves you Amber, just give him a chance." Jake's words rang in my head. That was what he w
Zendaya's point of view I didn't know it would be so painful when I shifted into my wolf. Although I know it would be since I haven't shifted for a long time, I never expected it to be so excruciating. It felt as if my bones were breaking and my flesh was tearing apart. When I finally shifted and stepped out, my breath hitched at the way Nathan was staring at me. My wolf liked the way his eyes were stuck on us without moving. I like it too… I just can't lie. I like that he still found my wolf mesmerizing just like when he was a kid. When he moved closer and touched my wolf, she purred in delight and closed her eyes. She must have missed him. I liked it too, his touch is so tender and soft. I know I'm not the one in control right now, but whatever my wolf was feeling I was feeling it too. My wolf was so happy when he said she's beautiful. I was going to be happy about it, but then I reminded myself that it refers to my wolf and not me. The way he giggled when my wolf started licking
Alpha Nathan's point of view My eyes lingered on the most beautiful brown wolf I've ever seen. I've seen lots of brown wolves, but I found her more captivating. My wolf was screaming in my head, pushing me to move closer. I wanted the same thing, my hands were itching to touch her. I gave in and inched closer to her, as I gently touched her soft fur. She purred and closed her eyes, it looks like she loves my touch. Well, she has always loved my touch. I smile as I bend and run my palm through her soft body. I miss her. It was as if she became bigger and more beautiful.“You are so beautiful," I said not knowing when I let my thoughts out. She wagged her tail, looking happy that I called her beautiful. She stuck out her tongue and started licking my face. I couldn't help but giggle at the tingle her tongue makes on my face. I never felt like a child like I am right now. It reminded me of the good old times. I laughed as I fell on my back and she continued licking my tongue. It's so ti
Zendaya's point of view I couldn't return back to the kitchen because Grey wouldn't leave my side. I made sure he took his bath and fed very well. After that, I lured him to sleep by singing for me. I'm not that good of a singer, somehow he loves my singing.After making sure he's sleeping soundly, I changed into the sports bra and leggings I brought along with me to work. I guess this is a good way to dress for training. After I was done, I returned to Nathan's office. The sun is slowly setting, and it is time for our training. “Are you ready?" Nathan asked me. His eyes ran through my body as if he's checking me out. For a second, I think his eyes flashed red but he quickly took his gaze away from me.“Yes." I nodded. I don't know why I'm somehow feeling nervous. Maybe it has been a long time I've trained, to top it up I'm doing it with Nathan.I sat beside Nathan as he's driving us to the secluded part of the pack which is close to the forest. According to him, that's the best pla
Zendaya's point of view I stayed longer than usual in the bathroom. I wouldn't stop thinking about the moment I fell on Nathan and our lips crashed. My body stiffened at that moment, and it was as if a fire was rekindled inside me. My heart was beating louder than a drum and my body stilled like stone. It was an accidental kiss, but I don't know why it affected me so much. I couldn't believe that if not for Zoe's scream, I wouldn't move away or snap back to reality. I didn't know that I could still act normal in front of him after that kiss. Well, the drive back to my house would have been extremely awkward with a tense aura if not for Zoe who kept on talking. I knew it would be that way, that was why I didn't want him to drive us home… But thanks to Zoe, he did. I wonder if the kiss affected him just like it did to me. ‘Come on Zendaya, even if it does, it doesn't matter.’ I reminded myself.I have to get my thoughts together. I don't even understand myself anymore…. What is wrong
Alpha Nathan's point of view “Snake? I'm not seeing any snakes… oh! That?" Zendaya chuckled after seeing the carved snake. “That's not a real snake baby. It's a carved lifeless snake that can't bite."“What?" Zoe turned and looked at the snake. “No, that's a snake."I don't blame her though. That snake really looks real. I'm even surprised that Zendaya was quick to notice that the snake is not real without closely observing it. I squat in front of Zoe, I held her shoulders as I made her look into my eyes. Giving her a sweet smile, I said, “Your mummy is right, that's not a real snake. It's a carved snake that was given to me by my father."“You sure?" She was still in doubt. I nodded with an assuring smile.“Look…" I straightened up and walked over to where the snake was. I picked it up and fling it in the air, clearly showing her that it is lifeless. “This is so annoying! This thing freaked the hell outta me!" She whined. I and Zendaya chuckled.“What's going on?" I looked at the
Nathan's point of view The moment our lips met, I felt a surge of electricity run through me. My eyes widened in shock, and my heart started racing. I could feel my wolf dancing in excitement, and wanting more from the lips crash. I was hooked, I couldn't move or unwrap my hands which wrap around her back, or even take my lips away from hers. She isn't moving either, it looks as if she's hooked just like me. I can hear the loud beating of her heart, rhyming with my fastly pacing heart. My wolf is pushing me to deepen the kiss, he's not having it with just the lip to lip crash. I was fighting not to do it, but I was losing control of myself already. My eyes darkened, my wolf trying to take control. My mind was clouded and the only thought racing in my head was to kiss her, to touch every part of her body, and to fuck her.Fuck! I'm screwed. I'm losing the battle already. My wolf is gradually taking control, and it looks like my human side wants the same thing. I've always wanted to k
Zendaya's point of view After making sure that the little boy is sleeping comfortably in the room Nathan provided him. I returned to his office with the young man who took us to the room. Nathan ordered some toys to keep Zoe busy, so we can discuss the rogue's issue. Nathan introduced me to the young man. That was when I knew that he's Elijah, Nathan's friend when he was a kid. I was Nathan's first friend, he met Elijah after meeting me. Elijah is now his Beta, I would have guessed that. He has also grown up into a handsome man. With the way he acted formally towards me, I'm sure he doesn't remember me. Nathan told me that the rogue's attack has been going on for some weeks now, and he has been handling it discreetly because he doesn't want his people to find out and start living in fear. He also doesn't tell the family of the people who end up in the hospital because of a rogue attack the exact reason they are there. He said that all the plans they had carried out to catch them we
Zendaya's point of view“Mum," the young boy call me. I didn't know what to do or say, I just wrap my arms around his tiny body. My heart felt for the boy, and at that moment, I felt like protecting him from anything that could cause harm to him. He looks thin. I'm sure he's Zoe's age, but Zoe has more flesh than him. He looks lonely and in the need of love and protection.“What happened to him?" I asked no one in particular. I actually heard Nathan said that he will make those that killed his mother pay. This little boy must be going through so much pain. I know the pain of losing a mother, because I've experienced it before.“He lost his mother. She was killed by rogues last night." Nathan replied. I tightened my fist in anger. The only thing these blood thirsty rogues are good at is to kill innocent people. I can see myself in this boy. I also lost my mother in the hands of rogues, and not just my mother but my father too. Those rogues ruined my life and I will do everything I can
Alpha Nathan's point of view There was another rogue attack last night. I sat in my office fuming in rage. If I capture these rogues, I will make their death slow and painful. My training with Zendaya will commence tomorrow. If I meet her tomorrow, I will discuss with her about mapping out a good plan that will help capture the rogues. Amidst the anger in my heart, it was still able to flip a bit with the thought of meeting Zendaya tomorrow. I wonder how I will face her after what I did last night. One thing I know is that it will be very awkward.The knock on the door disrupted my thought. I wonder who is knocking. I wasn't expecting anyone. I sent Elijah on an assignment. There was a she-wolf who was killed in the rogue attack and I learned that she has a son. Her mate is already dead. Now that she's dead, her son will have no one to care for him. So I asked Elijah to bring him to stay in the pack. The knock came again, and that was when I recognized that familiar scent. The scen