Chapter 5 - In the Hospital

I tried to understand every word the man said. Shireen? And I changed?

In a moment, I think my head is getting dizzy. After getting used to fatigue, but I guess right now my head can't hold it. Somehow. every word that the man said seemed to tell my brain to always think hard. Thinking how to make me understand what he said.

I touch my head which feels spinning. My sight began to faint. Ah no. I can't fall! but ... I'm really dizzy. Oh my God, how about this? I couldn't possibly leave this man outside, so I went to the room to rest. After all he was a guest. Although I often don't understand what it is doing to me, I still have a sense of social between humans. I have to think positively, maybe this man is having a memory disorder, so he thinks of me as Shireen. Even though in fact I am Shin. I don't know who that person called Shireen is.

My head is spinning even more. I vaguely saw the man turn his body again to face me. And after that it was all dark.

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"Tell me Doctor, what is he sick?" asked someone beside me.

"He's just a little dizzy. It's no big deal. But his body is quite weakI don't know if he does anything hard or not. But I suggest that for some time now, this girl should not be allowed to do work that would tire her out. "

There was a moment's silence, then a split second later someone beside me answered, "Ah, like thatfine, thank you, Doctor. "

"You're welcome."

Then there was the sound of footsteps away and the sound of the door knob being opened.

I can hear, but I don't want to open my eyes yet. I want to listen to their conversation first. Someone's conversation with someone. I don't know who. I was just scared enough to see the fact that I was being kidnapped by someone. Really I don't want to open my eyes yet. I'm too scared.

But, just a moment, he said 'Doctor'? Ah, am I in the hospital? I was going to try to open my eyes slowly, but my hand suddenly raised. I undo my intention to open my eyes. I was struck by fear again. I was afraid that the kidnapper would kill me.

But, I felt a warm vibration that spread throughout my body. a hand was grasping and stroking my hand gently. I feel my heart beating fast. Who is this person near me?

"Shireen ... I beg you to wake up immediately. I'm sorry for making you pass out like this."

Fainting? I passed out? Since when? and hey, what time is it? How are things at my house? Surely Aunt Thaka and Uncle Ferdian are looking for me. Duh, I might get punished again like this. I have to go back home right now, but suddenly the image of the punishment from Uncle Ferdian and Aunt Thaka vanished when someone who was holding my hand started talking again. I began to focus my sense of hearing on whatever he said. the first sentence he said really made my heart interested to listen solemnly.

"My dear, you know how worried I am for your situation? I'm afraid that all this time it turns out you are not living happilyfive years ago, we had a special relationship until there was no day without us together. I know you when I accidentally dropped a drink while we were both partying at the Lausanne resort. You are with your friends, and I are with my friends."

It's quiet. I still listen to what he said. Every now and then my left hand moved a little, because I couldn't stand it if I continued to stay like an undead. Luckily this man didn't notice. At first I wanted to keep listening to this man speak, but my heart can't help but wonder. special relationship? Five Years Ago? Partying in Lausanne?

Ah, I know that place. Lausanne is one of the romantic resorts in Switzerland. Lausanne is perfect for nightlife, like partying for example. lots of couples go on holiday in Lausanne, because this place is beautiful. Moreover, that place is on the side of the lake.

But in my entire life, even though I am a native of Switzerland, I have never been to Lausanne. actually a long time ago I had invited my parents to visit there, but they said, they would comply with my wish to visit Lausanne if I had entered College. They said that Lausanne was not a suitable place for young children. even though at that time i was 14 years old You could say that you are quite a teenager, right? And in exchange, they took me to St. Petersburg. Moritz.

St. Moritz is one of the most famous resort towns in the world. There are towering mountains covered in snow. I'm so glad my parents chose that place for my day off. There I can ski and snow boarding. I really like playing in the snow. And my dream now is to be able to go again to St. Moritz, the last place I went with my parents. because three years later, my parents got into an accident and made their lives lost. And as you know, that's when my happy life turned into hell.

Ah never mind. Why do I have to remember such painful things? I have to continue living even though it's sad. I have to keep up the spirit to reach my dream. I can't disappoint my parents. I have to be able to make them proud even though their bodies are not by my side. I'm sure my parents will always pray for me in heaven there.

then this man cleared his throat before resuming his words. Ah, I forgot that all this time I was listening to this guy's words.

"At that time, my gaze continued to focus on your movements. You chatted and laughed out loud with your friendsI was really stunned when I saw you laugh. You're so beautiful, Honey. I'm sure anyone who sees you smile, they will definitely be hypnotized by the sweetness of your smile. Fortunately, before other men take your heart, I have taken a step first. I immediately approached you, asked acquaintances — and at that time you did not seem to mind, then we chat for a while until finally I can get your contact."

My ears are still solemnly listening. There was a small laugh from the man. Looks like he was imagining the event. events that really never happened to me. I'm sure this man thinks of me as his lover because he thinks I'm Shireen.

"You know, Honey? After that introduction, I couldn't help but think of you. I felt like time was spinning so fast because I missed youthen I invite you to Lucerne. And that's where I started asking you to be my lover. You also accept it happily. Even though I'm actually a little doubtful about your own status. Because to me you really look like an angel, and I'm not sure if no man approaches you. but you convinced me that you are not easy to accept someone to be your lover. And when you accepted me then, I really felt like the happiest person in the world. "

I coughed!

Oh shit! Why can't I hold back this cough? this man immediately fell silent and did not continue his words. Even though I already know half the story of this man and this woman named Shireen.

"Oh Honey, have you noticed?" he said stroking my head gently. And it felt like I wanted to pass out right then and there.

*To Be Continued*