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73. Xander & Doc

Author: Caelum Cayden
last update Last Updated: 2021-06-18 01:41:02
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Sasha knocked on Ryan’s door during the time she thought that no one would notice. Ryan became perplexed looked at her at his door steps but invited her cordially.

“I just want to know how she is doing.” She said before giving him a chance to offer her a cup of tea and at least the seat in his living room.

“Fine. She has a lot of progress in two months.” He replied trying to be as assured as he can.

“But, the dreams didn’t stop, did they? I am afraid. You know when her twin died, she shut the world and the next three years, only god knows how she was and what is running on her mind. She isn’t eating much. She used to be a glutton.” Sasha enquired worrying while a half smile appeared on her face thinking about the days when they filled their tummies more than enough with good food.

“They don’t seem to get away easily. To be frank, Sasha, sometimes, I feel like she is putting upon an act in front of us. She no more has any hopes on her lif
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