Celia’s POV
I am simply drawing circles on his shoulder joint. I think about nothing now, perhaps there is nothing in my life to have concerns about. I feel free. Isn’t that everyone’s final destination? Freedom. I don’t know if it is too early to feel that way or it is just the perks of after sex.
I close my eyes remembering all the exotic moments. This is too much. I never know I could take it. For the first time, I gave a blowjob willingly and unbelievingly, I like it. I saw him throwing his head back reaching his pinnacle. He instantly pulls me up to take my mouth switching our sides. Now my back is facing the bed and he moves to the edge of the bed.
My body immediately lost the warmth when he moved farther, my lips quiver and whimper in protest. He got up to stand on the floor. I sat on the edge of the bed looking at his exquisite nakedness. I blushed at his hardnes
Celia’s POV And here I am sleeping on his chest as he holds me tightly, so tight that I couldn’t even tilt my head. I rub my nose against his skin, calling his name. He bent his head a little loosening his grip. I smile lazily, my eyes are about to take rest along with my body and mind. “I love you.” I mouth. He didn’t say it back. He never says it back. I want to hear him say it so badly. Of course, his action speaks louder than those three words. But who doesn’t want to hear the only person they love the most saying it? He took me into a deep kiss full of passion. I groaned but loved it anyway. Then it hit me. I never took permission at the hospital to go out. It has been three hours. I pulled away abruptly. He looks perplexed as I started to grab my dress. “Shit.” I curse as I tried to put on my jeans. He pro
Celia's POV I rested my chin on my hands as I spread them folding on the kitchen counter. Watching the most sexiest man trying some stupid recipe is the most amazing view ever. If only he knew how I am drooling for him.. "Stop that." He abruptly interrupts as if he read my thoughts. "Stop what?" He raised his hand showing the pointer, without turning back, "One, Stop acting innocent. " He raises another finger, "Two, stop ogling at me like that. I could not concentrate." I laughed throwing a cherry at him, he justs turned to me and caught the fruit with his hand and kept half of it in his mouth. This man will never fail to amaze me. He walked towards me with a glitter in his beautiful green eyes, bents his head and tilt it. I immediately,took another half of the cherry into my mouth while pressing my lips to his. He p
Celia's POV Days seem to be passing quickly. I am working full time at the hospital and preparing for my admission test whenever I got some time. When it is dark and when I go home, Alexander's smile is the one thing that keeps away all my weariness and fragility. Like he always says, he knows my body just fine. He knows when to make love,when not to, when to fuck hard and when to take it another level that put me on bed for the rest twenty hours. He just knows. And I wanted nothing more. It's just him. Only him. My weekends are spend with Sasha and little one and sometimes Xavier, and Alex. I started to love how they fight and argue over what's good for Cayden. Alexander literally sucks at picking what is good for children, he has zero knowledge in it. Yet it doesn't stop him from acquiring little one's fondness. On the other side, Xavier is the kind of man who will become an idol dad unlike Alex, who knows nothing but s
Celia's POV I never thought I would be the girl who would be excited to receive an extraordinary proposal, waiting for roses, candles and whatever boring things they would keep for the date. I am on cloud nine since I saw him at shop. He bought me a godamnn ring. He is going to propose me. I remember how he asked me to marry him saying that is what a hero does after a long speech. He is too particular when it comes to these things, I wonder, if he would ask me to marry him in a language I don't know saying that he didn't like that in English. He is surely that kind of person. Chirping like a bird, jumping like a kid, grinning like an idiot, I reached our home. I am immediately dissappointed when all I find is our usual home with silence and with absolutely nothing that relates to surprise. You are being cheesy, Celia. Just because he bought the ring today, doesn't mean he would propose
Celia's POV "Marriage for them will have nothing to do with heart. They marry for power, for more money, for more strength, for status and for society. I understand that you trust him. But it is too soon to do something like this. They are different people, Celia. Always remember, we are common men." I opened my eyes suddenly with a gasp. What the hell is this dream? I literally hate all my dreams. They worry me too much. I continuosly heard Garratt's words and then Alexander left my hand and disappeared in my dream. I trust him with everything,but my brian is too much. It has been dreaming all the bad due to the sudden change of events. "Argh!" I groaned in frustration. I closed my eyes again putting all my thoughts away spreading my hand on the soft and cold mattress. I move it to and fro searching for the feel of warmth. My eyes snap opened when I realised that he is not beside me. I am lying alone on our bed. Last time, when I remember, I slept o
Celia’s POV Lillian has pulled me back to embrace me into a tight hug for a few good minutes, her mouth let out a shrill cry of joy. She pulled herself back again letting me give the sight of her vibrant face beaming with what looks like the joy of whole world. She raised her palm, turned it so that I could look at the ring I helped in selecting. The centre stone is shining brightly like a sun with two of the side stones did the best to make the ring as beautiful as the lady standing before me. She squealed again this time accompanying me. I hugged her jumping like a kid. The proposal has already happen and for split of a second, my stomach felt icky thinking how mine was postponed. Gosh. I am envious of her a little. She jumped still holding her hand up. “He proposed yesterday. Told me that you helped in selection and yeah, I got the information too. Where is yours?” She questioned excitingly. “Not yet.” I smiled awkwardly. “Something happened, something that nee
Celia's POV Maybe it is his plan, to surprise me by getting on my nerves. If I know him well, things like this amuse him a lot. I still remember the day when he was standing outside the operation theatre, how his eyes spill dread when he caught the sight of me in blood stained clothes, how he dropped his coat, how he scooted to take me in his arms. I am expecting him at the end of the every turn I took, outside the every room I go in. Maybe this is a joke which has worn me out a lot more than it should. He bought a ring, didn't he? He is definitely up to something. These are the things I said to myself to keep myself worry free. Then it came, the Monday. And he isn't here yet. When I entered the hospital, everyone looked at me like they are looking at something so cheap. And there she is, Amanda with a smirk on her face while some held scowl, some are scoffing. Like always, I ignored them and went straight to change my d
Celia’s POV I ran back to Elijah’s house before I get in Sasha’s car. He doesn’t look surprised but concerned. “Please let me talk to him for once. I don’t have his number.” He stared for a brief moment of time and went back into his house, probably to fetch his phone. When he came back, he is already on line with the other man. That other man is the man I love whom people are mistaking that he has married Amy, the girl who ruined my life. My hand shivered when I took the phone and keep it at my ear. I hold it with my two hands to stop myself from trembling. This should be a lie. There is a killing silence. I heard him taking a breath. “I have to do this.” He finally said. “Why, Alex?” I questioned biting my lips so hard that I wonder they didn’t bleed yet. “Because, that’s what I want. Look Celia, having you