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49. Breathe
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Ruthless 50. New start
Celia's POV "Celia? What are you doing here? Lillian has called. She said you suddenly vanished from the hospital. Alexander told you were with him. When I asked he said you were sleeping. How come you are here? Did something happen? You look pale." The word worry is written all over Sasha's face. She could hardly breathe after all those questions. "I passed out." "What?" Her hand rested on her chest with a sudden gasp. She cupped my face-scanning it to read my feeling. "Sit down. When was the last time it happened? Two and a half year ago." Just like me, she recalled those incidents when I used to have panic attacks and all sorts of sicknesses. "What happened?" She breathes taking my hands in her. "I saw Christopher." Her eyes could no longer mask the terror. "Did he tried anything to do? You alright? What does he want?" Sasha started to check my body searching for any possible scars. " I don't know what he wants. I don't think
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Celia’s POV There is no way in the world; a man like Alexander King would look so cute while he actually ‘blushes.’ You heard me. He blushes burying his head in the crook of my neck in an apparent embarrassment. I laughed loudly. That’s what I did in the half of the time while we were making love or fucking hard. “So, every time when you said you wanted to make things work between us, you wanted to confess that you love me. But you are too shy to admit that?” He still can’t say that. He is too shy. We are still lying naked across the king sized bed. It’s in the middle of the process of reaching the pinnacle, he said those words, “Every time I wanted to do anything for you, I mean this and not the other way around.” “What do you mean by this?” “The thing you just confessed.”
Last Updated : 2021-04-20Ruthless 52. Life is too good
Celia’s POV “I never saw you smoking except for one time, you were high then. Why do you always have that lighter in your back pocket?” He is sitting on the floor almost naked, the only piece of fabric he has is boxers. He leaned his head on the edge of the bed. I ruffled his hair, drawing circles, sometimes, playing with the flock, pulling them or running my fingers on his cheeks as I slept on my stomach on the bed, my naked body lied beneath the covers as I kept my face towards his. The perks of after sex are still flowing through both of our bodies. These days, I am having sex more times than I thought I would have in my entire life. The day, itself don’t seem to be complete, if I don’t be in his arms and don’t have him inside me. “That one time is one time thing. I usually don’t take weed unless my life has
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Celia’s POV I never believed when they said prince charms or knight in shining armors come to rescue from the eternal grief. I think, now I do. I have to pinch myself hardly so that I could wake up from the dream. But his tight grip is telling me that this is all so true, my wrist reddened with his hold. He casually dragged me out from the crowd while everyone looked at us flabbergasted. They literally opened their mouths in awe, their jaw dropped to the floor. I sat in the car quietly processing everything has just happened. If I am the old Celia, just the Celia from few months ago, I would have flipped the world upside down fighting Alexander for the drama he has created. Since, the old new me has already took its form, I was silently enjoying everything. Amanda has created stupid chaos again. She seizes whatever the occasion if it is to bully me. I still don’t understand her hatred for me. Maybe, som
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Celia’s POV I never worshipped his body like he did to mine. It’s not the gender equality classes got the best of me. I have never loved his eyes so much than now while they hold the dread of me, leaving him. I have never loved those lips that are not at all willing to leave me, so much than now. I have never loved those hands caressing my cheeks and wiping the tears so much than now. I think I never loved this man so much than now. Discarding the dress is the most painful task to do before sex. Especially, when his tongue is ready to taste all my erogenous zone. I could say, there is no single spot that is not aroused. Even my foot wants to be touched by those magical hands or I want my foot to be touched too. But, today, this isn’t about me, this is about him. Once he removed my jeans with much difficult in between deep kisses and laughs with added breaths, I push him on the ma
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Celia’s POV I am simply drawing circles on his shoulder joint. I think about nothing now, perhaps there is nothing in my life to have concerns about. I feel free. Isn’t that everyone’s final destination? Freedom. I don’t know if it is too early to feel that way or it is just the perks of after sex. I close my eyes remembering all the exotic moments. This is too much. I never know I could take it. For the first time, I gave a blowjob willingly and unbelievingly, I like it. I saw him throwing his head back reaching his pinnacle. He instantly pulls me up to take my mouth switching our sides. Now my back is facing the bed and he moves to the edge of the bed. My body immediately lost the warmth when he moved farther, my lips quiver and whimper in protest. He got up to stand on the floor. I sat on the edge of the bed looking at his exquisite nakedness. I blushed at his hardnes
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Celia’s POV And here I am sleeping on his chest as he holds me tightly, so tight that I couldn’t even tilt my head. I rub my nose against his skin, calling his name. He bent his head a little loosening his grip. I smile lazily, my eyes are about to take rest along with my body and mind. “I love you.” I mouth. He didn’t say it back. He never says it back. I want to hear him say it so badly. Of course, his action speaks louder than those three words. But who doesn’t want to hear the only person they love the most saying it? He took me into a deep kiss full of passion. I groaned but loved it anyway. Then it hit me. I never took permission at the hospital to go out. It has been three hours. I pulled away abruptly. He looks perplexed as I started to grab my dress. “Shit.” I curse as I tried to put on my jeans. He pro
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Celia’s POV THREE YEARS LATER “I still remember the thirty minutes speech Lillian gave that day.” Sasha and I are watching the wedding album. It’s Cayden who took that out and showing it to his little brother, Ron. Sasha and Xavier married six months after our marriage. They have a kid now. He is one and half year old. Zed and Lilly has a boy. He is two. We all meet every summer. And this summer, we are busy for Ryan and Meg’s wedding. Alex is with all the three kids, he raised his hand. “Then she said, do you have any idea how many bodies this hand pierced and counted each vein—” “They are kids, Alex. They can’t understand that.” Sasha shouted. Of course, he would not listen. He is continuing the story of how I threatened Jonathan. “I think I did a mistake making him god father for my children. He is completely spoiling them.” Xavier hissed. No matter what, the children refuse to stay away from him. Because, he gives them chocolates, won’t let them touch the book
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Celia’s POV It has been ten days since that proposal I did in the street of Gilbert town. I did only the proposal. Alexander has planned this grand destination wedding. We daily talk about it. Every time we talk about it, we will have an argument and we decide we don’t want any marriage at all. We end up shouting and then moaning on bed. At the night, we talk again. I never thought about what kind of wedding I will have. When they ask about dream wedding, I simply shrug. Even Alexander has no idea about it. We are two creatures who thought it would be impossible for us to get married in these lives and end up in marriage somehow. After a week, he fell silent. He hasn’t discussed about the wedding plans. Something is going on in their office. Even Xavier seemed distracted and busy. And one day, my bell rang and I opened the door just to find the two men in my family in blood. They are not bleeding like they are stabbed. There are wounds like someone punched them hardly. I qui
Ruthless 110. Euphoria
Alexander’s POV I thought they need some privacy, to put out their emotions for their best friend and brother. So, I left them for themselves for five minutes. Five minutes are all they are getting. He is intentionally trying to make me jealous. Fine, with me. I am not punching this man because I have a huge respect for his mom and his best friend. Still, I can’t help but glancing at the room once in a while or should I say, ten or twenty times in a minute. Bertha, (she insisted me to call her by name instead of Mrs. Bennett) came with a tray of cookies. Oh, god. Not again. I did a fake cry without her noticing me and took one cookie. If I don’t, she would take the trouble to put that directly into my mouth. I have eaten a lot since I came here, that my jaws are hurting from all the chewing they did. I am so tall, has a well built body and look like the man in his late twenties. But, she is treating me, in fact, she is treating all of us like seven year old kids.&nbs
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Celia’s POV I was so habituated to seeing him in Black and greys and that too, they are sophisticatedly tailored shirts and suits. Now, watching him wear shorts, kaki or white T- shirts with half sleeves, loose shirts and printed trousers making me stare at him more often. They are making him look like a teenager. He knows that I have been staring at him. I didn’t try to shift my gaze when he caught me doing that. Its my right. I am confined to fit and flare crepe dresses. I can’t wear more. The climate is warm just like my life. “So, what are we going to do next?” There is a genuine interest in his voice with an added excitement. He looks careless, less worried and totally overjoyed about everything we have been doing. While we are walking, he attended few calls and that’s it. “Hakuna Matata.” He says. If that two words has a human form, it is Alexander King. I took the chance to go to a shop by excusing myself for washr
Ruthless 108. New plan
Celia's POV I apologized Meg for what Alex did. Ryan is so sure that she is going to be one of his constants. I am on the road where I am no more cutting the threads with the people who cared for me. I wanted to keep them all in my life like a family. Yes. I am making a family of friends. Alex would never apologize for what he did. At least, I should do that instead. "It's fine. I can understand." She said after a lot of explaining our situations. "He really seemed to like you and I am happy for you both as long as your husband doesn't misunderstand anything and keeps his hands to himself." I wanna say, 'I highly doubt that.' But, I nodded my head in approval. She smiled and I know. It's not that friendly but she doesn't resent me either. We walked back to the house in silence. The only noise we heard after in the house is that of plates and other utensils either slipped or thrown, glasses smashing to some kind of solid things- either floor or
Ruthless 107. At LA
Alexander’s POV I know this feeling of drawing someone’s picture when you miss them the most. We drew the curves as if we are touching them. We shade the corner of lips as if they are smiling for us and especially, we live in the moment of our past as if it is playing before us. We draw to stay close, to feel home, to feel safe, to feel their warmth and finally to feel them. I did it once after the death of that woman, after pushing Celia successfully because of my arrogant ass, nonsense judgment and baseless assumptions. I drew how she laughed after running away from the thugs. That was the first ever time I saw her laughing and giving a reaction like that. Back then or the other seconds before this instant, I never know that someone would miss me this much, that someone would love me this much and adore my laugh, cherish my little achievements, be proud of what I do and especially makes me feel that I am beautiful. Many said that before. But, feeling it without having to
Ruthless 106. Possibilities
“No.” He whispered after processing everything. That was a set up. Celia did that. For him, it meant only one thing. She trusted him enough. He is going to keep it. “I never saw you like that.” He told to the cute looking girl beside him. Not many people refer Amy as cute. But to him, she is still that little girl with backpack who followed him in silence. “It’s her. It's always have been her. I wasn’t good to her. I abused her. But, she didn’t think for a second to take my side when that woman who used to call herself my mother died. With her, I feel complete. I feel free and she doesn’t whine and complain. All she wants is me. That’s it. We both were so alike. I never felt so alive than I did with her. Because of her, I find myself attaching to Xavier again and we are good now. Even if it isn’t for her, I can’t really date you Amy. I could never be your man. That feels so wrong and Celia always feels so right no matter whatever it is.” “I know that I fucked up. But, what I felt for
Ruthless 105. Finally Free
Celia’s POV I sat on the edge of my bed. Xavier and Sasha are looking at me like I am some Dinosaur walking naked in the middle of streets. I wrap my hands around my body hugging myself from the chilling weather. “Where is he?” I asked them. Xavier shook his head, “I am trying to reach him. He is not lifting my phone.” His slim apple phone slid smoothly in his hand while he played with it. I sighed as my shoulders fell slowly. “Come on. Since he was sixteen, he doesn’t like people taking care of his things. He might be angry. He will show himself sometime.” Sasha and I agreed with him. Xavier fell silent. ‘Cause the obvious truth is, since Alex was sixteen and all the years before, he has no one to take care of his things. By the time, Xavier entered, it is too late. Alex has started to become resistant to people until me.
Ruthless 104. Shitty plan
Celia’s POV It is like you came into a bright sun after spending hours amidst a dark room. The thing is, you still can’t see anything for a while. His kiss is like that. It makes me feel numb. The spots he is exploring are the only exception and my heart counts in too. He doesn’t touch it physically. I could feel it abused, loved, mended, broken and lived and is living since he came. After few minutes of daze, I am aware of the sound we are making and the surroundings we are in. I clutch his shirt near his waist in an attempt to push him, “Little one is here.” I whispered against his lips. “And awake.” His lips would not stop the assault. He sinks more in to my mouth. That’s exactly what I wanted. But, my mouth says otherwise. “You are being reckless.” He locked the door behind us. “You have three minutes to come. Cayden will b
