Celia
"Zippo is an all-time American favorite brand. It is not only the 5th most expensive in the world but the most expensive one produced by zippo ever It came out in 2007 and was air and wind-resistant lighter. This model of Zippo lighter was sold for $37,000."
My jaw dropped after reading this on the Internet. It is the same lighter he gracefully played with. And here I am saving every penny to buy a car of the same cost. Men like them are always injurious to mental health. I played with my crescent locket for some time and decided to do the thing I haven't done in 3 years.
"It's good to see you holding a pencil." Sasha's words hit me like a sudden storm that almost startled me. Till now, my room was so silent and I was so indulged in drawing that I lost the track of time. She stood beside me and scanned the completed sketch." Hands of a man, indeed."
"Yeah." I sighed.
"Not definitely, Dr. Ralph's." She commented.
"Yeah." I sighed again.
"Who is that man?"
I shrugged and took the sheet from the board and rolled it before I tossed it to the corner of the room.
"What?"
I have no answers to her questions 'cause I don't think some random man with chiseled hands worth a conversation or my time.
"It didn't go well," I stated about my date with Ralph.
"All it matters is you gave a try." She smiled.
A month passed in taking care of Cayden, working my ass off at the hospital, preparing for my semester. So I could see the flag that I don't want to reach yet needed to reach. I'll soon start practicing surgical assistance.
I walked down the aisle passing by the patients in wheelchairs, shoving my pockets into my white coat, my neck wore the stethoscope as an ornament, but it feels like a rope that will hang me someday. I headed to room number:308, the room in which I had met that "Alexander the brute" for the first time. That was an unexpected encounter. But my sixth sense is telling me that I'll see him again. Just like I expected, he sat on the chair with his limbs spread apart. He smirked and I rolled my eyes.
"Good to see you again, doc."
I neither said nor showed anything. I waited so that he will remove his shirt. The wound might have healed by now. Why is he here? As if he studied what's in my head, he slowly started to unbutton his shirt and I am definitely lying if I said I was not at all affected by it. His smirk has not faded, eyes never left mine and hands, the damn hands traveled up and removed the button revealing his hard chest. I gave him wry smile looking at the bare chest with no actual wound but with its scar. "Where exactly is the wound?"
"Come on, Doc. I thought you could see through me."
Of course, I could. This man is teasing me or flirting with me. It is still a wonder for a man like him looking at a girl like me. I know how they are. They are reeked of money, heredity, beauty, and God knows what else. They will look at you just like how they look at a tissue. Once they are used, they are directly thrown into dustbins. And we can not afford the cost of recycling. I decided to do some regular check-ups that are ought to be done. But he didn't move a bit. "Mr." What's his last name again? Whatever. "Please lay on the bed."
"I wanted to do that with you. You beside me or on top of me or below me or whatever it takes."
This man has zero shame and I am so sure he is praising himself for his taunts. But he was not kidding. He is hell serious. His green eyes displayed the meaning of seriousness. He is not smirking or smiling. He means it. Like always I said nothing. But this staring contest sure started to annoy me. If I stayed for another minute here, I don't know what I would do. I don't trust the man before me and I don't trust myself when he is before me. I turned around to leave the room.
The doorknob is two steps away when I sensed his heat surround me, his erection dig in my back. I gasped at the sudden touch but muffled it before he could hear. I don't want to give him a reaction. He held the doorknob from my behind so that I couldn't leave the room. "Bet." He whispered what sounded so stirringly that the hair on the nape of my neck prickled. "I'll make you scream my name." For a second I wondered how it feels to come so hardly screaming his name. Damn good, of course. But no. I pursed my lips anticipating his next move. I wanted to run away from him and my alter ego, wow my alter ego wants him to touch me.
I stood there looking at the doorknob. He slowly turned it and I let out the breath I held till now. "How long are you going to play like this?" The answer is simple. As long as you don't stop talking and do nothing. Shit, I don't want it. But I can't help imagining it. When he turned the knob and the creaking sound of the door hit my ears, I rushed out. To my bad luck, I bumped into Dr. Green, Dr. Garrett Green, my ex. He looked at me with awe. I don't understand why. When I looked back, I felt, oh! This is why! I came out rushing and Alexander came out wearing, precisely, buttoning his shirt. I don't give a damn about what Garrett thinks. But I knew, he never wants to differentiate between what it is and what it seems. He can't think out of the box. "What the hell are you doing, Celia?" He actually yelled.
I didn't respond and made my way out from there before I heard him spoke to Alexander, "Did you touch her?"
"Why do you care?" Alexander snapped at him in a raged tone.
"I do care. I am her team leader and I do give a shit because this hospital has some rules."
I heard them without looking at them. Gosh! This may affect my career especially since my semester is coming up and Garrett and I are not on good terms. All my worries about the future because of the past and present are interrupted by an evil laugh. Alexander's.
"You are the team leader? I'm the goddamn owner of this Willow Green. "
What the…….! I don't have to see his face. By the intensity, he said that sentence, I could imagine Alexander's face. The face that held so pride and dominance, not to mention arrogance. "I pay your bills, pussy. So don't you dare question me or her again?"
This time I turned around and blurted looking at Garrett, " I don't know him. And nothing happened and nothing will ever happen." I didn't answer him to give him an explanation but to show Alexander that I don't need his damn support. I looked at Alexander who is clearly surprised but soon it was obscured by a cloud of appreciation or am I imagining things? "You are feisty. That's a nice bike and a nice race by the way." He came closer and his tongue almost touched my earlobe. "I enjoyed every fucking minute of it."
This time, it is me who is surprised. Bike? So, it's him who created that mini race. I thought our meeting is a coincidence. But he actually came for me for the very first time. He has been watching me for two months. Son of a bitch! Is he really planning to have me?
Alexander I slumped in my car seat exhausted from enough shed of blood. Xavier has been calling continuously to check up on me. A bullet dodged and everyone started to pretend the most affectionate and caring person. Seriously! What am I? A kid? The people who tried to kill me were caught, every war was subdued, then why the hell the world won't leave me alone? Shit, this wound. If it is a thing, I would've crushed it into tiny pieces. It needed to be dressed. And I was many miles away from anywhere this can be done. I drove through roads with steep drop-offs, tight curves, and narrow stretches that can fit only one car at a time. On a road like this, a motorbike passed by my car much faster than any usual vehicle could go here. He was wearing a black jacket, black gloves, black helmet, and whatnot. Everything is black. He was on rage, might be a teenager. I don't give a fuck that t
CeliaIt is not until our little Cayden started to play with a lighter he managed to grab from an array in the mall, I feared Alexander the brute. He said he will get me no matter what. There's no way in the hell I'm gonna listen to my heart no matter how consuming and intoxicating his thoughts were. No, nothing happens to my family. Of course. What am I? He won't do anything like that for a girl like me. It doesn't mean I'll just fall into his laps. You don't want to wonder, don't want to wait, don't want to expect, but your heart does all, or is it the mind playing games? Never did I imagined that I would be so affected by the ticking sound of a lighter. Even while picking the groceries, I was thinking about his rough hands and wicked smile. This is what happened with Garrett Green. He started to fill my head then my heart and I just opened him my body and soul just to find he has nothing to do with anything but my womanhood. Then why those swee
Celia Shoving my hands into the pockets of my white coat, I leaned to the glass looking at the peacefully sleeping babies in their small beds. The harsh truth, a truth that could slap us right across our face is that these beds could be their death beds too. Hundreds of children were born and died every day. The babies I am looking at are premature, born underweight, or with pulmonary or cardiac problems. They looked peaceful, sound asleep. But the fact they are struggling to breathe is not known. They are suffocating just like me. They have incubators, hospitals, and us to cure. Whom do I have? Soon after the question was popped into my head, I got a call from Sasha. "Celia?" "Hmm." "Where are you?" "Hmm." I heard the breath she let out there," looking at the babies?" "Hmm." "Okay. I won't take much time. Can you reach ho
Celia "You don't know. She is a loner. No friends other than Lillian. Never goes for outing, clubbing and has not dated a guy in 3 years. I think she has some attitude problems. She won't even answer any queries. Always stares at those babies in incubators. She is odd. Garrett knows a little about her. He says that she lost her entire family because of which she is facing some mental illness and trauma too. At first, I used to think that she is mute. And she absolutely has zero sense of fashion and style. I mean, have you looked at the rags she wears? They are totally………." I've been hearing these appreciations and praises thrown up on me like for ages. Either they would've thought I wasn't there or they won't care even if I listen. Either way, I don't give a shit. By the way, Lillian is fuming I guess I've to stop her from ripping someone's head. "What the hell do they know about you?" She yelled when I grab
Celia Why did I do that? Why? How could I be so goosey? Did I forgot who is he? Did I take this as a child play? No. I know what it is. Then why? Why Celia? I think this is the first mindless act I did in three years. I stood not with a regret but a self imposed need to keep this job, this study. 'Cause without this,I don't know how I could earn my bread. "Dr. Celia,You gave a wrong treatment for a patient which almost costed his life. " "Who is that patient?" "Alexander King." Dr. Wilson replied. I am here before this old perv not for mistreating some mister asshole. But for throwing spirit on his very expensive shirt. "He is perfectly alright. He is cured a long time ago." "And the reports are saying otherwise." He gave a sympathetic sigh. Celia,If you've listened
Celia Little Cayden is really excited since I've told him that I'm on leave and gonna take him out. He ran all around the house crying, "park,park.…" I couldn't really tell Sasha that I was detained. At least not until I could do something about it. But how? How could I meet that guy again? Half of the day was gone quickly with me and Cayden going everywhere we like and eating everything that pleased us. Afternoon I took him to the restaurant where Sasha works. Cayden held my finger with his hand as he looked scared as we entered the dainty restaurant. So she works at a place like this. It's so colourful totally contrasting to my workplace. Technically, I don't have a workplace anymore. "Celia." Stephan,Sasha's colleague greeted me and took me into his arms. He's a nice young man who is really looking forward to take his relationship with Sasha to next level. He made that too obvious. But Sasha doesn't respond at all. She says there's
Celia If I ever had a chance to get into people's minds, I'll get into Sasha's head, to find what she is thinking while looking blankly out of the window, stroking her kid's hair who was asleep in her laps. She is just like me. Or maybe I've become just like her in the past three years. We are reserved, we don't talk much. We will fill our heads with so much trash that one day I'm afraid it will burst out. I cleared my throat to get her attention. She looked at me and smiled. A fake one. I knew that with one look itself. "A penny for your thoughts?" "I was thinking about our future." "Our future?" She kissed her kid's forehead and laid him to her side. "Yeah. We need a house, a kind of house where we could fly when you or I feel sad or upset because of our future partners, the kind of place that exists just for us, a secure roof. Even when
The ride is so plain. It has no excitement or a kiss of wanderlust I've had last time. I came here on Lillian's bike alone to get out of the blood, white, and blue for some time. Back then, I wasn't aware of the fact that he was right behind me watching me, racing me and that's how he took interest in me. Now, there's a part of me wishing that he is here and we would have a little conversation we never had. These are some facts I've to admit at least to myself. When I first saw him, I was beyond fascinated. It might be his charms, his golden skin, his attitude, or the lighter. His voice is deep which is capable of leaving imprints of his vocals resonating through every nerve of my body. When I first saw him, he's just an arrogant, gorgeous pervert. When I saw him for the second time, he was a beautiful pain in the ass who succeeded in taking my breath away with a single touch. I was willing to give him what he wants with a little delay because I was that af