RBLS Part 1

 Ruthless Billionaire’s Little Sparrow Part 1

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Author’s POV

“Mam sir is calling you in the office room” I heard a voice behind me and I turned around to see Rekha standing at the threshold of the kitchen and looking at me.

"Did he tell why he is calling me???" I asked going towards her to which she shook her head lightly and said "no he just told me to inform you that he is waiting for you in his office"

I nodded my head and told her "I have prepared dinner, please set the dining table"

“Ok mam” she said to me.

I adjusted my saree and went towards his office room but only one thought was running in my mind that why had he called me to his office room because he never called me there. Whatever he had to say, he used to tell me in his room only because he used to talk to me only about one thing for which room was the best choice.            

I stopped outside the office room. I put my hand on my chest and started rubbing to soothe my erratic heartbeat which was beating faster than a bullet train. It was nothing new to me that my heart was behaving like this because his mere presence was enough to scare me to the core.

I spend five minutes there but it did not help me and now I could not waste any more time by staying here because making him wait mean to make his wrath more difficult and painful for me which I would not want at all. Whenever I had to face his wrath, I always ended up in hospital with unbearable pain and numerous ugly marks on my body.

I raised my trembling hand and lightly knocked on the door and instantly door opened automatically.

This was the most secure room in this mansion, which was laced with advanced technology.

 I entered inside with my timid footsteps with my head bowed.

I stood at a safe place and waited for him to say something why he had called me here but when he did not say anything even after 5 minutes, I raised my head and saw that his full attention was on the file which he was holding in his hand.

If he was busy with his own work then why had he called me here because standing here in his presence was no less than fighting a battle for me because in his presence my body automatically went into panic mode like now. My body was shaking and my forehead was sweating profusely like it was raining and did not ask about my heart, it’s throbbing like insane like it's going to come out of my mouth at any moment and the one who was the reason for all this was reading the file without caring that I was standing here as if he had called me to see it only.

Heartless Demon

No one could say by looking at this man that there was a demon hidden inside this godly body who kept me captive in his claws and tortured me for his satisfaction.

He was most handsome man I had ever seen in my life. Anyone could mistakenly think him as a model from magazine. His face consisted of strong jaws which was covered with light stubble, nose was sharp and pointed, cheekbones were high. His hair was dark black and perfectly gelled back. He was dressed in black expensive suit. broad shoulder could be easily identified through the suit.  His arms looked strong as his hands on table and checking a file.

He was the prince of all girls' dreams by his physical appearance but his aura was so dark like his soul which was screaming danger, power, arrogance and supremacy.

Don’t go on his looks because his godly features were just a facade.

If I was not aware of his reality, I would have definitely got trapped in his charm but I knew that in front of him even the real demons seemed like angels.

This was what came to my mind when I see him, the thing that was most dirty and disgusting from inside, it needed the best packing to hide it so that it could hide the filth inside it and its best example was this man sitting in front of me who ruined my life for his satisfaction, dirty desire and lust.

I felt disgusted even to stand here in his presence but I could do nothing as I knew he will never let me go away from him until he was satisfied but I could go away from him at least for a while.

"C…..Can I go b…..back if you're busy?" I asked gathering all my courage as this man's mood swings was uncertain and dangerous.

He tilted up his head from file and stared at me with his scarry grey eyes and emotionless face.

I lowered my eyes and nervously held my saree in my fists but when I heard some strange sound, I saw from the corner of my eyes that now the file was not in his hand, his both elbows were on the table, his fingers interlocked with each other and his eyes were fixed on me which made me shift uncomfortably on my place.

"What do you think about baby???" my head snapped at him in quick manner as I heard him.      

Hearing this from his mouth, my heart started beating faster than it was beating and my eyes went wide.

Baby

This was a non-discussable matter between us because he made it clear to me on the wedding night that he did not want any children from me and I agreed to this easily because I did not want to carry the baby of this demon, I knew what was ugly truth of our marriage and what type of person this man was and most important thing I did not want to bring an innocent baby in my life because the life I was living was toxic which was not good and suitable for an innocent baby.

But why was he asking me about this??

I composed myself and asked him “W……why are a…..asking???”

"Sparrow, I think you badly need punishment because you have forgotten that I don't have the habit of repeating my words and here you are asking me question instead of answering my question but don't worry, I know how to coax you into your obedient and submissive shell” he said in his icy cold tone with hard face which made me shudder in fear.

He called me Sparrow but did you know why???

he called me sparrow so that he could mock me who I am now. I was a free sparrow before he came into my life and now, I am caged with burned wings.

One by one all the punishments given to me started coming in front of my eyes due to which my breathing started getting heavy and I felt as if someone was twisting my heart painfully.

All his punishments were brutal like him. I didn’t want more punishment.

“Babies are angels and they are the most beautiful blessing of God.” I instantly told him truthfully not to make him angry but my heart stopped beating for a second as I saw his lips curling up in smirk and that too in wicked one.

“And what do you think about carrying my baby in your womb???" His next question took me off-guard. He was asking me to carry his baby when he himself told me to take strictly contraceptive pills after every time.

“I want a truthful answer to this and I am warning you that you tried to lie to me because you know very well how easily I catch your lies." He told me in his cold voice which was a direct warning to me that if I tried to lie then the result will not be good for me.

I took a deep breath and said nervously “I don’t want to carry your child”

I instantly closed my eyes as those words left mouth and started praying to God in my mind to save me as I didn't know how he will react after hearing my answer.

Whenever I did or said something that he did not like it, his reaction was no less than a storm but when I did not feel anything like that, I slowly opened my eyes and looked in his direction. Now he was not sitting on the chair but standing in front of the table, his hips rested on the table and his hands were folded over his chest and his face was completely calm as if my answer did not affect him.

“why” he asked me and I gulped down the lump formed in my throat hearing him.

He was asking me why I did not want his child???

Did not he know that I hate him???

"Sparrow" hearing his warning tone and I took deep breath “Because we are not an ideal couple to have a baby. A baby needs love, affection, care and much more but we both cannot give that to her/him."

"I'm glad to hear your answer. Now that you think like that, you won't have any problem with going to the hospital tomorrow. I have fixed an appointment with doctor for tomorrow at 11 o'clock. The driver will take you there and will also bring you back when work is done.” He ordered me but I got confused after hearing that why he had fixed my appointment with the doctor for tomorrow??? What was the relation between baby and my going to the hospital???

Earlier I thought that this man was thinking about baby but now his words were confusing me even more.

I was glad that he was not thinking about the baby but why did I feel like something bad was about to happen?

“A………...appointment but why???” I asked him in confusion.

He did not say anything to me and looked at my stomach in a strange way which was creating a strange dread in me as if he was about to do something horrible to me again. his constant stare made me conscious and I covered my tummy with saree properly which made him look at me and very next moment he started taking predatory step towards me due to which I also took my steps back out of fear.

 I barely took two steps back when his dangerous voice reached my ears "Sparrow, stay where you are, because you would not absolutely want me to break these beautiful legs of yours, and I don't like it either because I love having your legs wrapped around my torso while I'm pounding inside you at the speed of a beast.”

His shameless and threatening words brought tears to my eyes and my feet stopped even though I wanted to run away from here so much but my body was not listening to me at all and the worst thing, I felt about my body was that it followed the orders of this demon more than me.

He came and stood in front of me in just two steps. He removed my saree from my stomach while I stood like a statue or you could say like a perfect puppet and he started staring at my bare tummy without saying anything. He kept his palm on my tummy which sent shiver ran down in my spine but after a while his eyes move to my face.

As soon as those intimidating and scarry grey eyes met mine, some tears escaped from my eyes.

"Did you ask why I booked your appointment????" There was something scary and frightening in his voice today which was warning me to run away from here right now like that night when he took him away from me, the night I saw that he was not a cruel man but he was the demon king of cruelty. That night was still alive in my mind.

I shake my head because my voice just could not come out of my throat.

"To clean that unwanted trash that is growing in your womb" his puzzling words reached my ears but not my mind as it was numb with fear but still there were two words that my mind registered and they started ringing inside my mind.

Unwanted trash

Unwanted trash

I frowned which made him chuckle darkly. He pinched my nose and said pulling me closer to him by grabbing my waist “Looks like my naive sparrow didn't understand what I said or say u didn't listen carefully but don't worry, I will tell you in clear words. You are going to abort the meat that has been growing inside your womb for the past three weeks as a baby who is nothing more than unwanted trash to me.”

This time his words reached my mind directly and I understood what he was trying to say but how could this be?

I had never missed pills so how could I be pregnant but this was ecstatic feeling that I was pregnant. A little life was growing inside me who was the part of me and unfortunately this demon too.

Oh my god I was going to be a mother, my baby.

Knowing this, I forgot everything, if I remembered something, it was my baby. I felt immense joy in my heart that I had never felt.

"B………...Baby" the word barely come out of my mouth while tears started flowing from my eyes with overwhelming feeling.

I looked up at him with having a bright smile on my lips as I felt his cold hand on my cheek. This was the first time I felt any joy and happiness, otherwise my life had become pain and suffering.

"You can call it baby too but my little sparrow maybe you missed my last words" he stated in his cold tone while moving his hand towards my back neck.

It hit me what he said. He wanted to abort my baby but why???

was this baby not his???

I had heard that even an animal loved its child and could even sacrifice its life to save its child’s life, then how could he think of killing his own baby???

Yes, I knew we never thought about baby but that did not mean we thought about killing her/him.

It was true that I never wanted to carry the child of this demon, but I could never forget that he/she was also a part of me. I won't let him do that.

"I will not abort my baby" I said looking into his eyes without fear. I did not know where I got this courage to speak, when just by looking into his eyes and my body started to panic.

His eyes darkened hearing me and his jaws clenched which was enough to make my body tremble with fear and also to lower my eyes.

His hands left my body and he asked me in low yet most dangerous tone “what did you just say?? repeat it.”

Seeing his dark and intimidating demeanour, dread took the place of courage which made it difficult for me to utter a single word but I knew that my silence will only increase my problems.

“I………I d……..don’t w……….want to a……..abort my b…..baby” I repeated my words with broken tone and the very next moment I felt the strong impact on my cheek and I found myself on the floor. I felt some liquid on the corner of my lips and I very well knew that what was it.

My body started shaking very badly and my one hand automatically came on my swollen cheek and other on my belly. My eyes became blurrier with continuously shedding tears.

I moved backwards on the floor as I saw him crouching down to my level but my movement halted when he grabbed my ankle brutally and pulled me closer to where my face was in front of his.

He raised his other hand in my direction and I flinched back thinking he will slap me again but he softly tugged my hair strand behind my ear and held my hand which was on my cheek.

He removed it and caressed my cheek while I shut my eyes tightly.

"What do you mean you don't want?? Didn't I clear you on the very first day that I will take the decisions in our relationship and you will follow them like a little obedient wife without saying a single word then how come you got this misunderstanding that you can go against my words???” he asked me in threatening tone while pinching my same cheek painfully which made me yelped in pain.

It hurt like hell but I did not try to remove his hand from my cheek, not because I could tolerate the pain but because if I tried to protect myself from this pain then he will do something that will hurt me even more.

"I asked you something??" he asked me pinching my cheek brutally.

 “I………I r….... remember” I said with difficulty while sobbing badly.

"Then why are you thinking of going against my decision today??" He asked me as if he was asking me not to abort my baby but to throw some rotten vegetable out of the kitchen.

How could he ask me this question???

Till now I accepted all his decisions because they were only related to me but here, he was taking decision about my baby and that too to kill it so how did he expect me to accept his decision??? I will oppose his decision this time for my baby.

"You are talking about aborting the baby. How can you even think like this???? I know the baby is unexpected but it is your blood too so how can you think of killing it?" I asked him while caressing my tummy with love and care.

He chuckled darkly hearing which filled my body with terror and my breath got stuck in my throat as I felt his cold big hands on my belly and his big hand covered my belly completely with my hand.

“Did you say that it is my blood?? This also means that I have every right to take decisions related to it and I have already decided that I do not want it. If I ever want a baby, I will definitely tell you about it but for now my decision is final and thank your stars that I am leaving you for now when you dare to carry this trash without my permission but don't take tension, I will punish you very soon but first let me get rid of this unwanted trash." He threatened me while pressing his nails in my bare belly. His words made me shudder.

I had no fear for me I was ready to bear his punishment happily but I will never let this demon touch my baby no matter what. I had to do for my baby.

"You can't do this to my baby and how can you be so cruel?" I asked him listening to which he leaned his face towards me and said in dark tone "Who knows my cruelty better than you. Have you forgotten our journey??? If you forgot, I will be more than happy to remind you, so let's start with your baby. I don't want this, this is final. Now you have to decide that which way will you choose to throw out this trash, Painful or Painless??? If you don't want to go to the hospital then some kicks and punches can also work but believe me it will be very painful for you.”

Hearing his words, my body became numb that how could he say this so easily???

God, what sin had I committed for which you had sent this demon in my life as a punishment???

I bear every pain but I will not be able to bear the pain of losing my baby but I also knew that he will do whatever he said. He will definitely kill my baby.

I felt a tug on my arm when I was cursing my fate and this monster for my misery.  I looked at him and saw that he was holding me by my arms.

He made me stand and said to me in soft tone while his eyes showing his evil side "You have the whole night to think about it but anyway I would suggest that don't waste too much time thinking about this useless topic because nothing is going to change but if you want to do it. I won't stop you. Now go like a good wife and set dinner for your husband because I think I deserves this much after working hard all day"

“But…………” he cut me off “now no more words, go and do what I said for your own sake” he said in decisive tone. I nodded my head as I knew that nothing will happen if I stayed here. I had to think of something else to save my baby which I could not think of in his presence.

“That’s like my good little obedient wife” he said to me patting my head mockingly to show me that he was owner of my life which unfortunately he was.

I walked to the door and opened the door to go out but stopped hearing his words “Never forget that you are my wife first and then anything else. you only have one identity, Raghavi Vikrant Singh Shekhawat wife of Vikrant Singh Shekhawat”

Raghavi Vikrant Singh Shekhawat, puppet of Vikrant Singh Shekhawat, my real identity.

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