[Erin]It's been hours now that I've been dancing nonstop. My feet hurt, and heavy nausea struck my head. My stomach is threatening to retch again, but I keep swallowing the sour acid surging up my throat. The mixed-up scent of perfumes filling my nostrils exacerbates the horrible sensation inside me. One last spin, and the song finally ended. Me and my dance partner, whose name I didn't have the pleasure of knowing, or maybe he might have mentioned it, but I'm too far gone in my haze to even catch it. We both moved back a few paces and curtsied to separate ourselves from one another.Before anyone could ask for my hand to dance again, I feel like my ankles swell, and if I'm not going to give it a rest, I don't think I could walk for a week.I hurried to the less crowded part of the ballroom and hid behind the large pillar. There was a single stool in there, and I quickly dumped my butt in it. Sighing out in relief as the pressure on my feet suddenly released. How on earth could the
[Erin]This must be the happiest day of my life. The man that I want most in this world loves me back and is now kissing me like I’m the only thing that matters the most to him.I didn’t even care how he managed to be here at my ball or how did he get past the plethora of guards that Pa dispersed. I don’t care, as long as he’s with me right now.“Would you care to have a dance with me?” Nikolai whispered against my lips. His nose was brushing against mine, and he had my palm pressed firmly against his chest so that I could feel the rhythmic cadence of his heart. I love this, and I pray this moment could last forever, but reality strikes hard, and soon enough, we’re going to be facing our bigger problems. There’s Mikael, claiming his stake on me, and then there’s Pa. He would never let Nikolai and me together. It would be like mixing water and gasoline. No good will ever come out of it, and the very thought of it broke me apart.“I would love to, but my feet hurt from dancing a bunch
[Erin]“Aren’t you supposed to be dancing?” My grandfather approached me while holding a glass of wine between his fingers as he made his way around to my side. He gave it a little stir before taking a swig, and then he questioned me immediately afterward. “Are you enjoying your night, cara?”I tried my best not to let any signs of anxiety show on my face as I gave him a warm grin and enthusiastic nod in response to what he said. “Of course, Pa. This night is wonderful. I just have to give my feet a rest. They’re swelling.”I pointed to my feet though they were covered behind my billowing gown. Pa seemed to understand what I meant. Surely, he must have seen me a while ago dancing nonstop, each with different men. “Oh, do you want me to call a medic to check your feet?” His brows dipped in concern, and he lifted his hand to brush the locks away from my face. “No, no.” I quickly dismiss the idea and let out a nervous laugh. My gaze veered over the crowd, looking for a man in a royal b
[Erin] I don’t know if my heart pummeling against my ribs with anticipation that I am incredibly nervous about the notion of us getting married in secret. I tilt my head, looking at the man that turned my life upside down. We are both far from being perfect, nowhere near actually. At the start, we were both people on the opposite side of the pole, impossible to begin with, but right at this moment, I could jump through the highest building with my head first, knowing that he was going to be at the bottom, waiting to catch me, and I would do it over and again just to be with him.“You’re shaking, doll,” Nikolai noted over my trembling body. I let out a shaking breath, clouding in front of us, hugging his coat around me. “I am.”I did try to keep my voice steady, but it didn’t come out well. Instead, I sounded a little bit reluctant and scared.“Are you having second thoughts?” …and I somehow hurt his feelings.I vehemently shake my head and assure him that that is not what I had in mi
[Erin]That was enough encouragement for him. He lifted one hand to my face and kissed the tip of my nose before he climbed out of his vehicle and assisted me afterward.I was greeted by the raucous noise of crashing waves as well as the brisk surge of cold sea breeze. The tip of my heels immediately sinks into the sand. Nikolai noticed my sudden discomfort and kneeled down, taking my heels off my feet, quickly massaging the balls on my ankles for a moment. I close my eyes for a moment, unconsciously moaning as the strain on my feet faded. Then Nikolai stood and ushered me in front of his car. We were suddenly bathed with the warm light of his car, providing us enough illumination to see what was ahead of us, and it was the endless stretch of the ocean lapping its waves to the shore. I didn’t even care that I was standing barefooted underneath my billowing gown.The sound of footsteps graveling on the sand caught our attention, and a man in a black suit came into our sight with a bri
[Third Person's Point of View — Mikael]Mikael stares at the heavy Mahogany double door which is the last place he saw Erin before she vanished from his view. That woman.Everything he had worked for almost all his life was gone like a bubbling bursting into the air. In just a fraction of a moment, all was lost. The wealth and power within his grasp evaporated. That old man. He was supposed to be his heir—the sole inheritor of one of the biggest mobs in Italy.He could simply kill him. Make him bend to his will and change the documents transferring everything written to his name. Nevertheless, for some inexplicable reason, he retained a trace of conscience within him. He owed the man his life, and if it weren't for him, he wouldn't be standing on top of the chain right now. He was indebted to him.He wasn't lying when he said that he cared for the man. He treated him as his own and didn't look at him the other way like the starving street child he found many years ago. However, he
[Third Person's Point of View — Mikael]Mikael’s brows furrowed. “And how do you know this?”Sabina laughed, a heartily laugh that makes the other couple dancing near them whip their head at them. “I am not blind, Mikael. I’ve known them. I can see the fire that they both have for one another.”That finally rings a bell in his head. He remembered the day when they were still in Russia. When Erin went out for a walk and he had escorted her through the snowy lawn. The time when he threatened her.He wasn’t surprised by the information, but somehow it tweak in his chest with uneasiness. It could pose a problem. How did Sabina knew Erin and Nikolai? Was she closed to them?“She loved the bastard.” He groused, placing his palm flat on her bare back, and guided her to the center of the dance floor.“Apparently, and so he does, and I am sure he'll do anything to have her back.”Nikolai is a formidable foe and Mikael sees him as a potential threat. If what Sabina was saying was that the basta
[Erin]I don’t know if I would be sad that the time I spent with Nikolai is limited or be relieved that he had brought me back just in time Pa had sent out a word to look for me. I could sense that Mikael was behind all of it. I could see it in his eyes, the mischief that was gleaming in his gaze, which served as a reminder that he is really serious about sticking his nose into my affairs.“Fancy ring, you got there, and a coat.”Cold dread lingered on the back of my neck and my heart seems to have taken a plunge from a hundred feet floors.Shit! I know he’s keeping close eyes on me, but I hadn’t anticipated that he would literally watch me this close. Like everything that came to his notice, even the way I changed my breathing. He’s like a vulture prowling at the corner, waiting for the lions to leave the carcass unguarded so he can scavenge what was left.A greedy bastard.I acted as if his remark didn’t concern me and that it wasn’t something that would raise any suspicion.“Oh, t
[Erin] The smell of poppy and roses filled my senses as I set down a basket of them right in front of a lead grey tombstone just. The wind around me gushes in chilly temperature, picking up the autumn leaves, swirling into the air, and ruffling my hair in the process.“I miss you, Pa,” I whispered, pushing back the tears pricking at my eyes as I stared at his name engraved in bold black characters.It has been five years since that tragic day, but still, it played back inside my mind like it happened yesterday. I remember it so vividly that the horrific memories haunted me in my nightmares for years. I was traumatized by the sound of gunshots, I froze whenever I see blood and trembled even at the subtlest banging noise. Nikolai had always been by my side, calming me down whenever I have panic attacks, when I woke up screaming in the middle of the night, and when I sometimes get so violent to the point where I didn't realize I was already hurting myself and the people around me. One
[Vereena]If there's one thing I could use to my advantage, it's the element of surprise. He didn't know I am capable of manhandling a person, and he doesn't know that I am nimble for my size.Taking a deep breath, I drew my elbow and pummeled it hard into the soft flesh right under Mikael’s ribs. His pained grunt blows on my ear utterly caught him off guard. Twisting against his grip, I tried knocking his gun, but he was able to pull the trigger. My head spins and my eardrums rang deafeningly at the proximity of the blast. My action messed with his aim, and instead of blowing my head off, the molten hot bullet seared through my shoulder blade. “Fuck!”I'm tired, but adrenaline shot through my veins, and in one swift motion, I bring my knees to his gut. His grip finally loosens on me, and I quickly remove myself away from him. Pivoting on my heels, I watch Pa’s terrified expression, Nikolai’s bellowing voice sounded muffled in my ears just as the crossfire started.I ran to Pa, rain
[Erin]“Linda, come on.” I tug the terrified woman’s hand right after I shot those men dead. I am still trembling, my fingers could barely hold the handle of my gun, but I keep my head leveled, knowing that if I gave in to my panic, we would both likely be killed.Fortunately, Linda was too terrified to even asks me a question. She just obliged, nodding excessively as we both wade along the wall. I keep my vigilance high, gun right before me, the safety pin unlatched, and with the knife poised, ready to stab anyone that would jump right in front of us. Linda creeps closely behind me, holding the hem of my dress like a little child to her mother. As we rounded the corner, three more men emerges through my line of sight. However, before I could pull the trigger, a hand clasps around my gun, knocking it out of my grip. My quick reflexes took over me, slashing the knife into his face. He hadn't anticipated my attack and he stumbled backward, clutching his bloodied face, but I didn't let
[Third Person’s Point of View—Nikolai]“Took you damn hell long enough.” Nikolai groused in annoyance to Akim while he slightly limped on his legs towards their posts just outside the palace.The blast detonated from the bombs he planted all over the place the night during Erin’s ball. He had planned it all along in case the Seraglios won’t heed his request upon taking back his wife. And he's right. That leeching son of a bitch double crosses not only him but Tommaso as well. Nikolai couldn't help but be amused by the thought that the old man got swindled by the own boy he took in years ago. But that amusement immediately faded when the realization hit him that Erin is the one that suffered the most. Trapped in the middle. “I thought you’re bidding your time,” Akim responded, handing him a bulletproof vest, and arming him with guns. A part from the medic team also came to his side, examining the cuts and bruises he got but he immediately dismisses them with a single flicker of his
[Erin]I snatch the lighter off the table, cracking it a few times before it sparkled into flames. I first melted the rope around my ankle, ignoring the heat and blowing the fire out before it could burn me alive. The ties loosens and I was able to free my feet first. I can now stand with ease but my hands were quite difficult to release since I cannot hold the lighter properly to burn it from my wrists.There must be something in here.I rummaged through his drawers and closets, trying to find anything until I found a Swiss knife buried under the layers of scratch paper. I flicked the blade and quickly dropped to the floor, sandwiching the handle in between my feet then started sawing the rope. It takes longer than burning it, but eventually, I finally cut the rope in half. Using the Swiss knife, a picked the lock on the doorknob, just like how Tiara taught me. Surprisingly, without her guidance, I managed to twist the knob and unlock the whole thing. I wanted to celebrate but, I st
[Erin]“Move bitch!” Mikael’s voice roared at my side while I struggle to keep my footing as he drags me harshly into the stairs. I tried not to trip, one hand holding my belly, cursing the bastard.I have no idea where he was taking me, but as I look over my shoulder, I could no longer see Nikolai, just the thick cloud of dust and the loud gunfire reverberating. Nothing left but chaos and it’s everywhere.We came to the corridor, but instead of going to the wing leading to my room, Mikael was taking me to the opposite. My feet strained from following his brisk steps. “Where the hell are you taking me?” My attention went down the hallway we were weaving. I have never been to this place in the palace. “Let me go!” I cried, clawing Mikael’s wrist, but the bastard just won't budge. Damn it! He steered me through the darkened hallway, and then we stopped in front of a door, he twisted the knob and kicked it open. Mikael forcedly tugged me, hurling me inside.A yelp tore through my th
[Erin]He could end this now. He could talk to Mikael and hope to change his mind. The bastard told me once that he cared for Pa, and he respects him as he was the one that took care of him and pulled him out of the gutter.Guards surged inside right behind him, circling around us with their weapons drawn, most of them pointing at Nikolai and the rest at Mikael.“Mikael!” Pa barked out furiously. His eyes fixed on me with perplexity. “What do you think you’re doing!? Get that gun away from her!”Instead of listening, Mikael only snickered and bared his teeth to everyone, ignoring Pa’s order.“What are you all standing at!? Take that cretin immobilized at once!” He snapped his fingers and turn to his guards before he finally notices Nikolai standing in the middle and fixed his eyes on him in bewilderment. “And you, what the hell are you doing in my place?”He doesn’t know?No one spoke, not move. Even a pin drop could be heard in between. But the tension was so palpable in the air that
[Erin]Weeks passed and I still have no news about Nikolai. And yes, I am turning five weeks pregnant. I told Linda to book me an appointment with an OB under an alias last day. I asked Pa if I could go out, and have leisure time for myself outside the palace and he let me. Though not without a dozen of guards following me behind. I went to the clinic for a short visit to make sure that everything was going well with the baby, and the doctor provided me with several medications. Vitamins and other supplements to maintain the health of my bones and to provide the vital nutrients for the growing baby inside my womb. For the first time, I heard my baby’s heartbeat. It was so loud that it bounces off the wall and I couldn't help but shed a tear thinking how Nikolai could have missed such a precious moment. Pa didn't know yet, and Linda is getting suspicious each day since I am having terrible morning sickness every now and then. It is only a matter of time until my belly started showi
[Third Person’s Point of View—Nikolai]Mikael Seraglios was the only one who stepped down from the chopper before it lifted back into the air and rounded the sky. “She’s not here,” Akim growled beside him, but Nikolai held up his hand to calm him down and motioned him to go according to his plan.Huffing angrily, Akim complied and take the speedboat to a safe distance right after Nikolai sets foot on the island.Something is definitely wrong.His shoes sunk into the sand and the soft waves crashing on the shore somehow counterfeit the tension burgeoning in the atmosphere.The armed men immediately went to surround him, pointing the nozzles on their guns, keeping their fingers on the trigger. “Where is she?” Nikolai didn’t hesitate to ask soon as he came face to face with Mikael.“Back in the palace. Living like a princess.” He shrugs and pushed his hand down to his pocket.Erin’s absence is quite understandable, knowing that the Seraglios know how to play their card, but what he was