PATRICIA’S POV “Nurse Aubrey? Pasensya ka na talaga, ha? Medyo masama ang pakiramdam ko kahapon, ikaw lang tuloy mag isa rito,” Isang matamis na ngiti lang ang sagot ng assistant nurse ko. I was not able to work yesterday because of my tummy. Mula noong kumain kami sa labas at nag bar nila Jess ay nagsusuka na ako. “Ayos lang, doc. Puro check-up lang naman po ang ginawa ko kahapon. Okay na po ba kayo?” Ngumiti ako. “I’m already fine,” Good thing she didn’t get mad. Since I came in earlier, I've only been saying sorry to her. At kapag naaalala ko kung sino ang nag hatid sa’kin sa bahay noong nag lasing ako ay parang gusto ko na mag kulong sa kwarto. Hindi ko ‘yon makalimutan hanggang ngayon. Mabuti at hindi nalaman nila mommy dahil katulong ang nakaabot sa’min. Nagtataka rin ako kung bakit wala ako masyadong maalala no’ng gabing ‘yon. Dahil ba sa sobrang lasing ako? Ang naalala ko lang ay pinainom ako ng gamot ni mommy. Si Jaime, marami ako’ng natanggap na messages galing sa kan
PATRICIA’S POV I can't believe that I will experience the satisfaction now that I longed for before. I am successful now. Hindi ko nga alam kung paano ko napagsasabay ang mga bagay na gusto kong gawin. Weekend ngayon kaya sarado ang clinic. It's supposed to be my rest day today but I chose to find out from Jess the update on the land I want to buy. “Why don’t you just gave me the contact number of the owner so we can negotiate, Jess!” Halos dumiin ang hawak ko sa cellphone habang kausap ko siya. I frustratingly throw a feet when she started with her bubbliness again. Gusto kong kunin ang number no’ng may ari ng lupa na gusto kong bilhin. She already send me the picture of the land and I love it, so I want to buy that immediately. “Let's meet at the coffee shop!” Napairap ako sa sinabi niya. “Really, Jess? Number lang ng owner ang hinihingi ko. Bakit kailangan pa natin magkita?” She laughed. “I’m sure you’re already rolling your eyes! You didn’t miss me? Let’s just have a quic
PATRICIA’S POV Everything feel so unreal. Akala ko pagbalik ko rito, ayos na ang lahat. I thought I wouldn’t feel heaviness in my heart anymore but the moment he looked at me with cold, the better version of myself that I build through the years slowly…loosen up. After my epic meeting with Callum, I stayed in my room all day without talking to anyone. I haven't talked to Jess in a few days now. I was mad at her. I tried to think why she had to do that to me. She set us up. “Good morning, doc…” Tumango ako kay Nurse Aubrey. Wala ako sa mood na ngumiti ngayon. Nilunod ko ang sarili sa trabaho ngayong araw kahit pa ilang beses na tumatawag si Jess. I don't want to talk to her. Para ano? Ipagtanggol si Callum? At some point, I feel so betrayed. She knows what Callum did to me and my depression when I lost Agatha was no joke. Could Callum ask her for a favor? To introduce him as the owner of the land so we can interact again? For what? “Doc, are you okay?” Napatianod ako nang mari
PATRICIA’S POV “Patricia! Bumaba ka na! Your friends are already here!” I can’t count how many time mom called me. Inaayos ko pa ang mga damit ko dahil ngayon kami aalis papunta sa preferred resort ni Kelvin. It’s his birthday tomorrow so we’ll go there to celebrate. “Tell them to wait!” Sinipat ko na ang mga bikini at dress na dadalhin. Sabi ni Kelvin ay mag stay kami roon ng tatlong araw kaya nagpasobra na ako ng mga isusuot ko. Kilala rin ni Kelvin ang may-ari no’ng resort kaya naintriga ako kung maganda ba talaga roon. Si Jess naman, wala na ako’ng choice kundi pansinin siya. I can’t really resist her. She explained everything to me when she came here last week. She admitted that she already know Callum was the owner of the land but she just pushed to recommend Callum to me because she know that I really like the land. She also admitted that Callum didn’t know that I am the buyer. Ngayon pa lang, kinakain na ako ng kahihiyan kapag naaalala ang ginawa. I left him there and ove
PATRICIA’S POV “Happy birthday, Kelvin!” Kelvin's look shows a mixture of surprise and joy. It’s already 6 am and we decided to surprise him. We’re still wearing our pajamas. Dapat talaga ay magkakaroon kami ng birthday salubong sa kanya pero pagkatapos naming manood ng sunset kahapon at kumain ng dinner ay nakatulog agad kami. “Happy birthday to you…” we sang out of tune and ended up laughing. Hawak ko ang cake habang nakapalibot kami kay Kelvin na nakaupo sa kama, si Jaime ang kumukuha ng video. “T-Thank you guys!” Kelvin said in a teary eyed then blow the candle. Niyakap namin siya. “Iinom tayo mamaya, ah! You promised!” “Whatever, Jess...” nguso kong sabi. “By the way, Austine found a way to be with me today! He has no errands and he's on his way here!” Nagulat ako pero kalaunan ay ngumiti rin. She looks excited. Akala mo’y ang tagal hindi nakita ang boyfriend. “So I'm the only one who doesn't have a special someone on my special day?” Kelvin gasped. “Sabi ko nga, singl
PATRICIA’S POV Pagkatapos ng mga nakakapagod na activities kanina at pag kuha ng maraming pictures, nagpahinga kami at kumain. Medyo natahimik nga ako at nawala sa mood dahil sa mga kakaibang tingin ni Callum. I want to slap him, for real. He keeps staring at me the whole time. Ano na lang ang iisipin ni Bella? I'm sure she knows about my past with Callum. But thankfully, they didn't eat with us anymore because that was another awkwardness for sure. Nang pumatak ang gabi, hinanda na namin ang mga alak at pagkain para sa celebration ng birthday ni Kelvin. Hindi ito gaganapin sa loob ng hotel kundi sa labas, malapit sa tahimik na dagat.They create a bon fire. Papalibot kami roon mamaya. “Finally, I will experience my dream birthday celebration!” masayang usal ni Kelvin habang nandito kami sa may buhanginan. This is what he really want. To celebrate in a simple way with us. Ang sarap pakinggan ng mga alon mula rito. It’s so peaceful. Madilim na pero may mga ilaw sa palibot ng mga p
PATRICIA’S POV (Continuation...)Nang matapos ang maikling yakapan at pag congrats sa dalawa naming kaibigan, bumalik na kami sa palibot ng bonfire at nag simulang uminom ulit. Ang hilo na dapat kong naramdaman kanina ay ngayon na tumalab. Masyado kasi ako’ng napukaw sa eksena nila Tyrone. Uminom din ako ng hard drinks pagkatapos ng beer. Gusto kong lunurin ang sarili sa alak ngayon. I badly want to get drunk tonight and I don’t know why! “Hey, don’t drink too much…” Inagaw ni Jaime ang panibagong alak na bubuksan ko. “You’ve drink too much already” he said softly. “But I want to drink more! I’m okay, promise!” I even smiled at him. Sila Kelvin at Jess nga ay mukhang lasing na! “So, when was the wedding guys?!” tanong ni Jess na kinikilig. “Uh, I’ve planned it next year,” Tyrone answered. Sobrang ready na talaga sila… “Magiging mag-asawa na kayo soon! Sa’kin lang naman ay sana…mag mahalan lang kayo at hindi na mag hiwalay!” sabi ni Jess. “Wala ako’ng advice na maibibigay, hin
PATRICIA’S POV “Hindi ka na bumalik kagabi. Nadatnan ka na namin na tulog!” Kagigising ko lang at napapahikab pa habang kaharap si Jess. “I-Inaantok na kasi ako kaya hindi na ako nakabalik…” pagsisinungaling ko. Kahit ang totoo, sinunod ko ang sinabi ni Callum. Hindi na tuloy ako nakapag-paalam sa kanila. “Hinahanap ka tuloy ni Jaime kagabi, pinuntahan ka! Ang dami mo kasing ininom!” I sighed. Jaime was worried. “Hindi na rin naman bumalik kagabi sila Callum kagabi kaya inubos lang namin yung mga natirang alak at nagpahinga na rin,” I frowned. “Sila C-Callum?” “Oo! Pag alis mo ay umalis din sila ni Bella! Lasing na raw si Bella kaya nagpahatid na!” My chest throbbed so fast again. I remembered again what happened last night. Everything he said. How he held me. Even the k-kiss… I swallowed and took a deep breath. His eyes that scream anxious last night...I can’t forget. “By the way, medyo nainis ka ba kay Bella kagabi? Kasi ako, oo!” Jess crossed her arms irritated. “Bakit