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Kabanata 39

Author: Chantria
last update Huling Na-update: 2022-05-18 15:20:11
Patricia's POV

Nakatulog at nagising na lang ako na iniisip parin ang sinabi ni Callum kagabi. It’s clear that he will tell mom what’s happening to me and I’m sure he’ll do it without thinking twice.

He’s scaring me, huh?

Well, magagawan ko naman iyon ng paraan. The thing I’m really thinking right now is how I’m going to hide my condition.

My pregnancy is not forever. My womb will grew bigger and I’m already scared! I’m not yet ready for the judgement. For the issues and for the reactions of my family.

I know that being pregnant is just a common because I’m already married but…me and Callum doesn’t loved each other. We don’t have plans to go deep through our relationship.

Sumisilip na ang liwanag sa bintana kaya agad na ako’ng bumangon at pumunta sa banyo. Naligo na ako at pakiramdam ko ay maayos na ako dahil hindi na ako nahihilo ngayon.

Habang nagsusuot ng uniform ay hindi ko maiwasan na mapatitig sa sarili sa salamin. Ngayon pa lang ay naiiyak na ako sa isipin na tataba
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    Callum’s POV “Nagawa mo na ba ang inuutos ko?” Iyon agad ang bungad ko ng makita ang kaibigan kong si Austine pag pasok ko ng office. Pagod akong umupo sa harap ng lamesa ko at nag hihintay sa sasabihin niya. “Wala ka namang inutos na hindi ko nagawa” mayabang na sabi nito bago inilahad sa harap ko ang isang brown envelope. Seryoso kong kinuha ‘yon at napangiti kalaunan ng makita ang nilalaman. “Good job. I already send the money on your account” I smirked. Isa-isa kong binuklat ang mga litrato at dokumento na nilalaman ng envelope at gusto kong palakpakan ang sarili ko. I knew it. I knew from the very start that Mr. Clemente was hiding something in his pocket. “Your suspicion is correct after all, huh?” mangha na sabi ni Austine habang nakaturo sa litrato ni Mr. Clemente na nakikipag-usap sa isang businessman. “Nalulong na siya sa sugal at nagkaroon ng maraming utang dahil dito. He even reasoned his being hospitalized and used his daughter” “How can he act innocent and

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    Callum’s POV “Did you already send her a food? Her meds?” tanong ko kay Nanay Nelia pagkarating ko sa hapag. May mga pagkain na sa lamesa pero wala si Patricia. “Opo, pero hindi pa niya kinakain kasi sumusuka pa siya. Yung gamot naman kumpleto ang ibinigay ko,” sagot nito bago umalis. Napabuga na lang ako ng hangin bago nag simula kumain. Gusto ko sana siya puntahan sa kwarto at alagaan pero alam kong susungitan niya lang ako. Hindi naman lingid sakin na iniiwasan ako ni Patricia. I get it that she felt awkward every time we’re together after that hilarious night. I know because of what happened between us, she confirmed her doubts to me even more. I can’t blame her because every time I tried to make a conversation with her, she’ll walk out and will distance herself. Every time I looked at her, I’d remember that night and I want to curse myself because of that. That’s why I feel that she was mad of me. “Nariyan na po ang driver, sir” Tumango ako sa isang katulong bago

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    Callum's POV I became too busy with the company. Meeting with the boards and sharing some structural ideas with the members was not that easy. I was trying my best to manage my time but Patricia herself also makes way to avoid me. “I talked to Mr. Clemente yesterday, he said that you have appointment with him?” Pagod ako’ng tumingin kay mommy na nakaupo sa harap ko. Katatapos lang ng meeting ko kasama ang mga shareholders at mamaya ay may panibago na naman. My mind was already tired. “Yes, mom. He’s encouraging me to invest to that specific property” sagot ko sa malamlam na boses. “What’s your plan?” she asked curiously. Nag kibit-balikat ako. “I was planning to trapped him and make him look like he can't fool me. He’s working on another way to pay off his debts” “Hmm, he’s really an abuser” mapait na sabi ni mommy. “By the way, you look so trouble at the meeting earlier. Is anything bothering you, Callum?” “No, mom. I’m just tired maybe…” isinandal ko ang katawan sa

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    CALLUM’S POV“I won’t go to the office today” Mabilis ko rin pinatay ang tawag pagkatapos ko sabihin ‘yon. It was my secretary. It’s weekend again so I will spend my day here in our house. Kung makikita rin naman ako ni mommy sa kompanya ay magagalit siya. Dahil gusto niya na magkaroon ako ng oras kay Patricia.I started my morning by opening some files. Una kong binuksan ang mga files at documents na isinend ni Austine. Ayon sa kanya, nilalaman nito ang mga impormasyon tungkol sa mga Laurier.Pilit kong inintindi ang nilalaman nito ngunit tanging pinagkakautangan lamang nila ang nakalagay, sa pagkakaalam ko ay bayad na rin nila ang mga ito so there’s no point anymore.“It is nonsense” usal ko bago pinatay ang laptop. Lumabas ako ng kwarto at dumiretso sa kusina. Nakaramdam ako ng uhaw kaya gusto ko uminom ng tubig. Wala ako’ng nakikitang maids at tanging si Patricia lang ang nadatnan ko. Nakatalikod siya habang nagtitimpla ng kape at kusang lumingon ng marinig ang yabag ko.“Good

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