Emma's POV.My heart was hammering as Ethan too my hand, leading me to the bedroom, his hand held mine, making me feel the warmth of his skin, leaving my stomach in my heels. He was silent, standing beside me, hands folded as we both entered into my bedroom.Ethan stopped by the doors and turned to face me. “This is it. As far as I intend to go for now" he reached into the closet, and withdrew a length of white cloth. “i will put this blindfold on you. By allowing me to put it on anytime I desire, you are agreeing to willingly follow every instruction given to you fr this moment without hesitation. If you do not agree, I will take you home, back to your father.” He blinked at me, waiting. “Do you so agree?” His voice was formal.I took a deep breath. “I don’t have a choice, do I?”Ethan lifted a shoulder. “There is always a choice.”I searched myself. Could I do this, knowing what would likely be expected of me?I lifted my chin, summoned my courage. “I agree.”Ethan nodded once, and
Ethan's POVThe change inside her was instant, i held her chin even as she made to pull away from me, "You don’t know that. It will happen soon, Sticking your finger into a steaming cup of liquid tells me all I need to know. You didn’t make a sound. Last night, you didn’t respond to my bites. I turned you on, but I didn’t cause you pain.”“I like a lot of pain.”I stared at her, seeing the denial within her depths, and the lies spilling from her mouth.“I don’t know what you like to feel. If you can’t feel pain then in certain cases, the person starts to feel like they need pain. You are not craving pain, Emma. You are hunting for it because the idea of not feeling it scares you.”She stared at me with tears in her eyes, I could not help but released her face and reached down to haul her up into my lap.Emma didn’t fight me as i settled her onto my lap, i wrapped my arms around her body, holding her tight against me so she couldn’t move.“We’re going to talk about this, and you are no
“I liked pain, or I thought I liked pain. The guy I lost my virginity to he wasn’t clean about it or nice. It hurt a little. I don’t know if it hurt or if it was supposed to hurt.”“I get it,” i said, kissing her shoulder.“It was before my transition. I was eighteen, and I wanted to have sex as a human. I heard that some wolves couldn’t have sex without turning. If I got a human mate I didn’t want to risk killing him so I decided to have sex before. There was a little pain, but I didn’t have an orgasm. That was the last time I ever felt pain.”i listened to her talk, finally opening up to my, Her wolf stopped pacing and simply rested, clearly happy that she was trusting someone with the truth."Afterward I thought I needed the pain to get off. I couldn’t enjoy sex any other way, and so I did a little research and I found people who felt the same. Before my transition, I could feel pain, and all of a sudden, it was gone. I figured I had to go looking for it.” Emma opened up telling me
"I want him to go away,” I said, this moment with Ethan was my moment of truth, I have decided to open up to him and there is no going back, that has always been my desire from the day I killed that man.“I can’t make him go away.” he said, turning me so i was sat on the sofa. “You have not talked about your mother Emma, Everything you have told me would not have affected your ability to feel pain. You had sex before your transition, and that made you believe you needed pain to get off. You have not talked about your mother or your transition.”My mother was always off topic as far as i was concerned. “I don’t want to talk about my mom.”Ethan stroked a finger across my lips. He settled between my thighs, pressing his body on top of mine. my wolf moaned within my mind, bowing down to his presence. “How does your pack feel to having me as your mate?” I asked him, changing the subject.“You finally believe we are mates now?”“I can’t deny it. Not many men would put up with what I have p
i didn’t want him to meet her mother, she was awful, vile and evilHe thrust his pelvis against my core. “I think it’s time for that grand tour.” Ethan said, withdrawing from me, and i couldn’t stop the whimper from leaving my lips. He was torturing me on purpose, he knew what he was doing, subtle seduction, that my body responds to on its own Accord, I was sure of what I was thinking“I’m naked, Sir,” i said, reminding him if he had forgotten he said he wanted me naked all the time, I don't think he wants me naked outside too.“Good. I like seeing the beauty of my submissive. You’re truly beautiful, Emma.” He took my hand within his.He is ours as much as we are his.“This is one of the sitting rooms.” He picked up the remote and pointed it at the screen. “Ah, yes, this is the sports room. The television will only take sports, so no one can complain about what’s on the television.”Ethan spent all morning taking me from room to room. i loved the age of the house. He had kept a great
“Yes, I’ve brought submissives here. I never expected to find my mate. Since I’ve met you, there hasn’t been any other woman for me.” i turned around and saw him standing with his arms folded. Every time he folded his arms, i was drawn to the thickness of his arms. There was nothing timid or tame about him.“There have been no other men for me either.” I reply, not upset that he had brought other women here. There was no reason for me to be jealous or angry. “Am I your exclusive submissive?” I asked, knowing fully well i was putting myself out there even with my problems.“Yes, you are my only submissive, and you have been a little disobedient today,” he said, stepping up close to me,i looked up at him and smiled. HerA smile I know would have his gut twisting. I could sense him not wanting to lose me. i had not opened up about my mother, but I had told him the truth about my past, and Riya my wolf was happy with the admissions as well. It was a start for both of us.************Etha
Emma's POV.I felt Ethan withdraw from me, his eyes were dark, shamelessly filled with lust, I could sense he was forming a plan in his head, his eyes roamed over my body, taking in the sights of my nakedness, my erected nipples pointed out of my breasts, down to my well shaved pussy, I could see the fire in his eyes, the longing through the way his body was reacting.The touch of his lips again on my skin was tender, sensual, leaving a tingle rushing all through me, and then his lips skated across my skin, warm and moist, and I couldn’t stop a shiver, couldn’t stop a gasp, His lips moved from the bud of my nipples up to my shoulder, but kissing for the sake of kissing. Oh, god. He was kissing the bruised skin of my breasts, No one had kissed my hurts since I was a tiny child. My mother was never the kiss-it-better type, even on her best days. And my father, well, he had been loving enough, but was often absent, working all the time.Now the kisses moved across my collarbone, down ar
“No? Not yet, hmm?” His breath touched my cheek, and then his lips descended, ever so briefly, to the swell of my lower lip again, there was something about this kiss, it was extremely erotic, passionate, I melted into his arms as he kissed me.His erected penis poking at my pussy, reminding me I was not the only one aroused, Ethan kissed me so softly, so quickly, I might have imagined it. And then I felt a nip, sharp teeth catching my lip, and I gasped. “Very well. I can wait.*****************Ethan's POV.The mating heat began to build inside me, and i moaned as a fresh wave of pleasure struck me, my throbbing cock hurt with how swollen I had gotten, I intentionally touched her pussy with my cock, letting her know she aroused me like no other.Tearing my mouth from her lips, i glided my hand down to circle one hard nipple, Once again i went to my knees, bringing the clamps within easy reach, Ididn’t speak to her any longer as I stared at the heavy weight of her tits with the brown