I stayed perfectly still as he got what he wanted, seconds later, he sat down on the bed. “I’m going to brush your hair for you.”Ethan ran the brush through my hair, taking his time, when he got to knots, i was surprised how gentle he was in working them out, my curiosity increased about him.“You have got questions?” he asked.“How did you know, Sir?”“You’re fidgeting. I have noticed over the year you fidget when you are curious, but otherwise you sit still like a good little sub. Ask your questions. I’m ready to listen.” He continued to brush my hair. I loved the attention, my mother had not been the kind of woman to spend the time brushing hair.“Where did you learn to brush hair, Sir?” i asked. Since he given me permission to speak, but i remembered to use his title, I wanted to please him further.“I have dealt with a lot of subs. I have found many of them like this kind of attention, and it’s a skill I learned to acquire. You are my mate, Emma. Iwill do whatever necessary to m
Ethan worked my hair into a ponytail. “I love your hair, but I don’t want it to get in my way. I love watching your face.” He took a seat again, confusing me the more.He offered me a slice of peach, I stared at the fruit then at him, a frowned appeared on my face.“You will feed from my hands,” he said.Leaning forward I sucked the fruit from his fingers trying not to touch his skin, Ethan laughed. “I wash my hands. You’re not going to get any diseases.” For several minutes he fed me different slices of fruit, sipping his coffee and reading the paper. The only attention he paid me was with the fruit he offered up.Was i invisible?Gripping the edge of my seat, I took more fruit. When the bowl was empty he buttered some toast and tore the bread apart. Again, i had to take the food from his fingers. Slowly, the anger started to ebb away to be replaced with comfort. I liked taking food from his offered hands. He was feeding me, caring for me.When the food was all gone, Ethan took plent
“Go into the sitting room. I’m going to finish cleaning the dishes. I want you to kneel beside the coffee table and present to me.” She got to her feet, and i caught her wrist before she could leave. “This is not a punishment, Emma.” i pressed her hand to my cock. “I want you. I’m not repulsed by you, but I’m concerned like any other mate would be.”“There’s nothing to be concerned about, Sir.” She dropped her head showing her submission.“Let me be the judge of that.” i placed a kiss to her head, inhaling her scent.I watched her leave, pulling out my cell phone. I left the house, going out the door that led into the garden. Dialing Aiden's number, i waited for my friend to answer his call.“Hello,” Aiden said, groaning.“It’s nearly eight. Why are you still in bed?” I growled.“Well, my alpha kicked my ass out of the house and I don’t need to worry about getting up early.”I laughed. “I need you to get the Doc here.”“What did you do?” Aiden asked. All the sounds of sleep disappeare
Emma's POV.My heart was hammering as Ethan too my hand, leading me to the bedroom, his hand held mine, making me feel the warmth of his skin, leaving my stomach in my heels. He was silent, standing beside me, hands folded as we both entered into my bedroom.Ethan stopped by the doors and turned to face me. “This is it. As far as I intend to go for now" he reached into the closet, and withdrew a length of white cloth. “i will put this blindfold on you. By allowing me to put it on anytime I desire, you are agreeing to willingly follow every instruction given to you fr this moment without hesitation. If you do not agree, I will take you home, back to your father.” He blinked at me, waiting. “Do you so agree?” His voice was formal.I took a deep breath. “I don’t have a choice, do I?”Ethan lifted a shoulder. “There is always a choice.”I searched myself. Could I do this, knowing what would likely be expected of me?I lifted my chin, summoned my courage. “I agree.”Ethan nodded once, and
Ethan's POVThe change inside her was instant, i held her chin even as she made to pull away from me, "You don’t know that. It will happen soon, Sticking your finger into a steaming cup of liquid tells me all I need to know. You didn’t make a sound. Last night, you didn’t respond to my bites. I turned you on, but I didn’t cause you pain.”“I like a lot of pain.”I stared at her, seeing the denial within her depths, and the lies spilling from her mouth.“I don’t know what you like to feel. If you can’t feel pain then in certain cases, the person starts to feel like they need pain. You are not craving pain, Emma. You are hunting for it because the idea of not feeling it scares you.”She stared at me with tears in her eyes, I could not help but released her face and reached down to haul her up into my lap.Emma didn’t fight me as i settled her onto my lap, i wrapped my arms around her body, holding her tight against me so she couldn’t move.“We’re going to talk about this, and you are no
“I liked pain, or I thought I liked pain. The guy I lost my virginity to he wasn’t clean about it or nice. It hurt a little. I don’t know if it hurt or if it was supposed to hurt.”“I get it,” i said, kissing her shoulder.“It was before my transition. I was eighteen, and I wanted to have sex as a human. I heard that some wolves couldn’t have sex without turning. If I got a human mate I didn’t want to risk killing him so I decided to have sex before. There was a little pain, but I didn’t have an orgasm. That was the last time I ever felt pain.”i listened to her talk, finally opening up to my, Her wolf stopped pacing and simply rested, clearly happy that she was trusting someone with the truth."Afterward I thought I needed the pain to get off. I couldn’t enjoy sex any other way, and so I did a little research and I found people who felt the same. Before my transition, I could feel pain, and all of a sudden, it was gone. I figured I had to go looking for it.” Emma opened up telling me
"I want him to go away,” I said, this moment with Ethan was my moment of truth, I have decided to open up to him and there is no going back, that has always been my desire from the day I killed that man.“I can’t make him go away.” he said, turning me so i was sat on the sofa. “You have not talked about your mother Emma, Everything you have told me would not have affected your ability to feel pain. You had sex before your transition, and that made you believe you needed pain to get off. You have not talked about your mother or your transition.”My mother was always off topic as far as i was concerned. “I don’t want to talk about my mom.”Ethan stroked a finger across my lips. He settled between my thighs, pressing his body on top of mine. my wolf moaned within my mind, bowing down to his presence. “How does your pack feel to having me as your mate?” I asked him, changing the subject.“You finally believe we are mates now?”“I can’t deny it. Not many men would put up with what I have p
i didn’t want him to meet her mother, she was awful, vile and evilHe thrust his pelvis against my core. “I think it’s time for that grand tour.” Ethan said, withdrawing from me, and i couldn’t stop the whimper from leaving my lips. He was torturing me on purpose, he knew what he was doing, subtle seduction, that my body responds to on its own Accord, I was sure of what I was thinking“I’m naked, Sir,” i said, reminding him if he had forgotten he said he wanted me naked all the time, I don't think he wants me naked outside too.“Good. I like seeing the beauty of my submissive. You’re truly beautiful, Emma.” He took my hand within his.He is ours as much as we are his.“This is one of the sitting rooms.” He picked up the remote and pointed it at the screen. “Ah, yes, this is the sports room. The television will only take sports, so no one can complain about what’s on the television.”Ethan spent all morning taking me from room to room. i loved the age of the house. He had kept a great