I drifted off to sleep that night, listening intently to my Aunt's soft breathing. I decided to snuggle in beside her, unable to sleep on my own. I felt relaxed, knowing that somebody I loved was by my side. I knew that she loved me. I knew that she would protect me. I knew that she was there for me.
And I was so fortunate to have her.
If I didn't, I would have no idea what I would've done. With my father gone and all... she's been the only motherly figure to me in my childhood.
My heart throbbed at the mere thought of my father. I missed what life was like before he caught the sickness. The way he hugged me when the air around me was static and stormy. He would hold me tight and promise me that things would be alright. And it would all be over within a few hours. I couldn't help wishing I still had him to tell me that life at the moment would be alright.
I woke up feeling tired and groggy the following morning. The open, beaming sunlight was streaming through the open window, revealing to me that my Aunt Iris had gone. I assumed that she had gone to prepare breakfast.
Groaning, I pushed myself out of bed and dragged my feet down the stairs. I wasn't usually a very good morning person.
"Morning!" My Aunt beamed, handing me a plate of food. I eyed it warily.
"But...Aunt Iris," I began, staring open-mouthed down at the food. There were potatoes roasted still in their jackets with a slice of fresh, white, springy bread laid out neatly beside it. Upon closer inspection, I swore that I could see a thin layer of butter spread across the surface of the bread.
"What is it, child?" She asked me nonchalantly. I pointed to the food, unable to stop gaping, and she let out a laugh. "Yes, it is real, in case you were about to ask."
"This must've costed a fortune!" I stammered, "H-H-How did you get this?"
"With your earnings of course," she responded, "and besides, a growing girl like you needs her nutrients. Now, eat up!"
And without another word, she shoved the plate in front of me. I started biting into the crust of the bread, savouring its rich taste. I had missed the taste of food this good. It had been almost ages since I had eaten such a filling breakfast.
I finished it within minutes and stood up, feeling more energized than I could ever remember being. Snatching my satchel, I waved goodbye to my Aunt and dashed outside. The walk to the palace was the most heartening and enjoyable. The cloud of tiredness that usually hung over me had cleared, leaving me feeling refreshed. I felt ready to work.
As I manoeuvred my way through the palace, I felt a hand curl tightly around my wrist. I let out a small yelp, only to be greeted by a muffled shush.
A woman dressed up in a large black cloak had my wrist. She tugged me in a different direction to the kitchens. When I opened my mouth to say so, she had wrenched open a storage cupboard and dragged me inside.
I struggled against her grasp, but she was miles stronger than I was. Just when I was about to start screaming for help, the woman pulled off her hood to reveal...
"Adeia!" I exclaimed, letting out a sigh of relief, "Phew, it's you."
"Who did you think I was?" She whispered back, grinning.
"All I saw was a figure in black. It scared me slightly."
She laughed. It rang through the storage cupboard, high-pitched and tinkly. I couldn't help but twitch my face muscles into a smile.
A moment passed between both of us. We were staring at each other, our eyes interconnecting. I could feel my heart pumping vigorously in my chest. I couldn't stop looking at her, she was just too beautiful for words.
Adeia reached up and touched me lightly on the nose. I could feel my insides squirming with excitement and panic, but I did my best to remain calm. I ended blushing a dark crimson colour which made her smile even harder.
"Why all this secrecy?" I asked her casually, "Surely the future queen of Eresus does not need to be hiding in storage cupboards with a kitchen servant?"
"What if the future queen of Eresus wants to be hiding in storage cupboards with a kitchen servant?" She responded, mimicking my casual tone. I chuckled weakly.
"But why can't we stand out in the hallways? I still don't understand."
She put a finger to my lips and leant in so close that I could feel her warm breath on my face. My hands were shaking from the exhilaration and for the first time in a while, I felt important. I loved how she made me feel needed. It was a feeling that somebody else had ever made me feel.
"My father, King Paios, would never approve," She murmured sadly, lowering the volume of her voice. "He claims that I spend too much time around girls. He wants me to start and mingle with some of the Princes located in other sections of Greece."
I listened, my eyes were wide as saucers. It was hard for me to imagine my father like that. He wasn't a controlling man and used to support me unconditionally. I couldn't relate to how Adeia was feeling.
"And do you want to?" I asked, out of interest. She smirked, shaking her head.
"Of course not."
"Why not?"
"Because I'm not-"
Adeia suddenly cut herself off, looking down at her fingernails. That's when I realized that she was trembling slightly like she was on the edge of revealing some enclosed information. I stared at her expectedly, waiting for her to continue. She didn't pick up what she was saying again.
"Not what?" I blurted out, missing the signs that Adeia didn't want to tell me. She shook her head.
"It doesn't matter," She replied sharply.
I could tell that the atmosphere had turned frosty. I didn't think that she wanted me around. I turned to leave, resting my hand on the handle. Before I could get out, Adeia gripped my shoulder tightly.
"Wait, Heliodora," She commanded softly, "I have to give you something."
My eyes met hers again and she looked away hastily, a small flush creeping up her cheeks, She looked momentarily embarrassed, and then it vanished as quickly as it came.
Adeia pulled something out of the pocket of her gown. She reached for my hand and pressed a silk bag firmly into my palm.
"To compensate for the loss of your father. I send my best wishes to your family at this troubled time."
I peeped down and saw the glistening reflection of gold beaming up at me. The bag jangled in my hand. I let out a gasp. It was heavy.
"Adeia, this is wonderful but I can't possibly accept it-" I began but she interrupted me.
"I have plenty of gold. You don't have very much. Giving you more gold only makes logical sense," She said reasonably, "Take it. Give it to your Aunt."
I threw my arms around her, inhaling her sweet, lavender-scented perfume. An overwhelmed feeling washed over me. I didn't know what to say. I was so stunned. This was enough money to afford enough nutritious meals for at least a fortnight.
"I must head off to my duties now," She told me, "Until we meet again, Heliodora."
Adeia pulled the black cloak over her head, yanked the door open and disappeared down the hallway. I watched her go before dashing off to the kitchens. I was almost certainly late, but my head was spinning so much, I barely cared.
Before I entered the kitchen, I safely tucked the money inside one of my pockets in case it was questioned. I wasn't in the mood to be aggressively interrogated by some grumpy colleague.
"You're late," Mahra's voice interrupted my thoughts and brought reality back to a skidding halt. "Where did you run off to?"
"Sorry, Mahra," I apologised, dropping my sachel onto the floor. I swiftly grabbed the dustpan and brush off the front table and started sweeping the floor. I kept my eyes down and head focused on work. I didn't want anybody questioning where I was. The last thing I wanted was to get Adeia into loads of trouble.
I could feel Mahra and Haidyn's eyes on the back of my neck as I worked, but I didn't look upwards. Not for them, not for the world.
Adeia's kindness touched my heart with the money but I felt guilty. I didn't want Adeia to feel like she needed to give me money just for me to like her. It was wrong. I didn't deserve or work for the money, meaning that it wasn't rightfully mine.
I thought of the delicious breakfast I had eaten that morning and my stomach decided against giving it back. I wanted to continue eating really nice, filling meals rather than just nibbling on potato peels. My aunt was right. A growing girl like me needed as many vitamins and nutrients as she could get.
But what if that growing girl could barely afford a loaf of bread on a regular day?
My Aunt Iris greeted me warmly the second I walked through the door.The dark circles under her eyes had vanished, leaving behind a youthful, refreshed, hopeful woman. She looked different. Her eyes twinkled with happiness, and her ready, warm smile rarely left her face. It was almost as if she had developed a completely new persona overnight. Maybe she had.I handed her my days wages along with Adeia's gift. My Aunt Iris's eyes shone with excitement at the extra money I had brought in."Child! Where did you get that?" She asked me, her mouth stretching into a wide beam. She barely gave my wage a sideways glance. It was nothing compared to Adeia's gift."Oh, It's just a... bonus," The words left my mouth before I could think twice. I didn't know why I was lying to my Aunt. It wasn't that I didn't trust her because, in fact, I did. But the thought of Adeia getting into trouble socializing with me made my skin crawl with fear. I didn't want to s
It was a grim night. Great, fat droplets of rain were splattering mercilessly onto the cobbled streets of Eresus. This could only mean one thing: Autumn was coming. I trudged back from the market, my arms empty of all supplies and my empty pouch slapping against my thigh. It had not been a good day. Not only was I soaked through with the rain, but I also had nothing on me after a day's worth of begging. No food, no water, no clothes, how were my family going to get through this Autumn? Enviously, I turned my gaze to look over at the homes I passed by. If I peeped in through their windows, I could see coal roaring in the fireplaces, bread cooking on the stoves and children holding newly knit jumpers and stockings. They all looked like they had everything. The grinning beams on their faces were unmissable. They were happy. My home looked nothing like that. It was perched on the edge of Eresus, with broken windows and shutters that did
After a long, tedious, sleepless night, I was ready to get on with my day.Aunt Iris was already up, preparing some grated potato peels and some mushy vegetables that she managed to borrow from fellow neighbours. I flashed her a quick smile before digging into my breakfast. I learnt that by pinching your nose and swallowing down your food, it barely tasted like anything. It was only the aftertaste which you would have to deal with yourself.Grabbing my pouch, I was at the door, ready to bring home some money. I wasn't planning on heading to the agora this time, though. I was aiming at a much bigger place.The palace.I knew the risks, however, it wasn't illegal to beg in Eresus. It was heavily frowned upon, though. In the worst-case scenario, they would force me to go and beg elsewhere.Walking down the cobbled streets, I realized just how hungry I was despite having just eaten breakfast. The warm scent of freshly baked brea
I nodded uncertainly. My legs were still shaking from the ordeal; I was trembling. How on earth did I manage to get away with that? "Of course," I stammered, gazing shyly up at the girl. I then turned my attention to the loaf of bread that was outstretched in my hand. The loaf wasn't of perfect quality. I had crushed it and dented it in several places. So much that it no longer looked much like a rectangle. Nonetheless, crushed bread would likely still taste like nice bread and I was too hungry to complain. Breaking apart the loaf into two sections, I timidly passed it over to the girl. She accepted it gratefully, nibbling on the portion of her section. "I'll give my hat to you," She said between mouthfuls, "This is a good loaf of bread to be getting into a heated foot chase for." I took a bite. It tasted too heavenly for words. The bread seemed to almost melt in my mouth, calming the raging storm inside of my stomach.
I had no idea how I managed to drift off to sleep that night. My Aunt Iris's voice circled endlessly in my mind, taunting me, mocking me, tormenting me. They reminded me of something that I wanted so badly, but I could never have.The grief I felt in my chest was indescribable. It felt as if there was a tight knot placed inside my stomach, and it was getting tighter as each second ticked by. I felt too numb to cry. Everything hurt.Deep down inside, I suspected that his health had deteriorated beyond repair, but I never had the confidence to voice these suspicions aloud. It was almost as if I believed that if I ignored the elephant in the room it would go away unnoticed. But of course, that was not the case.I couldn't stand the thought of never seeing father's rosy smile, or hear his rumbling laugh or see his contagious smile again. It filled me with affright. I only had Aunt Iris left in this world.When I caught sight of streams of sunlight
I felt as if my whole body was floating on cloud nine. I practically was skipping from foot to foot, feeling giddy, rapt and elated. Talking to Adeia had helped numb the pain inside. She made me feel more optimistic that things were going to be okay, she made me feel safe, she made me dare to hope that things will get better. I stealthily padded down the stairs to the ground floor, on high alert for any signs of guards. The last thing I wanted was to end up behind bars for something silly such as trespassing. Thankfully, I didn't run into any other people except a few exhausted maids, carrying baskets full of neatly folded washing. They stared at me but were too tired to do something more than lightly grunt. As I tiptoed down the stairs to the kitchen, a wave of realization washed over me. I had shouted, snapped and acted in such an uncivil way towards Haidyn and Mahra. My cheeks flushed a tinge of red when I thought of how impolite I had been. I tried to jus
I'm backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk After an insanely long hiatus... I'm so sorry for not updating, now that the holidays have begun, I'm going to do my best to get it done as soon as possible. Thank you for not abandoning me, I haven't fully disappeared yet. And I hate leaving projects mid-complete, I just mentally can't stand it. And thank you to all my readers and subscribers, it means the world to me that you take time out of your busy lives to pick up this novel. Let me know what your thoughts are on this and if you have any bits of advice that I could use to make this novel better, don't be shy to comment it :) -Fiona
My Aunt Iris greeted me warmly the second I walked through the door.The dark circles under her eyes had vanished, leaving behind a youthful, refreshed, hopeful woman. She looked different. Her eyes twinkled with happiness, and her ready, warm smile rarely left her face. It was almost as if she had developed a completely new persona overnight. Maybe she had.I handed her my days wages along with Adeia's gift. My Aunt Iris's eyes shone with excitement at the extra money I had brought in."Child! Where did you get that?" She asked me, her mouth stretching into a wide beam. She barely gave my wage a sideways glance. It was nothing compared to Adeia's gift."Oh, It's just a... bonus," The words left my mouth before I could think twice. I didn't know why I was lying to my Aunt. It wasn't that I didn't trust her because, in fact, I did. But the thought of Adeia getting into trouble socializing with me made my skin crawl with fear. I didn't want to s
I drifted off to sleep that night, listening intently to my Aunt's soft breathing. I decided to snuggle in beside her, unable to sleep on my own. I felt relaxed, knowing that somebody I loved was by my side. I knew that she loved me. I knew that she would protect me. I knew that she was there for me. And I was so fortunate to have her. If I didn't, I would have no idea what I would've done. With my father gone and all... she's been the only motherly figure to me in my childhood. My heart throbbed at the mere thought of my father. I missed what life was like before he caught the sickness. The way he hugged me when the air around me was static and stormy. He would hold me tight and promise me that things would be alright. And it would all be over within a few hours. I couldn't help wishing I still had him to tell me that life at the moment would be alright. I woke up feeling tired and groggy the following morning. The open, beaming sunlight was st
I'm backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk After an insanely long hiatus... I'm so sorry for not updating, now that the holidays have begun, I'm going to do my best to get it done as soon as possible. Thank you for not abandoning me, I haven't fully disappeared yet. And I hate leaving projects mid-complete, I just mentally can't stand it. And thank you to all my readers and subscribers, it means the world to me that you take time out of your busy lives to pick up this novel. Let me know what your thoughts are on this and if you have any bits of advice that I could use to make this novel better, don't be shy to comment it :) -Fiona
I felt as if my whole body was floating on cloud nine. I practically was skipping from foot to foot, feeling giddy, rapt and elated. Talking to Adeia had helped numb the pain inside. She made me feel more optimistic that things were going to be okay, she made me feel safe, she made me dare to hope that things will get better. I stealthily padded down the stairs to the ground floor, on high alert for any signs of guards. The last thing I wanted was to end up behind bars for something silly such as trespassing. Thankfully, I didn't run into any other people except a few exhausted maids, carrying baskets full of neatly folded washing. They stared at me but were too tired to do something more than lightly grunt. As I tiptoed down the stairs to the kitchen, a wave of realization washed over me. I had shouted, snapped and acted in such an uncivil way towards Haidyn and Mahra. My cheeks flushed a tinge of red when I thought of how impolite I had been. I tried to jus
I had no idea how I managed to drift off to sleep that night. My Aunt Iris's voice circled endlessly in my mind, taunting me, mocking me, tormenting me. They reminded me of something that I wanted so badly, but I could never have.The grief I felt in my chest was indescribable. It felt as if there was a tight knot placed inside my stomach, and it was getting tighter as each second ticked by. I felt too numb to cry. Everything hurt.Deep down inside, I suspected that his health had deteriorated beyond repair, but I never had the confidence to voice these suspicions aloud. It was almost as if I believed that if I ignored the elephant in the room it would go away unnoticed. But of course, that was not the case.I couldn't stand the thought of never seeing father's rosy smile, or hear his rumbling laugh or see his contagious smile again. It filled me with affright. I only had Aunt Iris left in this world.When I caught sight of streams of sunlight
I nodded uncertainly. My legs were still shaking from the ordeal; I was trembling. How on earth did I manage to get away with that? "Of course," I stammered, gazing shyly up at the girl. I then turned my attention to the loaf of bread that was outstretched in my hand. The loaf wasn't of perfect quality. I had crushed it and dented it in several places. So much that it no longer looked much like a rectangle. Nonetheless, crushed bread would likely still taste like nice bread and I was too hungry to complain. Breaking apart the loaf into two sections, I timidly passed it over to the girl. She accepted it gratefully, nibbling on the portion of her section. "I'll give my hat to you," She said between mouthfuls, "This is a good loaf of bread to be getting into a heated foot chase for." I took a bite. It tasted too heavenly for words. The bread seemed to almost melt in my mouth, calming the raging storm inside of my stomach.
After a long, tedious, sleepless night, I was ready to get on with my day.Aunt Iris was already up, preparing some grated potato peels and some mushy vegetables that she managed to borrow from fellow neighbours. I flashed her a quick smile before digging into my breakfast. I learnt that by pinching your nose and swallowing down your food, it barely tasted like anything. It was only the aftertaste which you would have to deal with yourself.Grabbing my pouch, I was at the door, ready to bring home some money. I wasn't planning on heading to the agora this time, though. I was aiming at a much bigger place.The palace.I knew the risks, however, it wasn't illegal to beg in Eresus. It was heavily frowned upon, though. In the worst-case scenario, they would force me to go and beg elsewhere.Walking down the cobbled streets, I realized just how hungry I was despite having just eaten breakfast. The warm scent of freshly baked brea
It was a grim night. Great, fat droplets of rain were splattering mercilessly onto the cobbled streets of Eresus. This could only mean one thing: Autumn was coming. I trudged back from the market, my arms empty of all supplies and my empty pouch slapping against my thigh. It had not been a good day. Not only was I soaked through with the rain, but I also had nothing on me after a day's worth of begging. No food, no water, no clothes, how were my family going to get through this Autumn? Enviously, I turned my gaze to look over at the homes I passed by. If I peeped in through their windows, I could see coal roaring in the fireplaces, bread cooking on the stoves and children holding newly knit jumpers and stockings. They all looked like they had everything. The grinning beams on their faces were unmissable. They were happy. My home looked nothing like that. It was perched on the edge of Eresus, with broken windows and shutters that did