After a long, tedious, sleepless night, I was ready to get on with my day.
Aunt Iris was already up, preparing some grated potato peels and some mushy vegetables that she managed to borrow from fellow neighbours. I flashed her a quick smile before digging into my breakfast. I learnt that by pinching your nose and swallowing down your food, it barely tasted like anything. It was only the aftertaste which you would have to deal with yourself.
Grabbing my pouch, I was at the door, ready to bring home some money. I wasn't planning on heading to the agora this time, though. I was aiming at a much bigger place.
The palace.
I knew the risks, however, it wasn't illegal to beg in Eresus. It was heavily frowned upon, though. In the worst-case scenario, they would force me to go and beg elsewhere.
Walking down the cobbled streets, I realized just how hungry I was despite having just eaten breakfast. The warm scent of freshly baked bread lingered in the morning air, making my mouth water. Pristine, red apples were piled on carts, their skin taunting and tempting me to take a bite.
It was horrible. I tried my best to ignore the constant growling of my stomach, but it was impossible. It roared inside of me like a raging storm that wouldn't be quietened.
That led me to do probably make the stupidest decision I had made for a long time.
My limbs automatically made a move towards an elderly lady who stood behind a stall full of brown bread. Her skin was crinkly and her mouth was set in a permanent scowl. She looked most unpleasant.
As I approached the stall, the aroma of food continued to pull me closer. Like a moth drawn to a flame, I was trapped. My fingers subconsciously stretched out to grab one of the loaves, determined to feel the soft, grainy feel of bread beneath my fingertips.
"Oi!" I heard her yell over at me. In a panicked fright, my fists clenched even tighter around the loaf, squishing and ruining the bread. "You better pay for that!" She snarled, glaring viciously at me.
"How much?" I whimpered, my knees knocking into one another.
"Two obols."
I froze, giving her a look of pure terror. I had nothing on me. Not even a single obol.
"I don't have that," I whispered back shakily, "Please, I'm just a child-"
"You lying thief!"
Her voice was brittle and harsh, yet there was a hint of scorn in her tone. She sounded like a woman who thrived on violence.
That's what made me start running. I was scared of getting arrested and charged. I had seen those who got sentenced to death each Sunday in the palace courtyard. It both terrified me and fascinated me, but it was not the way I ever wanted to die.
I ran as fast as I could, still clutching the loaf of bread in my arms. My feet pounded heavily into the cobbled floor and my heart thudded painfully in my chest.
What had I just done?
My ears pricked up the distinct shouts of other shoppers from behind who had joined in on the foot chase. Their voices were drawing nearer and nearer, making me begin to tremble. If I got caught, I would be arrested for sure.
I continued onwards, huffing and puffing. I was never deemed fit. I could never run as fast as the other children, who I used to play with. The thing that kept me going was adrenaline and pure terror.
I turned a corner, running down through the centre of Eresus. I was initially hoping to blend in with the crowd as an ordinary shopper, but the crowd had other ideas. Instead, they parted a small way that was just big enough to continue a long, foot chase.
It was practically impossible for me to continue running onwards. I was tiring, quickly and completely out of breath. But if I stopped, the consequences would be grim. No, I had to keep pushing.
A left, a right, another left. It was a miracle that I hadn't collapsed to the floor. I had no idea that I ever could run so fast. On and on, I continued shooting down the streets and avenues, twisting and turning.
The yelling and shouting were still following me. They were relentless and by the volume of their voices, they weren't planning on stopping any time soon.
Panicking, I realized that I needed a backup plan. I couldn't run forever, could I?
Hiding was my next option, but I was in the middle of a street. How was that going to be possible?
Then something caught my eye. The entrance to the palace was directly in front of me. The palace's entrance was not guarded, but the royal entrance was. This was because of how many visitors went to the palace each day. If I managed to find a hiding spot inside, maybe I could escape from this situation? It was definitely worth a shot.
I flew up the stairs and slipped through one of the palace open main doors. A burst of heat flew out and hit me square in the face. It was so warm from all the fires. Panting, I started running through the corridors and hallways, avoiding all of the staircases that led upwards. This was because I knew those rooms would be guarded.
I eventually found a staircase leading downstairs. A wave of relief swept over me as I started hopping down the steps, two at a time.
The staircase led to a door, which I pushed open without any hesitation. This alone was a very bad idea. The door opened to a ballroom-sized kitchen, full of plainly-dressed girls washing dishes and doing chores.
To make matters worse, I turned around and saw the elderly lady stood at the top of the stairs. Her hands were on her hips.
"Give me back my bread," She demanded, scowling, "You have three seconds. One-"
I acted as if a demon had possessed me. Screaming, I ran into the kitchen and forced the door shut, giving me those precious extra seconds to hide.
Diving into a nearby basket full of table cloths, I covered myself with all bits of fabric I could find. As long as I wasn't visible, I didn't care about how graceful it looked.
"Where is that little rascal?" I heard the woman snap, forcing open the kitchen door. I tried my best to ease my shaking to a minimum. I felt terrified.
"Why do you venture into our kitchens?" A firm but gentle voice asked her. "We are merely servants trying to fulfil the King's orders."
"That silly girl stole my bread," The woman spat back. I was taken aback by her lack of respect. "Tell me where she is. I order you."
"I follow orders from the King and the King only," The voice replied cooly, "The girl went out through the back. Now leave us to continue with our work in peace."
The woman grunted and I heard her footsteps slowly fade away to nothing. My mouth opened and closed. A stranger risked getting herself in trouble to save my own neck.
When I knew she was definitely gone, I sat up from my hiding place. I pushed the tablecloths onto the floor and I turned to face the voice.
A girl, maybe fourteen at most, was looking at me, her mouth stretched into a thin-lipped smile. She had dirty blonde hair and twinkling eyes, bursting full of youth and energy. She reminded me of a comedian. She certainly had that vibe about her.
"As I just saved you from getting into trouble," She said, grinning softly, "I think I deserve a fair share out of that loaf of bread in your arms, don't you think?"
That's how I met one of my closest friends.
I nodded uncertainly. My legs were still shaking from the ordeal; I was trembling. How on earth did I manage to get away with that? "Of course," I stammered, gazing shyly up at the girl. I then turned my attention to the loaf of bread that was outstretched in my hand. The loaf wasn't of perfect quality. I had crushed it and dented it in several places. So much that it no longer looked much like a rectangle. Nonetheless, crushed bread would likely still taste like nice bread and I was too hungry to complain. Breaking apart the loaf into two sections, I timidly passed it over to the girl. She accepted it gratefully, nibbling on the portion of her section. "I'll give my hat to you," She said between mouthfuls, "This is a good loaf of bread to be getting into a heated foot chase for." I took a bite. It tasted too heavenly for words. The bread seemed to almost melt in my mouth, calming the raging storm inside of my stomach.
I had no idea how I managed to drift off to sleep that night. My Aunt Iris's voice circled endlessly in my mind, taunting me, mocking me, tormenting me. They reminded me of something that I wanted so badly, but I could never have.The grief I felt in my chest was indescribable. It felt as if there was a tight knot placed inside my stomach, and it was getting tighter as each second ticked by. I felt too numb to cry. Everything hurt.Deep down inside, I suspected that his health had deteriorated beyond repair, but I never had the confidence to voice these suspicions aloud. It was almost as if I believed that if I ignored the elephant in the room it would go away unnoticed. But of course, that was not the case.I couldn't stand the thought of never seeing father's rosy smile, or hear his rumbling laugh or see his contagious smile again. It filled me with affright. I only had Aunt Iris left in this world.When I caught sight of streams of sunlight
I felt as if my whole body was floating on cloud nine. I practically was skipping from foot to foot, feeling giddy, rapt and elated. Talking to Adeia had helped numb the pain inside. She made me feel more optimistic that things were going to be okay, she made me feel safe, she made me dare to hope that things will get better. I stealthily padded down the stairs to the ground floor, on high alert for any signs of guards. The last thing I wanted was to end up behind bars for something silly such as trespassing. Thankfully, I didn't run into any other people except a few exhausted maids, carrying baskets full of neatly folded washing. They stared at me but were too tired to do something more than lightly grunt. As I tiptoed down the stairs to the kitchen, a wave of realization washed over me. I had shouted, snapped and acted in such an uncivil way towards Haidyn and Mahra. My cheeks flushed a tinge of red when I thought of how impolite I had been. I tried to jus
I'm backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk After an insanely long hiatus... I'm so sorry for not updating, now that the holidays have begun, I'm going to do my best to get it done as soon as possible. Thank you for not abandoning me, I haven't fully disappeared yet. And I hate leaving projects mid-complete, I just mentally can't stand it. And thank you to all my readers and subscribers, it means the world to me that you take time out of your busy lives to pick up this novel. Let me know what your thoughts are on this and if you have any bits of advice that I could use to make this novel better, don't be shy to comment it :) -Fiona
I drifted off to sleep that night, listening intently to my Aunt's soft breathing. I decided to snuggle in beside her, unable to sleep on my own. I felt relaxed, knowing that somebody I loved was by my side. I knew that she loved me. I knew that she would protect me. I knew that she was there for me. And I was so fortunate to have her. If I didn't, I would have no idea what I would've done. With my father gone and all... she's been the only motherly figure to me in my childhood. My heart throbbed at the mere thought of my father. I missed what life was like before he caught the sickness. The way he hugged me when the air around me was static and stormy. He would hold me tight and promise me that things would be alright. And it would all be over within a few hours. I couldn't help wishing I still had him to tell me that life at the moment would be alright. I woke up feeling tired and groggy the following morning. The open, beaming sunlight was st
My Aunt Iris greeted me warmly the second I walked through the door.The dark circles under her eyes had vanished, leaving behind a youthful, refreshed, hopeful woman. She looked different. Her eyes twinkled with happiness, and her ready, warm smile rarely left her face. It was almost as if she had developed a completely new persona overnight. Maybe she had.I handed her my days wages along with Adeia's gift. My Aunt Iris's eyes shone with excitement at the extra money I had brought in."Child! Where did you get that?" She asked me, her mouth stretching into a wide beam. She barely gave my wage a sideways glance. It was nothing compared to Adeia's gift."Oh, It's just a... bonus," The words left my mouth before I could think twice. I didn't know why I was lying to my Aunt. It wasn't that I didn't trust her because, in fact, I did. But the thought of Adeia getting into trouble socializing with me made my skin crawl with fear. I didn't want to s
It was a grim night. Great, fat droplets of rain were splattering mercilessly onto the cobbled streets of Eresus. This could only mean one thing: Autumn was coming. I trudged back from the market, my arms empty of all supplies and my empty pouch slapping against my thigh. It had not been a good day. Not only was I soaked through with the rain, but I also had nothing on me after a day's worth of begging. No food, no water, no clothes, how were my family going to get through this Autumn? Enviously, I turned my gaze to look over at the homes I passed by. If I peeped in through their windows, I could see coal roaring in the fireplaces, bread cooking on the stoves and children holding newly knit jumpers and stockings. They all looked like they had everything. The grinning beams on their faces were unmissable. They were happy. My home looked nothing like that. It was perched on the edge of Eresus, with broken windows and shutters that did
My Aunt Iris greeted me warmly the second I walked through the door.The dark circles under her eyes had vanished, leaving behind a youthful, refreshed, hopeful woman. She looked different. Her eyes twinkled with happiness, and her ready, warm smile rarely left her face. It was almost as if she had developed a completely new persona overnight. Maybe she had.I handed her my days wages along with Adeia's gift. My Aunt Iris's eyes shone with excitement at the extra money I had brought in."Child! Where did you get that?" She asked me, her mouth stretching into a wide beam. She barely gave my wage a sideways glance. It was nothing compared to Adeia's gift."Oh, It's just a... bonus," The words left my mouth before I could think twice. I didn't know why I was lying to my Aunt. It wasn't that I didn't trust her because, in fact, I did. But the thought of Adeia getting into trouble socializing with me made my skin crawl with fear. I didn't want to s
I drifted off to sleep that night, listening intently to my Aunt's soft breathing. I decided to snuggle in beside her, unable to sleep on my own. I felt relaxed, knowing that somebody I loved was by my side. I knew that she loved me. I knew that she would protect me. I knew that she was there for me. And I was so fortunate to have her. If I didn't, I would have no idea what I would've done. With my father gone and all... she's been the only motherly figure to me in my childhood. My heart throbbed at the mere thought of my father. I missed what life was like before he caught the sickness. The way he hugged me when the air around me was static and stormy. He would hold me tight and promise me that things would be alright. And it would all be over within a few hours. I couldn't help wishing I still had him to tell me that life at the moment would be alright. I woke up feeling tired and groggy the following morning. The open, beaming sunlight was st
I'm backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk After an insanely long hiatus... I'm so sorry for not updating, now that the holidays have begun, I'm going to do my best to get it done as soon as possible. Thank you for not abandoning me, I haven't fully disappeared yet. And I hate leaving projects mid-complete, I just mentally can't stand it. And thank you to all my readers and subscribers, it means the world to me that you take time out of your busy lives to pick up this novel. Let me know what your thoughts are on this and if you have any bits of advice that I could use to make this novel better, don't be shy to comment it :) -Fiona
I felt as if my whole body was floating on cloud nine. I practically was skipping from foot to foot, feeling giddy, rapt and elated. Talking to Adeia had helped numb the pain inside. She made me feel more optimistic that things were going to be okay, she made me feel safe, she made me dare to hope that things will get better. I stealthily padded down the stairs to the ground floor, on high alert for any signs of guards. The last thing I wanted was to end up behind bars for something silly such as trespassing. Thankfully, I didn't run into any other people except a few exhausted maids, carrying baskets full of neatly folded washing. They stared at me but were too tired to do something more than lightly grunt. As I tiptoed down the stairs to the kitchen, a wave of realization washed over me. I had shouted, snapped and acted in such an uncivil way towards Haidyn and Mahra. My cheeks flushed a tinge of red when I thought of how impolite I had been. I tried to jus
I had no idea how I managed to drift off to sleep that night. My Aunt Iris's voice circled endlessly in my mind, taunting me, mocking me, tormenting me. They reminded me of something that I wanted so badly, but I could never have.The grief I felt in my chest was indescribable. It felt as if there was a tight knot placed inside my stomach, and it was getting tighter as each second ticked by. I felt too numb to cry. Everything hurt.Deep down inside, I suspected that his health had deteriorated beyond repair, but I never had the confidence to voice these suspicions aloud. It was almost as if I believed that if I ignored the elephant in the room it would go away unnoticed. But of course, that was not the case.I couldn't stand the thought of never seeing father's rosy smile, or hear his rumbling laugh or see his contagious smile again. It filled me with affright. I only had Aunt Iris left in this world.When I caught sight of streams of sunlight
I nodded uncertainly. My legs were still shaking from the ordeal; I was trembling. How on earth did I manage to get away with that? "Of course," I stammered, gazing shyly up at the girl. I then turned my attention to the loaf of bread that was outstretched in my hand. The loaf wasn't of perfect quality. I had crushed it and dented it in several places. So much that it no longer looked much like a rectangle. Nonetheless, crushed bread would likely still taste like nice bread and I was too hungry to complain. Breaking apart the loaf into two sections, I timidly passed it over to the girl. She accepted it gratefully, nibbling on the portion of her section. "I'll give my hat to you," She said between mouthfuls, "This is a good loaf of bread to be getting into a heated foot chase for." I took a bite. It tasted too heavenly for words. The bread seemed to almost melt in my mouth, calming the raging storm inside of my stomach.
After a long, tedious, sleepless night, I was ready to get on with my day.Aunt Iris was already up, preparing some grated potato peels and some mushy vegetables that she managed to borrow from fellow neighbours. I flashed her a quick smile before digging into my breakfast. I learnt that by pinching your nose and swallowing down your food, it barely tasted like anything. It was only the aftertaste which you would have to deal with yourself.Grabbing my pouch, I was at the door, ready to bring home some money. I wasn't planning on heading to the agora this time, though. I was aiming at a much bigger place.The palace.I knew the risks, however, it wasn't illegal to beg in Eresus. It was heavily frowned upon, though. In the worst-case scenario, they would force me to go and beg elsewhere.Walking down the cobbled streets, I realized just how hungry I was despite having just eaten breakfast. The warm scent of freshly baked brea
It was a grim night. Great, fat droplets of rain were splattering mercilessly onto the cobbled streets of Eresus. This could only mean one thing: Autumn was coming. I trudged back from the market, my arms empty of all supplies and my empty pouch slapping against my thigh. It had not been a good day. Not only was I soaked through with the rain, but I also had nothing on me after a day's worth of begging. No food, no water, no clothes, how were my family going to get through this Autumn? Enviously, I turned my gaze to look over at the homes I passed by. If I peeped in through their windows, I could see coal roaring in the fireplaces, bread cooking on the stoves and children holding newly knit jumpers and stockings. They all looked like they had everything. The grinning beams on their faces were unmissable. They were happy. My home looked nothing like that. It was perched on the edge of Eresus, with broken windows and shutters that did