I don't know how to react anymore. I am happy but angry too. I crying with joy but sadness too. What is wrong with me?
How can I define my feelings when the revelations that are made to me are so… overwhelming.
But I know how Papa will react.
Earlier That Day…..
I have gone mad in real. I am seeing ghosts at broad daylight. I chuckle as I look down at my hands which I now notice is clutching my dupatta in a strong grip.
I look around the room full of happy faces. They all are enjoying so much. Some new face are added to it too.I never thought I could be this happy in my life. An arm comes around my shoulders and I look up with a smile at my husband.Yes I think things will be getting better soon.Earlier Then That…..We spend three days safely at Saagarik. Mamu kept us updated with the situation in Kotumbhara. After searching for Danvi and her family for a while they are moving to north. So that
The city of Swarg showers my palki with flower petals as we pass through the streets. People are cheering for my safe return with heirs on the way.A single hand comes inside the palki with rose in his hand. I take it from Rudra and kiss his hand.I can't believe we are finally home.Earlier Than That…..I go towards Teju bua and she scolds me too but then she gives me her baby. It is a girl. I know this because of the color she is wearing. I ask Teju bua that if she
The pain is so intense that I want it to end at any cost but I have to go on otherwise I will loose my baby. The last pain and push tires me so much that I don't see my surrounding much. But I hear the sounds of wailing and happy cheers. It means everyone is safe and happy. I can rest, finally. But then I hear the sound of someone scolding me. For goodness sake, who in the hell is that person? Earlier That Day….. My sword clashes with first man's swor
Run Manvi run. Run like your life depends on it. Which actually is. What am I even thinking. Uhh why ? Why I always have to get into trouble?Maybe you should have think about what you promised this morning and then ask unanswerable question! My inner devil subconcious says that, I hate her she is always right but as stubborn as I am I refuse to listen her nuisance.Oh God ! I have not think this through. I wish I could change this day.Earlier that day……..The rays of sun touches my skin and I feel like I am bathed with its brightness to light my day with fun and heat which can prepare me for any trouble.I love morning only for sunrises because it makes my lands( i.e my father's lands) look like pardise. My state(rajya) name is Prabhakaran. And I am princess of Prabhakaran
Hmm. I love mangoes. They are so delicious. Whether it is green or yellow/ red. Whether it is sour or sweet respectively. Thank God for letting me eat this beautiful fruit.Now how I got here. Well….Earlier that day…..As I finished getting ready in my green full sleeve blouse and yellow floral long skirt and dupatta with simple necklace and earrings and mangtika as I don't like heavy jewelry, you don't know when you have to run, I got message from my dai ma (nursemaid) that my father has asked me to have breakfast with him. Now that's a turn of events, he never meets me at breakfast only at lunch and dinner. My dai ma whose name is Kumud is my second favourite women in the world. She always there to look after me. And sometime I think she dotes on me because she cared for my mother as not only a maid but as a very good friend. So back to the breakfast thi
I don't like when my father scolds me which is once in a month or week thing. It is truth he gets annoyed but not angry. Today he was far beyond angry. And there are three reasons for that.First because one of his guard had failed him.Second because of my bruises which are really annoying than painful.And third because of the man standing across from me.Earlier that day…..As I am running I realised I have worn yellow skirt today so obviously it looks like I am waving invitation for boar to yes I am your pry not that stupid guard so follow me.I search for a sturdy tree with low branches to climb it. For a minute I thought my heart is beating with double speed but then I realise it is the sound of wild boar's hoofs. How can I forget why I
I watch as my father having heated conversation with Dharma uncle and the older man I know now is Samreshwar, chief conselor and younger brother of King Rameshwar Singh of Swarnalipuram.I also watch Kumud Ma wringing her hands as she looks at them with concern for me.And that boy who saved me. Yes that boy not man as he has really made my day from bad to worse. He says, " Either it is a king or a queen , their promise should not be broken. My grandmother would be most disappointed if you broke it. And I know how much you respect her."I look at my father and see decision in his eyes and feel it's in not my favour.Oh! How I wish I had not defended him in the woods.Earlier that day…..My father comes barrleing towards me and takes me away
I see as palace is getting decorated for my birthday which is today but is going to be celebrated with my people tomorrow.I am turning 17 and I feel like I have grown much more since yesterday than all this years.I feel the weight of unknown obligations and responsibilities.I know that you were worried for me mother. But what am I gonna do. I don't know anything about marriage. Please give me strength and patience for this new journey.The night before that day….Kumud Ma is sitting beside me trying to assure me everything is ok. The men are talking among themselves. But I don't want to listen to anything.I look at Rudra and try to process everything that happened from
The pain is so intense that I want it to end at any cost but I have to go on otherwise I will loose my baby. The last pain and push tires me so much that I don't see my surrounding much. But I hear the sounds of wailing and happy cheers. It means everyone is safe and happy. I can rest, finally. But then I hear the sound of someone scolding me. For goodness sake, who in the hell is that person? Earlier That Day….. My sword clashes with first man's swor
The city of Swarg showers my palki with flower petals as we pass through the streets. People are cheering for my safe return with heirs on the way.A single hand comes inside the palki with rose in his hand. I take it from Rudra and kiss his hand.I can't believe we are finally home.Earlier Than That…..I go towards Teju bua and she scolds me too but then she gives me her baby. It is a girl. I know this because of the color she is wearing. I ask Teju bua that if she
I look around the room full of happy faces. They all are enjoying so much. Some new face are added to it too.I never thought I could be this happy in my life. An arm comes around my shoulders and I look up with a smile at my husband.Yes I think things will be getting better soon.Earlier Then That…..We spend three days safely at Saagarik. Mamu kept us updated with the situation in Kotumbhara. After searching for Danvi and her family for a while they are moving to north. So that
I don't know how to react anymore. I am happy but angry too. I crying with joy but sadness too. What is wrong with me?How can I define my feelings when the revelations that are made to me are so… overwhelming.But I know how Papa will react.Earlier That Day…..I have gone mad in real. I am seeing ghosts at broad daylight. I chuckle as I look down at my hands which I now notice is clutching my dupatta in a strong grip.
I look at the palace of Saagarik and don't remember much about it. It has been a while since I have been here.I take them all with me towards my secret back door which I still remember after all these years. I see an old man sitting on a bench not far from that hole.And I know only one person who knew about this other than me.Earlier Than That Event…..Two days has past since Dussehra and they ha
I puzzled by the words this person in front of me said to me. Even after knowing that I am abandoned and pregnant, this person really wants me.On some level I should be offended for him to think that I can't survive on my own just because I am young woman. But his eyes has geniune affections for me. He looks so serious and sincere.Before I could say anything, I feel sudden chill run down my spine.Earlier That Day…..
I look at him as he comes closer to me. I have nowhere to go when he traps me between the door and his huge form."Sometimes instead of beautiful rose, you become a thorn at my side. But I rather feel the pain of it because it is another side of your love too." Rudra says.Before I could reply he smashes his lips with mine and I lost myself in passion then loose consciousness all together.Earlier Then That….."So how was it?" Bhuri chachi says as we go out.
I love the smell of this forest and also the company I have. Danvi my best friend. We are out here to pick some herbs, with the guards at a distance watching us.Then suddenly out of nowhere comes the sound of hooves beating on the ground. Danvi and I both look at each other, then towards the direction from where the sounds are coming.Then we see riders coming towards us. But what shocks me the most is I know them.Earlier That Day…..&nbs
Manvi's Pov.This place is so beautiful. I thought it would be a like a haunted place but I was wrong.The days here have been spent here normally. Nothing disturbing or problematic is seen among its people. Except for one person.I could only say if evil had a face then it would be the Kotumbhara's King.Earlier Then That…..As the coast was clear, i