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12. I Hate Him!
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2021-04-22 14:25:08I see him sleeping there peacefully, not aware of the pain and guilt I am going through.
My eyes gets teary whenever I think about what will I do if he will not wake up.
I am so tired of talking to him when he is asleep and him not responding.
Please wake up. I begged so many times to him. But he just stays still. I will make him beg for mercy when he wakes up, I will not leave him.
Earlier that day…..
Immediately everybody gathers around him and Gaju uncle orders everyone to back off. He pick up Rudra and tells Samarth to bring healer to our room. I move fast and run towards our room to open the door, put some pillows and hold duvet for them.
Gaju uncle comes through door and sees me already there.
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