Memories

"I want to tell you something about that side and I don't think you take it seriously or not."

David spoke like he was in worry and he saw something which was not normal. But his expressions are confusing, he wants to tell me something which is unbelievable and. The first time, I saw fear on his face that he was scared of something, but when he looked at me every time as caring eyes and he then patting and rest my head on his wide breasts and now I can clearly hear and feel his heartbeat which was also not normal and now it clearly looks that he did not want to loose me like parents.

"David, you are telling me something...."

I asked him again what he wanted to tell me. He again looked at me and kissed my head with his soft and sweet lips. And said:

"Ooohhh my dear Rose! You don't know how worried I am about you. Actually, I don't want to tell you about this. I know you are a fragile. I know you are a little scared. I also know you are very sensitive, that's why... ... ..."

I stopped him in the middle of speaking and I started to speak:

"David, please don't make me fragile or sensitive or innocent, or anything else. Just tell me everything you told me before."

David put me in front of him, holding my shoulders from his hard hands, but he always touches me so softly that I never feel it hard, and it does not pain ever. Then, he gave me a polite smile.

The view changed after that. Rose stood there, lost in her thoughts. Everything around her is dark and broken. She started to move, she moved her right foot towards the jeep, then she slowly moved another and after a step she stopped and turned her neck to her shoulder and a drop of water moved out from her beautiful black eyes and then slipped on her red cheeks.

She stood like a statue and just thought about what was happening there. The doors of the jeep were broken and a lot of sand and dirt covered onto the jeep. Then she again started to move slowly step by step, and this time she moved her hand, stood her hand in the air, then, went near to the jeep and touch the seat and scratches and she was felt when her brother stood there with her. She started crying and shouting in anger. She took the support of her jeep and put her fingers into her hair.

Her hair and nails are so dirty that it looks like she has taken no bath for a week or a month.

With the support of a jeep on her back, she moved down slowly and slowly and sat there crying.

Her eyes have become red and black circles are found around her eyes. It looks like she has also not taken a nap for many days.

Now, she was crying and moving her hand down. She put her fingers between her teeth to slow down the voice of her crying but again started to cry very badly and, put a punch with her hand and repeatedly hit lightly on her forehead.

Time spends, but she doesn't stop crying. Whenever she thought about stopping crying, some horrible thought appeared in her mind and she again started weeping. This time she put her face between her knees and gripped her legs so tightly from his hand that the fingers of her white hand became yellow and their tips and nails became red.

As much dirt is found in her extra large nails, rather they show their natural color. After an hour of weeping, she went into high sleep unknowingly. She put her arms onto her knees and onto her arms she sat on her forehead and went into sleep.

She was asleep, but every time the sound of sobs came from her mouth and every second her whole body trembled like someone giving her shock. She was in a dream and as she slept, her thoughts about the past day were revolving in her mind and in her dream. She was in a deep sleep.

And she woke up after 3 hours. It was daytime but still there was darkness like night. In the sky, everywhere dark clouds appear. It looks like after some time it will rain.

She started to move and take a round around the jeep. Then, she sat on the backside of the jeep and started to see everything in the jeep. The old memories all revolved in her mind. She opened the full seat to lie down. When she lay onto it, she felt something hard in a square shape on her back.

She had no idea what this was. She opened it because all other things were covered with dust. She saw everywhere on the seat. Which side would it be open? But there was no use because the seat was covered with leather and she found no side to open.

Then, she got out of the jeep and searched for a sharp thing or knife to cut the leather and move that thing out.

She searched for the sharp thing in a hurry and started running here and there, very confused that even she didn't know where she might find it. The sighs sounded every second, she breathed very fast during the run, she sat on the ground and, with her hands, started removing sand from everything.

Her hair came on her face. Her whole face was covered by her hair and she searched madly, she looked like an alcoholic looking for a drink. In the park and roadside, there were many marble benches, but she was unknown of everything and just busy finding something.

After sometime, she found a knife in the park. The knife was very dirty because it was lying with some garbage, blood, poisonous things and spoiled food. The knife gave a very bad smell, but Rose did not care about anything.

She stood up and started moving towards the jeep, in search of a knife. She went very far from the jeep. But in the dim light she saw a man who was sitting on the bench but only his back was seen by her.

First, she wanted to talk with him and move towards him but she suddenly, after three steps, remembered that she had to go to the jeep and get out of that thing from a seat and started to move fast towards the jeep and when she passed near to that man she heard some voice of sighs and smell of the food.