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2024-10-29 19:42:56He didn't came back even after the vacation was done. As I got back to school before the day class resumes, and he still wasn't there. Where in the world could he be right now?
"Woah, you looked like you were working out." That's what I first heard from Hino when I got to my first class. And there was still no sight of Toma, he was no where to be found. "Of course, that's what I've been doing this vacation. And so that I wouldn't look like a girl, just like how you've always teased me." I told him.
It's true that I just started working out these past few days, instead of being worried and anxious about Toma's absence, I started to work out as a distraction. "Hahaha, great to hear. I guess I'll be looking forward to what you'll look like after a few months."
"Yeah. Just you wait and see." I grinned. I'm looking forward to this as well.
After the whole day, I tried searching for Toma for atleast an hour but decided to
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