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Make Up Your Mind, Part II
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2024-10-29 19:42:56"Hino, I… I want your advice or just lend me your ears!" I told him.
He just smiled and said he'll hear me out, and so I told him what bothered me. "…I've been like this since highschool around this person. Even though I dated a few girls, that person is still the one on my mind. So am I like, inlove with that person or something?"
After I told him all that, he began to laugh which made me feel too embarassed. "Tsk! Stop laughing jerk!"
"Hahaha! It's just- hahaha! You were always looked so grumpy and cold to everyone. To think you're inlove with someone seemed impossible! Hahaha!"
"Ugh." It was a mistake! It was a mistake talking to Hino about my problem!
"Though it's completely fine, some people can really like a person for a very long time. And it's gonna be tough moving on from that kind of love."
"Y-Yeah."
"But before you move on, you're going to confess to that
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