The weeks passed quickly, and I was still thinking about the abortion, even when I tried to stop it. My mother called me every night, telling me that it was a good idea to have an abortion.Seeing Dr. Mark didn't help me either, every day seeing him and knowing that now I'm carrying his child and that he can't know that he exists, it's hard.I drown my sorrows cooking in the cafeteria and I cry every time I make my famous cookies that are a hit in the cafeteria. When I finish, I know I will have to return to reality. My job is not easy, since I have to take long shifts, this time I had to be with Dr. Mark at night. Without a doubt being with him made me nervous. He didn't make a pass at me again, maybe I hurt his pride, but he has mine so crushed that I no longer care one bit about what he feels. As I am making my rounds around the rooms, I run into Dr. Steward, who is also making his rounds.“Victory!” He calls to me when I try to avoid him, so I continue on my way without looking ba
I was never able to take care of myself alone, so taking care of 324 now is a little more difficult. Eating at my regular hours and resting was not my best option since the work is demanding and I suppose that for now, I have to raise enough money so that when 324 is born, he will have a good life.My schedules are not the best in the world, since the head nurse has taken it upon herself to punish me for all the problems I have had, so of course she sent me to the night shift.The night shift is not only at night, but I also have to be with Dr. Mark in the morning, since I am his assistant. My work with him ends at five in the afternoon, and the night shift begins at eight at night and ends at five in the morning.I haven't been able to sleep well, even though my break is in the cafeteria. The owner of the hospital has offered to pay me to work there on my breaks, I think I have made more money as a cook than as a nurse.On one of my thousands of night shifts, I encountered a patient
Several weeks later.Knowing that Liza has forgiven me has been the best thing that has happened to me after knowing that she was waiting for 324. My heart is now beating strongly and I am in a better mood, even though I still don't lead a healthier life. Food is always the problem, now 324 won't accept the food I give her, so I visit the bathroom several times a day. My stomach hurts a lot now, and sometimes I feel like I'm going to faint, but I manage to stay up for 324.The work has always been hard, since I started working here everything has become very tedious, but now that Dr. Mark ignores me all the time, his indifference is difficult to ignore, since he is now more rude than before. When I talk to him, he asks me to be quiet and constantly tells me that my voice is annoying.I do nothing but just do what he says. In a professional sense, I can say that I am more encouraged since the owner of the hospital has asked me to work part-time in the new restaurant that will be built,
The next morning, the sound of my IV machine started ringing, I woke up scared, but Ross silenced the noise by pressing some buttons, while the IV continued to flow.“I was scared.” I told her putting my hand on my stomach.“Silly.” She says, laughing a little at me. “Doctor Patricia told me that I can discharge you.” I smiled happily. “So I will take away the IV and give you clothes that I brought from home.” She was an angel in my life. She treated me as if she were just another patient, so she put me in the shower and then changed me as if she were a child. I was happy that someone was paying attention to me.“It's time for you to go home.” She tells me, looking into my eyes, “You have to rest, the boss asked me to tell you.” Now she is trying to comb my black hair, while I stare at her.“It seems like she already found out that I'm pregnant.” I didn't want her to hate me more, but it seems like she doesn't hate me so much now.“The whole hospital knows it. “I close my eyes cursing
The days and months passed quickly, like a breath in the air. My stomach was already very big, seven happy months of enjoying 324 inside me, without a doubt I suffered too much since I needed someone by my side in difficult times, but I only had myself and the help of 324.The restaurant was completed when it was exactly seven months old. My joy in knowing that I would cook and be half the boss of the place made me happy, but on the other hand, it hurt me a lot that Dr. Mark made my life impossible. What more did that man want from me? If he has already taken everything from me.The good thing is that these last seven months he has spent ignoring me, for me it was fine since then he wouldn't hurt me, although his indifference still bothered me, I had to put up with it.The day the restaurant opened, I was very happy that we finally opened the doors, to the public. That day Dr. Mark did not show up for the opening, since he had a lot of things to do, so I opened it together with the di
“Enough!” I screeched tired of his games, while now he is nice I know his kindness will end when the sun rises.He slowly kisses my unsuspecting lips, while I close my eyes without hesitation.“Just give me this chance.” He whispers to me with his champagne-scented breath. “Give me one more night.” He asks me as his brown eyes fill with tears.I fall exhausted before his nostalgic gaze, while we both undress completely, to share a small tub where he massages every part of my body, while the most obvious hiding places of my body are found with great ease by that clever man.“Why are we doing this again?” I asked him as he pressed his forehead to mine, and our breaths became one.“Because I want to.” He answers as he smiles and kisses me, so we can get back to the fun of our game.I gave myself completely, while I knew that he was enjoying the love of his father, but when the sunrise, I realized that this was over very quickly. Spending an entire night with him made me realize that mayb
Dr. Mark has been so cruel to me more than once that I can't even count how many times he has humiliated me, but when he tries to love me, he does it completely in his own strange, twisted way.I always say I won't fall into his hands, but he has me tied around his fingers, so I have no escape. He came into the shower with me, at first it was strange, since it had been so long not being together for more than seven months, my inner self was too happy, so much so that it wanted to jump even though I was pregnant.His hands passed all over my body, giving me massages that made me enter a different dimension. My head completely blacked out, his hands and soap running all over my body, including the parts I knew would make me sigh loudly.“No one has ever given you a massage like this.” He tells me as he runs his hands along my back, while he slowly eases himself into me.“No.” I tell him with my eyes closed, while I grip my hands in the porcelain tub.“As a doctor, I know the weak points
Several years later.I wake up to the sound of the doorbell, so I get up without shoes and run to the door that is ringing more than once. When I open the door, I find the postman, who brings my letters every Monday.“Hello, Victoria,” the old postman greets me, while he tries to keep his bicycle on the road. “You got three letters.” He tells me with a smile on his old lips.“Thank you, Tay.” I replied, closing the door and opening my letters. They are all about payments, so I let them fall to the floor while I look at the clock, it's already six in the morning, so I run to my room and put on clothes for the cold.Then I make breakfast, and when seven in the morning strikes, I return to my room and wake up my dear son.“Hello, love.” I say lying down next to his black hair and long eyelashes. “Austin...Austin.” I try to wake him up, while I run my fingers over his brushed cheeks. “It's time to go to school.” "I whispered in his little ears, so my little boy opened his big honey-colore