He wants me.

Days and weeks passed, and Dr. Mark didn't come looking for me like that again.

Although I was glad he didn't; since it would be humiliating to do it again, but still there was something in me that asked me for more from him. So if he wants a proposal for something stupid that would be enough, but he has acted so cold and distant towards me. It was as if he didn't care about the feelings that began to grow inside my heart.

I guess women are always the ones who cling to them, while they never think about us.

Luckily Ross, the children, and I were able to move to safer apartments closer to the hospital. I was really happy to buy groceries and be able to eat at the right times. For me, it was a dream to have this money, although I had to send half of it to my mother.

Already at the hospital, I had some patients in the emergency room who were sick with the flu, it was obvious that they all had colds from the snow season so it is always good for me to help them all, while Dr. Mark is away.