KRISTINA'S POV
The Crimson Snow Pack members gathered together in the lobby. We were all dressed identically, but I felt like I stood out the most. Our theme was supposed to make us wear all black, and yet, I was the only exception—I wore a red dress that was tight on my waistline, which exposed the curves of my body. Even my breasts almost popped out because of their size. This was what Laurence told me to wear a while ago in preparation for his coronation night. He also lent me a sparkling golden necklace. It was the one that his mother had hidden before she disappeared from their lives. I think that might be one of the reasons why Laurence couldn't bear to see me in the orphanage—he doesn't want me to experience the worst part of being abandoned. "You look magnificent tonight, Kristina," Laurence sincerely complimented me while he was holding onto his wine glass. I playfully smirked as I copied his gesture. "Just tonight?" He hissed before sipping on his drink. "You've always been beautiful, ever since the first moment that my eyes laid on you." Even though that's what he said, I still can't shake off the thought that he doesn't want to have me as his mate or even consider me one. Hours went by quickly, and most of us were already tipsy because of the alcoholic beverages we consumed. Thankfully, we were able to congratulate Laurence as the new Alpha before all of us were intoxicated. My surroundings kept swirling around; I could barely stand on my own. Fortunately, Laurence never left my side. "W-where are we going?" My vision was too blurred for me to see the exact path where Laurence was heading. "Laurence? Didn't you hear me? I said, where are we going?" I repeated my query. "Hush, I'm bringing you to my bed. It's dangerous for you to stay there together with drunk men who you aren't close with," he answered with little to no hesitation. "You'd be much safer with me," he added. I let him do as he pleased until the back of my body finally touched his soft and fluffy bed. I sat on the edge as I continuously tugged on my dress to let the cold breeze brush through the insides of my attire. "F*ck, don't do that." Laurence held both of my hands to stop me, and the second that I gazed upon him, I was immediately mesmerized by how close our faces were. Laurence had his back slightly bent to lean towards me to reach my hands. I know it wasn't intentional, but I couldn't help but have my heart racing for him. "Y-you're drunk, Laurence. Move," I abruptly uttered as I attempted to push him away. However, it didn't happen, as I was the one who got pushed towards the bed instead. Laurence was literally on top of me. His legs prevented both of my thighs from spreading apart, while his hands were gripping my shoulders. "Between the two of us, I'm much more sober than you are." His smile was to die for! "Don't blame me for whatever will occur later on, Laurence." My hands traveled to his forearms, and I gently tapped them to ask him to release me, which he did. He moved his hands just beside my head. Our eye contact was maintained while I was massaging every bit of his muscles that were on his forearms, until I touched his nape. "Are you sure you don't want me?" I asked him in my seductive tone. "You're going to miss me a lot when someone else gets to have me, Laurence. Don't you think you should be the first one to have a taste of me while we're still together?" I bit my lower lip just right after I licked it, to make him tempted to kiss me. Nothing would change regarding our relationship if neither of us did anything—decent or not—anything! Which is why I decided to be the one to lead our first night together as I pulled him closer for me to plant kisses on his lips, down to his neck. And even if I was considerably weaker than him, I managed to turn our positions around. I was the one sitting on his stomach now, while he had his body lying on his bed. "Why aren't you telling me to stop?" I curiously asked him, still in the middle of marking each and every corner of his chest. I could even feel my own hot breath. Laurence preferred to keep his eyes shut. It's like he has totally given his whole body solely to me. I would've thought that he was just testing me if he hadn't marked me on my neck. Only the gods have an idea about what we did next—we made love for a couple of minutes, until both of us were out of breath. He let me use his arm as a pillow as we faced the white ceiling. "So much for someone who didn't want to have me as his mate." I teased him, hoping that he'd say otherwise. "Is it a sin to have s*x with a woman I'm not fated with?" I turned my head around to face him, but he wasn't looking at me. "You're the son of the Alpha, and yet you lack so much knowledge. You could be cursed by the Moon Goddess; what else do you think?" "Correction: I'm the current Alpha now, and my father was the former Alpha," he proudly said. Laurence suddenly stood up, which made me do the same. "This scent…" he whispered to himself with his eyebrows raised. "It can't be…" He glanced at his door, as if someone was out there waiting for him to come outside. "Is anyone out—" "Mate!" Laurence yelled out as he approached the entrance of his room, hastily opening his door, which revealed a dazzling woman. I rubbed my eyes in order to clearly see who it was, only to find out that it was the leader of the opposing pack, Lady Montereal. She was almost identical to me, and the only feature that made us dissimilar from one another was the color of her hair; I had natural silver hair, while she only had plain black hair. If Lady Montereal really was Laurence's fated mate… Then does this mean that my joyous moments here with Laurence will come to an end?KRISTINA'S POV"I, Laurence Gabriel Alfaro, accept you, Aliyah Jane Montereal, as my mate. You can rest easy whenever you're with me; I swear to the Moon Goddess' name that I would never fail to make you ecstatic,'' Laurence genuinely mumbled to Lady Montereal while tenderly cupping her cheeks.I have been inattentive to everyone else who was trying to get my attention, as I was focused on nothing else other than watching Laurence and Lady Montereal get clingy with each other."How the hell can he be that touchy with someone he just met? So what if they're mates? I've known Laurence much longer than she does. If there's anyone out there suited to be Laurence's mate, it would obviously be me," I muttered, letting my thoughts escape through my mouth, thinking that no one would bother listening to my rants.We just had s*x a few hours ago, and now he's entertaining someone else.Aliyah Jane Montereal was the only one capable of handling the entire Black Fangs pack. She has such great man
KRISTINA'S POVDays went by, and I still hadn't found anything to eat. Once I begin to eat the flesh of my own kindred, then that won't really make me any different from a lone wolf who has gone crazy. My skin has gotten itchy because of the filthy surroundings that I'm not used to.I've been constantly moving out of my shelter every single time that my heightened senses warn me about dangerous wolves approaching. I've already tried countless times to connect with Laurence in our mind-link, to possibly ask him if he had a change of heart about me, but I could no longer reach him.It was supposed to be just another peaceful and ordinary night. I didn't expect that I would be surrounded by about five wolves who were all in the high grounds, patiently waiting for me to arrive and take another step towards my hidden hut."That silver hair of yours stands out too much. You're the only one who has that color," one of them said.Even if I was standing idly in the same spot, I made sure not t
KRISTINA'S POVWhen I reached the end of the path, I realized that I'm still outside the woods. Even though there weren't many humans around anymore, the forest remained the same scenery. I looked up at the dark skies, trying to see what kind of moon was there tonight. The clouds were slowly moving across the sky while the moonlight was shining brightly and giving a little relief to the dark surroundings. I looked down onto the muddy surface below me, taking in everything that I'm seeing. This must be some kind of trick from the Moon Goddess, showing her favor to me because I am no ordinary being who has been given a very special gift. A small, almost indiscernible noise caught my attention, and I was about to turn around when my eyes caught something that I shouldn't. It was too early in the morning to see such a strange sight since I couldn't see the person standing nearby. "Don't move!" Startled, my legs suddenly gave way from under me as my knees met the ground. A pair of long
KRISTINA'S POVThe young man dared to introduce himself to me. "I'm Nathan by the way." Then he extended his hand to me as a sign of his introduction. At first I hesitated, but eventually I also introduced myself to him. "I-I'm Kristina," I answered shyly, but I secretly smiled– a little bit. He's handsome enough. And he even looked like a gentleman who could give good advice, so I decided that I should trust him. But of course this is only temporary… I have to take a test to find out if he was really worth trusting or not. But still for now I can't help but to let down my guard and smile at him. This might just work. Maybe we'll meet again sometime and maybe there will be more interactions between us. After all Nathan isn't bad looking either and from time to time I wonder about what kind of men those in his world are. But then again the last thing I need right now is to get involved with any of them. I mean the last time someone got too close to me ended in an unfortunate acc
KRISTINA'S POVThe footsteps grew louder and soon stopped in front of us. The two silhouettes appeared in front of us, but we couldn't see their faces clearly. It's almost impossible to recognize anyone if you don't actually know them. All we could see were two figures. Two tall slender figures which stood side by side. One was wearing black clothing and the other wearing white. Even though it's difficult to distinguish one person from the other. I could tell that the woman in white had blonde curls and a slim figure. The man next to her had short dark hair with a buzz cut and wore black attire as well. The two humans continued walking ahead until they disappeared into the trees. Only after a few moments did Nathan relax and turned to face me. "It seems that we're safe now. Thanks for helping me back then," he said with a relieved tone in his voice. "Are you okay?" As soon as Nathan said these words I started laughing loudly. Of course I'm not okay! That man in black came out to
KRISTINA'S POVBut I couldn't give up. Not when Nathan is right there, smiling brightly at me and waiting for me to join him. After managing to keep up with him, I finally managed to climb up into his lap, and as we both sat on the large branch Nathan started humming quietly. As his fingers moved gracefully against my hips, I relaxed and soon I fell asleep. My dreams were wonderful and beautiful, filled with warmth and joy, just like Nathan's body wrapped around mine. However, when morning arrived, I woke up alone and shivering like a baby chick who doesn't know how to fly. This is the first time since I am with a human, I can remember having a dream of my own, and this one was no different. In fact, it seemed so real and true that I wondered whether I dreamed it or not. However, despite my dream being pleasant I still couldn't shake off the uneasy feeling lingering in the pit of my stomach. "How's your sleep?" A friendly voice broke me from my thoughts. I turned around in surpri
KRISTINA'S POVHe looked concerned. He's always worried when he finds me crying, even though I don't want to show him how weak I'm actually getting. If only he knew I wasn't just crying because of our predicament. Maybe he'll understand. "Are you alright now? I promise nothing bad will happen to you," he promised as he laid his warm hands on mine and gazed at me. His expression and words were sincere and caring. I almost laughed at how easy he was making me believe those things. "Yeah, I'm fine now... Just a bit startled by a strange wolf and all," I confessed, feeling silly for admitting such an embarrassing thing. But seeing Nathan smiling and comforting me gave me courage to continue talking. "It's quite alright. I'm here with you, right? We're friends now, aren't we?" Friends... Right. Nathan and I were friends. I never had friends. People avoided me and others treated me like some kind of fragile porcelain doll. Yet somehow Nathan managed to make me smile. Despite everything
KRISTINA'S POV"Please don't worry, Kristina. Everything will be alright. You can tell me whatever's bothering you," Nathan pleaded, giving me that intense gaze again that sent my heart racing. As usual, he managed to calm me down easily. Even though he didn't look like the type to use such kind gestures, I appreciated it regardless. As soon as he finished speaking, a loud noise erupted somewhere close by. At first I assumed it was thunder, but then another voice joined in the cacophony, followed shortly afterwards by a second sound. It sounded like the wolves from earlier had come back to life and chased after Nathan and I. I quickly grabbed Nathan's hand to prevent him from taking another step and we both ran in opposite directions while the pack followed close behind us. "Go, go!" Nathan shouted at me and pulled me closer to himself. My hands immediately shot up to cling to his shirt in order not to lose him. His strong legs propelled him forward and I ran desperately beside
KRISTINA'S POVThe next morning, Laurence came up with an idea to make this transition easier, and said it would be much better if we had someone take over some of the responsibility. I agreed right away. The others thought I was being unreasonable. I wasn't. As long as they were safe, I cared less where our lives took us. I am willing to sacrifice everything for them. Even though I didn't tell them how much of a hard time I'd had when we decided to have another child, I could see in their faces that they already knew, even though I hadn't said anything. Laurence made them understand that it wasn't about what we wanted, it was about what was best for everyone. Now, after the war against the Black Fangs Pack ended, I was finally able to relax. Even though we had lost most of our land during the war, the pack remained. We built a new settlement in the far northern region of the land, which is very near my old territory. A lot of people are happy to rebuild their homes. In fact, they
KRISTINA'S POVMonths later, I returned to the Crimson Snow Pack. Laurence discovered that I was actually his second chance mate through the moon goddess' intel. Laurence and I finally accepted each other, but our joyous moments together didn't last as I never got healed even after Nathan desperately tried to save me. His healing process wasn't enough, or so they thought.Alliyah was the main cause why I never felt better, she poisoned me after she figured out that Laurence was the one responsible for trapping her father. She sought for vengeance, and the only thing she could think of that would make Laurence suffer was to harm me.Laurence had no other choice left, he couldn't be mad at Nathan as he did his best, which he witnessed. He could only provide me and my triplets the happiness that they deserve for the remaining lifespan that I had, like fulfilling their wishes.They finally got blessed by the moon goddess. Laurence accepted my tainted body and chose to make love with me, r
KRISTINA'S POVNathan didn't notice the wounds on my body, maybe I got them from running hard while I was in wolf form. After a while I felt delirious. I was constantly moaning and writhing in extreme pain. With the strength of my growl I got Nathan's attention. When Nathan saw my wound, he immediately cleaned it and bandaged it. I just calmed down when I felt Nathan's firm grip on my hands. I was unconscious until the next day and night. Nathan changed my bandage again until he saw that my wound was slowly healing. On the second day, I woke up a little, but still seemed out of my mind. Nathan forced me to eat. Even though I didn't want to eat at first and kept moaning and whining in extreme pain, I eventually had to give in. He also gave me some medicine so I could get better and I did, but my appetite was still gone. After two days in bed I felt better and finally started eating again. On the third day I managed to eat some food. After that Nathan left for work and I was alone in
KRISTINA'S POVI was not comfortable with the ride so I called Nathan and talked to him. I took off my clothes and retreated into a corner. "Kristina, what are you doing?" Nathan shouted. "We need to run fast using my wolf form. I don't want my clothes to get ruined when I transform into a wolf. I can now run fast without my clothes getting caught on the trees."I quickly made Nathan follow what I said. He was startled when I grabbed him and pulled him up. Then, he wrapped his arms around my neck and closed his eyes tightly. "Kristina–"But the wind swallowed his voice as I shot off to the forest. Nathan gasped and clung to me very tightly. He wanted to say that their run was romantic. But the f*ck it wasn't. There was nothing romantic about the frigid and harsh wind slapping his face, nothing sweet about his ears popping from pressure. And especially not romantic about how fast we were running in his state of mind. So, there was no romance between us and neither was there any pa
KRISTINA'S POVThen, without warning, he leaned down to pull something up from behind me and wrapped a blanket around me. "Don't worry about that." He smiled gently, wrapping his hand around mine before leading me to sit by the edge of the ledge. I glanced down at our intertwined fingers briefly before turning my gaze back towards the view. "We'll have a nice picnic when we make it to the mainland. I'm sure we'll find a nice spot for that as well." "I don't suppose you happen to know where we are right now?" "No." I said, looking at the horizon again, watching as the sun slowly set behind it, "But I do know that it's almost sunrise, so that means it should be safe to leave soon." Nathan nodded and turned back to look at the sky. The sun finally broke free above the water and started its journey towards the west, leaving trails of golden light in its wake, lighting the way to our destination. We sat together quietly, enjoying the view, but Nathan seemed much more at ease than ear
KRISTINA'S POVMy voice cracked as another sob escaped me. "All three of us…" It felt good to admit how much I had missed him. The silence was deafening this time. A cold hand clasped itself around my arm. "That's not happening, Kristina," he said firmly. "There's no way we can escape. And besides, you have no chance of getting past that thing."He sighed and shook his head. "This is all my fault." "Nathan–" "You don't understand!" He exclaimed, suddenly enraged, "We're locked up in the damn prison for our entire lives. You can't blame me for this. I did nothing wrong! You did everything wrong!" His voice rose into hysteria. "You're supposed to care about me! Why are you acting so stupid? You're never going to forgive yourself, aren't you?" "N–Nathan…" "Stop acting like an idiot! How many times do I have to tell you that this is my fault! Don't give me that crap about how you tried to help me! All you did was drive the wolves away! Just like you always do!" I winced as he screa
KRISTINA'S POVMy eyes frantically scanned the area surrounding us in search of an escape route. But all I found were empty hallways. No windows, no doors. Just a plain white door that I had just walked into. It was locked from the outside. I spun around to face Nick's direction and screamed out his name once more. Nothing. I tried to break the door down, even though I knew there would be no point. It didn't budge. So I did the only thing that came to mind and grabbed hold of the handle. The door wouldn't budge either, so I threw it against the wall as hard as I could and stepped back. There, I saw what I had been looking for. A thin sliver of light peeking out from underneath the door. I pushed the door open slightly, revealing a small stairwell that led down to the first floor. I quickly ran down, stopping on the ground floor where an old-fashioned elevator sat at the end of the corridor. A single button illuminated the small display board beside the buttons. 'Lunar Control'. I p
KRISTINA'S POVI could see him trying not to grin, but failing miserably. "Well… yes," I admitted. Nathan gave me a pointed look, and continued in an unimpressed tone of voice. "But if I didn't get to spend time with you now and then, I'd be all alone. So… you do want to do it?" He smirked. I rolled my eyes, "It isn't like we have much else to do anyway–" "Oooh, I'm sure you'll have lots of fun. The way they talk so sweetly. Like, 'Hello, how may I help you?' and stuff." "I'm not planning on doing any more dating than a friend, okay? Just hanging out and stuff." I scowled. Nathan just laughed. Then he suddenly froze, looking over at me. His mouth formed a wide O as he looked back at the book that he had been studying. A few seconds passed before his expression changed completely. A small smile spread across his face as he started laughing loudly. I stared blankly at him. Nathan finally took notice of me again, and his expression switched from one of hilarity to one of concern.
KRISTINA'S POV"And what makes you think I was ever in love with that idiot?" This time he turned to look directly into my eyes. There was such hurt and confusion in his face that I couldn't help myself. I wrapped my arms around him, pulling him into an embrace. "You don't have to be jealous or upset if you love me, Nathan." He held me tight for a few seconds, then pulled away and walked off down the sidewalk, not making eye contact with me once. Once he got to the end of the block, he glanced over his shoulder. I didn't dare follow after him to make sure he got home safe. Instead, I watched him leave. His blond curls bouncing around behind him. The light breeze ruffled through them. Nathan was so cute. I wished I was more like him and not like… well, me. The sound of someone knocking on my bedroom door snapped me out of my reverie. "Who is it?" "It's me, Jasmin." "Come in." My daughter, Jasmin, entered my room. I sat up in bed, propping myself up with a pillow. My bedhead was