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88. Shooting Blanks
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2024-10-29 19:42:56When I wake up, it feels as though I've been hit by a ton of bricks. My head is dizzy, and my vision blurry. The events leading up to this are foggy. I don't understand where I am, or what happened. I try to move my hands, which is when I noticed that I'm chained to a bed. I attempt to sit up, but my head begins to spin, forcing me back onto the bed. I try to look around the room for any clues. But my vision is so blurry, that it's hard to distinguish anything familiar.
“Little Bear!” I hear a familiar voice call out to me.
Which is when I begin to remember. The gun. Craig. Panic begins to rush through my body as I remember Craig had brainwashed me to kill Xavier. Tears begin to threaten, as I continue to recall shooting Xavier.
I feel sparks shoot through my body, as a familiar touch begins to shift me from my delirium.
“Xavier! No! You need to get away from me. Craig is making me kill you.” I all but cry out.
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