There was no way I was pregnant. Victoria hadn’t even been pregnant before she began to feel pregnant, how would I be pregnant and have no idea? There was no way Carlos would hide my baby from me, or even try to get rid of the baby inside of me without my knowledge of its existence. He wouldn’t do that to me. But the two identical drugs I held in my hands told me I was being delusional.The two lines that meant positive on the strip were the last straw. My heart broke. I smiled and dined with the man who wanted to kill my baby. Even if he didn’t want children, I deserved to know about this, couldn’t he have asked for my opinion? I was trying to convince Victoria not to abort and I didn’t know my own baby’s life would be snuffed out before it would even grow. Hatred had begun to twist around my heart so tight that I could feel the pain physically. I was so angry it began hurting to breathe but nothing would stop me from giving Carlos a piece of my mind. How dare he?As I made my way t
CARLOS“Stay with me, Rayna.” I shook her in my arms, but her eyes had closed, she felt lifeless in my arms. “Please.” I couldn’t recognize my voice in that plea.Coco dismissed everyone in seconds and grabbed my car keys. “You hold her, I’ll drive.” I wanted to ask if she was feeling better, but I couldn’t hold in the guilt. I only nodded; grateful she was here. I missed Zane and Zade.I wouldn’t deny that my heart skipped a bit when Coco started my favorite car. It was sleek, fast, and expensive but my main concern was if she could handle it. When the engine roared to life my heart skipped another beat. The feeling of Rayna weak and dying in my arms made me swallow the disapproval that had wedged its way into my throat.Surprisingly, she drove it perfectly. The engine seemed to love her, and even if there was a bit of tension on her face, I almost felt she loved driving it.I didn’t take her to the hospital Coco had gone to earlier, thankfully Doctor Cross was back in town so I took
RAYNAI might not have known when I was pregnant, but I knew now that my baby was gone, that I was empty.It felt like nothing was inside of me and only a hollow space where my heart had once been. I never thought myself to be the crying sort but I found myself breaking into tears, my chest racked with every deep sigh and sniff.“Rayna, you’re awake.” It was then I noticed Coco had been sitting by the window. She ran to me. “Are you hurt? Should I call the doctor? What’s wrong?” She bombarded me with questions, worry was boldly written all over her face.“My baby… my baby… where is my baby?” I whimpered. I was a bit glad Carlos wasn’t here, I needed to gather as much strength as possible before I saw him.“Oh child, your body couldn’t handle a baby yet, we needed you back and alive, the baby was killing you.”“No!” I screamed. I could feel myself going crazy. Her words sparked something inside of me. My baby would never kill me, I loved my baby. But a tiny voice inside my heart laughe
I was both happy and surprised, they looked so grown up, in that blue gown and cute boots. I hadn’t known I would be able to recognize her. I could see why we had easily assumed she was a kid, she had this very shy aura and she was quite short. Even shorter than I was, I would admit she was even more beautiful than I remembered. Standing there is flesh, with a mix of cotton and a touch of leather was Anna. It would seem so much time had passed because she looked a lot like a woman now, and she recognized me too, “You must keep it away from Carlos. Please.” Zane begged with pride in his voice as she came closer. “What makes you ever think Carlos and I stay up at night exchanging secrets?” I snorted with all the sarcasm I could muster. Anna came to stand beside Zane, looking so small beside him, I watched their hands link together. Something swelled in my chest…envy? When would I have such kind of love? I feel like I had passed the time in my life where I might have had a little ho
The room that used to be a mono color of brown and wine was now bright and colorful, the colors of the walls remained the same but everything else had changed, from the couch to the bedboard to the desk and every other furniture in the room, I could see almost every color, the couches where different shades of blue and the curtain that had once been wine was now beautiful shades of pink. The center rug was a design of furry rosed and was as beautiful in sight as it was beautiful to touch. I didn’t know who advised him to do this, but I loved it.He knelt beside me, “This is my promise to adjust as much as I can for you, I’m willing to change… for you Rayna.”“I love it,” I exclaimed. I could see how much my approval satisfied him.“This is your castle,” Anna added. She had come back home with us and I heard earlier that her presence should be hidden for a while, according to what I heard, she had to be 21 before she could claim her rights as her grandparent's heiress but several peopl
By now I had gotten used to how Carlos cleaned anything related to the underworld off my path. He changed their meeting points, those men in black never came to the building where I was, and the top floors were being modified into something else that was safe and boring. If by chance someone comes to the house, he never got in, Zade or Zane stays in the middle and passes on the message. The men were no longer allowed to bring girls in. My stay brought lots of changes. But when everyone began slowing their steps around me, glancing at me, and whispering over my head, I knew something was wrong. Although Carlos had promised to not hide things from me, I couldn’t put off the feeling that everyone was trying to hide something from me. When sleep refused to take me after an hour of lying on the bed, I sat up. Just in time, Zade came in. “Are you okay?” He asked, rushing to stay beside me. “I can’t sleep,” I answered, placing a pillow on my legs and bouncing my hands on it. “Wanna play
The sound of fired bullets only heralded a maddening silence. Zade and I had frozen with the sound in the air, our conversation abandoned even though I knew later the question would rise up again in my heart. Zade had moved into action mode and carried me into the room, “I’ll have to lock you in. It is not safe.” He said like he knew what was happening downstairs while I was once again in the dark. “Tell me what’s wrong?” I asked, I needed to know. “It’s nothing Carlos wouldn’t sort. Don’t bother yourself, you need rest.” He said again. Nevertheless, I could always ask what happened later, the least I could do was to stay out of the way and not cause trouble, especially with bullets flying around. But it was surprising no sounds followed the two gunshots we heard earlier. He tucked me into the bed and left, turning to give me one last look before closing the door. I heard the click that told me he had locked me in. I pulled my phone out of the drawer it had been since I was in t
In less than three hours, I was read. I decided to dress corporate like I was going to the office to work and not just to see my husband, the main reason was to attract as less possible as possible. Zade would rather I stayed at home and rested but Carlos had given the go-ahead so he had no choice. My husband called the shots. Coco ensured I had more than enough breakfast food, so I was feeling quite full and steady. Excitement bubbled through me as I made my way downstairs with Zade, we were both arguing about where I would sit. I wanted to sit beside him in front, but he was insisting I sat at the back and left him to play driver. The man was stubborn, so I stopped arguing, but just as we were about to enter the car, I made sure he had opened the car, I pulled a trick I had tucked in my sleeve all through our banter. “What happened to your shirt? There’s this oily stain at the back, did you run into something? Or fall into something?” I asked, looking all serious and innocent. Za