Do you think Rayna should have been more spiteful about the baby she had lost? Less forgiving?
In less than three hours, I was read. I decided to dress corporate like I was going to the office to work and not just to see my husband, the main reason was to attract as less possible as possible. Zade would rather I stayed at home and rested but Carlos had given the go-ahead so he had no choice. My husband called the shots. Coco ensured I had more than enough breakfast food, so I was feeling quite full and steady. Excitement bubbled through me as I made my way downstairs with Zade, we were both arguing about where I would sit. I wanted to sit beside him in front, but he was insisting I sat at the back and left him to play driver. The man was stubborn, so I stopped arguing, but just as we were about to enter the car, I made sure he had opened the car, I pulled a trick I had tucked in my sleeve all through our banter. “What happened to your shirt? There’s this oily stain at the back, did you run into something? Or fall into something?” I asked, looking all serious and innocent. Za
“I get to buy cake for all the staff too.” I smiled, expecting him to say I sit and wait instead of spending so much. I could guess that there would be at least a thousand staff in that building, instead, Zade smiled and stood up.“Time to spend Kavinsky’s money. I agree, it would help draw the staff to your side. I agree to your condition.” He said, relief evident in his voice, making me wonder why. Although I would have preferred to wait, baying cakes for everyone was also a win for me, and spending Carlos’ money was a way to punish him for backstabbing me.On our way to the Cake shop, I got to find out that there were approximately one thousand and four people employed at the office building but only seven hundred and fifty-two of them were available and present today.Let’s go spend some of my husband’s money.I could perceive the aroma of the cake and pastries even before we entered the place, I had decided to walk there because carrying a car would be unnecessary. It was a bit s
“Rayna.” Carlos stretched his hands out to me, but I was out of his reach. My eyes weren’t even on him. My eyes were glued to the man looking at me with that he always had on whenever I was close. His blank look betrayed no emotion. Blueblood. It’s been three years since I stood before him like this and yet nothing changed. Then I remembered he and madam had kidnapped and wanted to sell me before Carlos came to take me. Wait! Are they in a deal or partnership? Or was my father constantly collecting money from Carlos to keep me? I doubted Carlos would be so naïve or stupid, whatever they were doing involved the both of them, it had to be a mutual agreement that they had not wanted to me be informed about. I also knew Carlos wasn’t trafficking girls, as that was my father’s new hobby. When I knew I couldn’t come up with a guess on my own, I opened my mouth to request one. “What’s happening here?” I asked. “Why is he here?” I turned to Carlos. I could see my father’s eyes get darke
“Everything that happened is now in the past, you have to forget them and move on. Listen to what he has to say so you can get it all off your mind. So, you can forgive him. I’ve talked to him a lot these past few days and there’s a lot of things you do not know about your father, Rayna.”I shifted off his arms at that. “Do you support him; you also would abandon me because I have no value? Do you think I would die?” I cried.I hated how rational my brain was being, how I was trying to understand despite the pain in my heart. How could the men in my life think of me as a person that wouldn’t last? “Do you also think I would be gone soon? Already making plans for my absence. Have you found a wife to replace me? Or you’ve decided to run a full check, up on your next wife to be sure she can give you children?” I ranted.I used all my energy to stand up, so I could at least be away from him, his scent, his handsome face from up close were making me tear up but moving away didn’t help at a
I opened my mouth and was unable to close it back, I had no response for that unexpected confession. So, I decided to take it as a joke.“Don’t play with me Carlos,” I warned, I couldn’t even laugh at his words. How much had I hoped to be loved? It was a very sore spot.“Why don’t you believe me?” He replied bitterly. “Why are you so stubborn? All you see are the negative things, don’t you see how much your father is struggling to make right all his wrongs? Why can’t you see how much I love you and how I care so much about you? Why haven’t you noticed that I can’t be without you, that I can’t stay away from you for long? Why do you think I’m always coming back to you?” He ranted.Then let go of me to bring a box that had been sitting on the table. “Here. Your dad wanted me to give you this.”I looked at the box, unable to move my hands to take it or open it. His words were still ringing in my ears.Did he love me? Why would I not help but doubt his affection for me? It would have been
“Fuck, I’ve missed you, Rayna.” Carlos pulled me into his arms he crushed his lips against mine, pulling me to rest totally on him as his fingers dug into my skin.My white dress was pulled up as Carlos grabbed my ass, grinding me against his hard-on, showing me how much he wanted me.It touched me how badly he was hot for me but would put his needs behind mine, my husband who had put me first in everything.My fingers were not inactive either as I got rid of his shirt buttons, I was out of patience to remove the shirt completely as my fingers dived against his skin. My husband’s flawless skin. I missed this.His hands were everywhere, reaching for my breasts, “Let’s get rid of this.” He muttered, pulling my hands off his skin to take the dress off my head. Revealing all my flesh to his eyes.I was as naked as the day I was born. The fire in his eyes fueled my need for him. When I reached for him again, he held my hands to stop me.“I can’t control myself if you’re touching me and I n
I gave a sly smile; it was a big turn-on for both of us to act all innocent. “What did I do?” Slowly grinding myself against his erection.I was learning more about myself too. Now that I’ve decided to look at the positive sides of things, I was going to accept that I wasn’t a good girl either. Sleeping in separate rooms from Carlos had just been me trying to overcome my attraction to him, to cower away. I had thought giving in would mean letting him win. How had I forgotten that I could win like this too? Even if I lost, would I count the pleasures he offered as loss? There was no loser. But there was a dominant, and I wanted to be it. To take control.“Fuck Rayna.” He growled, digging into my hips to stop my movement and keep me in place. I loved the strength in his hands and the assurance that he would never turn them against me. If he could, he would have done so a long time ago, I knew how much I had frustrated and misunderstood him. I was going to make it all back to him.“What?
For the first time since we got to Atlanta, I woke to see my husband still sleeping right beside me. I first checked if he was awake or still sleeping. “Carlos?” I called, his eyes didn’t flutter at my words, nor did his fingers move. He was asleep. I moved closer and watched their features, his flawless and handsome face. Something squeezed in my heart as I thought of having a son who looked just like his father. As handsome and perfect. Tall and sweet. My fingers played lightly over his face, his jaw, memorizing every slide and arc. My movements were light and feathery as I didn’t want to wake him up. I moved the duvet slightly lower, revealing my new asset of infatuation. His chest. But as soon as I placed my hands on him to explore, his hands came up to capture mine. “Don’t even think of it.” He threatened. “You were awake.” I accused with a gasp, subtly distracting him. “You have never woken up before me.” He snorted. Looking at me with those clear eyes. His eyes were sear