BernardI didn’t just want her. I needed her. Physically, my body ached to become one with hers. If I didn’t get relief soon, I was going to burst. I tried helping myself and nothing happened. I have heard stories of males not being able to do it with other females after they found their mates, but not even being able to help yourself was just too much!“You don’t look good, bro.” Noah slapped me on the back and I sighed deeply.“I don’t feel good. How did you do it?” I frowned when I saw the confused look on Noah’s face. “How did you hold out until your mating ceremony?” My cheeks turned bright red when Noah laughed.“Well, for one, I didn’t have to wait long. She was my best friend. Not an enemy of the state, so to speak.” Noah shook his head while he laughed, and I sighed again as we joined our family for lunch. It struck me as we all sat around the table and I caught sight of Arora. I could soon be missing out on all of this.If she accepted my proposal that we move to her childho
HelenaSeeing Bernard in such distress was really painful, and it reminded me of the past and how much pain I was in. There had to be a way to make things easier for both of them, but if nobody had found a way yet, I couldn’t imagine us finding one now.I looked at Arora, then at her mother and I knew her mother would agree, but I wasn’t so sure about Arora. I also wasn’t sure if my son would be able to hold back. If he went too far, it could ruin Arora’s reputation. No, we couldn’t let him stay.“I’m sorry, son, but Arora hasn’t accepted you. We can’t let you stay.”BernardThe warriors threw me into my room with such force that I nearly lost my balance. So much for being a prince, but then again, I did find a way into the room without them knowing and Noah was probably going to make them pay for that.I needed to speak to Noah to make sure they didn’t get punished for something I did. I walked over to the window and noted four guards just waiting for me to try and jump again. I wasn
BernardI couldn’t even remember if I promised her that I wouldn’t push. The past three days were the worst I had ever experienced and made everything else seem a little vague.“I don’t want you to have to go through that again. Hell, I don’t want to go through that again.” I pulled my fingers through my hair in frustration and saw the confusion in her eyes. “I'd heard of a temporary mark. You won’t have to accept me or anything. I just mark you temporarily and it will fade over time. I’m hoping it will stop your heat.”It was a very old tradition I read about while I was still in school. I found the fact that females went into heat interesting. The balance between our human and wolf sides and how our human bodies have adapted to accept our wolf bodies.It was one of the few things about school that actually piqued my interest, but I never pursued it further, and now I regret it. If I had more information, I might have an easier time convincing her.“But won’t it be permanent if you b
BernardMy heart raced as I handed her the book and Arora read the passage. This was the only way I could think of helping her to ease the heat. It was the only way I could think of protecting her without going through the mating ceremony.It was going to take a while to get the entire house done, and from her reaction earlier, it was clear that she didn’t want to leave her home. Neither did I, but I would do it if it meant being with her. I just didn’t think now was the right time to tell her that.“Okay, so you actually mark me, but it’s only temporary. It’s very strange.” She looked up as her voice pushed through my thoughts and I nodded.“When we bite to mark something in our venom changes. Some hormone or something. When it’s only a temporary mark, it’s different to the permanent one and also very different to a bite we would give someone to kill them. It’s all very scientific, and I didn’t go into that part too much when I was reading about it, but there is a difference in the h
Arora“I think I only started feeling at home after the kids were toddlers!” Dowager Queen Louisa commented, frowning for a moment before all of them burst out laughing.“How do all of you do it?” I frowned, and they looked at me for a moment before looking at each other.“Do what, honey?” Princess Helena smiled.“This.” I waved at all of us walking together arm in arm. “How do you live together, work together and also have your parents around while your children take over the castle?” My question had them crying with laughter at first, but when they figured out that I really wanted to know, they became more serious.“Honestly?” Princess Helena scrunched up her nose a little and I could see the clear resemblance between her and her son. Bernard did the same thing when he was thinking! “It all just kind of happened, I guess.” She shrugged. “We all just sort of moved in together as time went by and nobody ever moved out. Only my parents did. I think they never really liked living in the
AroraHis lips touched mine and my body instantly reacted. Traitor! His lips were soft and warm in the cold night air. His hands slipped down my back and pressed my body closer to his as soon as they reached my lower back. My arms circled around his neck and my fingers intertwined into his hair.His hair was softer than I thought it would be, and I realized it felt as though this wasn’t me, but at the same time, I was kissing Prince Bernard. He nipped my bottom lip softly, and I pulled away so fast that I not only shocked him, but myself as well.I turned to run, but he gripped my wrist and pulled me in with such force that I landed up against his chest. My breathing was ragged and my heart racing as I looked from his eyes to his full lips and back to his eyes. This time, when his lips touched mine, I wanted it even more.I wanted him. The images that flooded my mind while I was in heat flooded through my mind again, and I felt all of my resistance instantly crumble. When he nipped my
AroraChaos erupted a second time and Bernard silenced everyone again, so he could explain a little better. I watched his family closely as he explained and noted how their worry slowly turned into relief. Especially when he told them it would stop my heat. I had heard the stories of what happened, and I was kind of glad I was zoned out. I never imagined it could get that bad!“Arora, we have yet to hear what you think about all of this.” Queen Emily turned to me and I smiled.“At first, I thought it was just Bernard’s way of trying to get me to accept him, but I’ve read some of the research and if he believes this will work …” I looked at him knowing the impact my words were going to have. “I trust him.” I shrugged. It was as if someone had taken ice-cold water and thrown it over all of them. They sat there just staring at us blankly.“If it is permanent, well then I guess …” I hesitated. “We will be permanent.” I looked at Bernard, who was beaming before he pulled me under his arm.
AroraAfter a lovely evening, it was strange to walk down the passage and stop in front of my room knowing I was marked, but we wouldn’t be sleeping in the same bed.“This is weird. It’s weird, isn’t it?” Bernard blushed bright red as he pushed his hands deep into his pockets.“It’s awkward, yes. It’s not what I envisioned. Not that I thought about us.” I quickly added, seeing the hurt in his eyes and sighed feeling guilty instantly. “Bernard, I haven’t rejected you because I wasn’t sure about my future. Which is the same reason I didn’t accept you either.”“You don’t have to explain. I understand. I just wish things were different.” He opened his mouth as though he was about to say something but closed it again.“Thank you for doing this for me, and I know you had something to do with the house, so thank you for that as well.” I tried to fill the awkward silence which had suddenly appeared. I had so many reasons why I should have rejected him before, but suddenly they all seemed so s