I feel so drained and exhausted all day.I feel like I'm melting anytime because of the hardships I'm feeling. Should I talk to him and apologize?Why am I so hard when it comes to him? Maybe he has a good explanation for that, and damn it. I feel like I'm crazy and I can't focus on working, especially since I don't have contact with Leion because he's with the kids coming home to Pinas.I swear mom and dad knew about this. They'll kill me."What is that?" I shouted at the table full of papers and daily reports about increasing the stocks and what was needed and lacking. As well as complaints and requests for me to fallAs for their salary, where Dave was and I didn't seem to be with you!"Hello, have I called Brynne?"just a moment, and my cousin spoke"Where are you? Come here and help me. I don't know what to do, but I will go ahead! PJ says he took half of the work, but it didn't seem to be reduced! " I complained as I took off my cardigan and I was wearing a black fitted shirt an
I smiled when I saw my kids playing with their cousins.Deion is beside me with his youngest son playing, while Lianna is in the middle with Leion.Now Aubrey, tell me. "Do you want your kids to be away from Leion if they are so happy when they are with their dad?" he asked me while I couldn't take my eyes off of them."I don't know Deion, the pain was still there," I said sternly, trying to conceal my bitterness in my tone of voice."You change a lot, Aubrey. I hope you change that won't affect the life of your children. You know that selfishness can damage everything. ""Papa!" I lost my temper when her son was pulling her beard and holding her back. Maybe the baby was crying."Hi", then they faced and lifted their 10 month old baby boy as I smiled.She recognized my face and put her hand on my face to slap her nose."Good baby, slap her more so she'll be awake from her nightmare." I just tasted her before a hand was applied to my hip."Hi baby," he greeted me from behind me, and Gr
The day was perfect, and my day is almost perfect. But that's really going to ruin your day, no matter how good it is."Mom, why was our surname Montezur, not Guavez? My classmates are Grei, who then covered Liana's mouth while smiling. What the heck are they thinking?"Why did you ask the baby?" I said while hugging her."I was jealous," he moaned before I laughed. She's perfect, my happy pill."Kids! The food was ready! " Leion's mom said as she smiled at me and took Grei and Liana. I don't know if their mom is angry. What matters is that we are all happy."They deserve my surname, Aubrey, you know that." Then I turned as he stood by my side and held a beer. He lookslooks problematic right now."I know, but there are some things that we cannot change in just a snap of your fingers," I said, looking in the distance and blinking. It feels like no one understands howhow I feel. Sometimes I want to give up everything.But still, I can't. I have children, and whatwhat if they are not by
I was nervous as I stared in the mirror in the room while I was restless in the clothes I was wearing. I don't know why. Maybe I am too excited to see Nick again since we're having a fight and I hope that after all the gusters, he's the one that I want right now.I'm afraid to lose him. I can'tI'm happy with him and I know it'll hurt so badly if he's gone from my life, and I don't want that to happen to me or us."Mom, Kuya Leave me alone. He's mad at me. " Liana smiled as she rolled her eyes and ran in front of me, her tears flowing, and she still looked adorable in my eyes."Why is he mad at you?" Then he approached me and sat down in my seat earlier as his face fluttered and his tears were already flowing.He said I'm too immature, so he leaves me." Then I smiled before combing Liana's hair and putting on her back. I combed her hair and squeezed it before she stared at me."I really look like Papa, and Kuya has your features." Then he hugged my arm and leaned. Such a sweet baby an
I smile while I'm listening to my favorite song. It was as if I had no energy to get up from my bed and continue looking at the wall and trying to lock myself in the four corners of this room as I wondered where I was."Mama .." I look at the door while my little Liana is standing as she holds her favorite stuffed toy and closes her eyes.It's 4 o'clock in the morning and it's too early for Lianna to wake up, and I think my son is dreaming of bad"Yes, my little princess?" I asked and hugged her tight as she sat down on my bed and hugged me as she closed her eyes immediately."I can't sleep, Mama; the monster promised to return and kill me."Then he started to sneeze and read the clothes I was wearing with tears of tears."No, he can't hurt you. Mama will save you and your Kuya Grei. And do you know how strong your papa is? It was then that he was just crying."Mama, all I want is a perfect family. That is the greatest gift that you can give to us. It's priceless, Mama. " I don't know
"Come on Aubrey, make yourself busy so you can be okay somehow," Ferti said while looking at me. Joanna was driving in front of me and my hair was annoying."You're an annoying girl, you didn't tell me you're here and you left me with my good wife," she said, because I left her my clothing line in Canada while I was in Pinas, and I was in Pinas, and they heard about us, and they came here just to annoy me and make fun of me, but still.I feel their love and support for me even though I've been so mia for a long time."You know, all of this has a reason, so it's okay because we know how much we can do it." Ferti said, then I embraced and Joanna hugged me too.I laughed at what Joanna was saying. "So I'm here to be PJ's enemy and I tell him not to hang me when he knows I'm stuck and I'm left in the air and then I run away for a while.""Don't laugh; just tell me you want to stay in the middle of your heat."I blushed and I was embarrassed by what Joanna said. It's been a long time since I
"Why Leion?" I asked, then he took a deep breath before grabbing my hand and said the car was tight for the two of them."Please let me clean up some mess that I made." I turned away from the car and pulled my chest down as he sat down at my side and hugged me and hugged me."She is my secretary and I fired her after I fucked her and we fought, so I spent more of my time in the bar and I saw her and I didn't recognize her and that shit happened." My mouth opened and I flipped over As he rubbed my back and grabbed my two cheeks and rubbed my forehead, his eyes made me feel weak.I'm so sorry, I'm a very bad person and I know I don't deserve you because you're the most and you're a blessing to me, Aubrey, but please. But he didn't want to let me go."Maybe I am, but I'm tired of everything. I'm always hurting and leaving. What's wrong with me? I'm not perfect for Godsake. ""You are perfect in my eyes, Aubrey." Then I shook my head as my tears flowed."I know I'm so selfish. Come on, sl
"Let's go!" Then I was very close to Leion and he was smiling at me as I stared at my face."Why?" I asked then. He was numb and messed up my hair."You look stunning all the time, Aubrey." He kissed my forehead as he climbed up and helped me to the peak of the mountain. We had planned to hike. We were the first and the couple later climbed into the camp. They were"Wow, it's nice." Then he tightened his grip on my beard and leaned his head against my head."I really want to show you this." Then he pulled out the small box and there was just a necklace. I saw it, and here's the first time I could see him again."Damn Aubrey, I'm nervous. I don't know why. He said, and it's my turn to smile and hug him back. Every day with us was as if the wound was healing and it seemed like I had forgotten that I was left behind and Nick and I let go of Nick."What if we drift apart again, Leion?" I had a very random question as he also looked at me, and he was humbled and thought to sit on the rock.
Leion was every girl's dream. He was like a knight in shining armor. No one expects us to be together. We all thought we would never reach the end, at the end.But we reached the latter. We got married and had a child far away, and his life was there, but again for no apparent reason.It's been a year since our wedding. That was the best, until he collapsed at the venue. We were dancing so sweetly at that time when he suddenly knelt down and his chest touched his chest. We ran him to the nearest hospital and when he died that day, we were told that we needed to fly to the US for his heart transplant.I thought we could enjoy that day, but no, Leion was so happy and it was so happy that he collapsed and everything seemed to slow down. I thought he was going to lose me now.I never thought we would get up early in the US. My twins are with their grandparents. I want to focus on Leion and the twins to understand our situation here. It is very difficult for me.Every day I wake up to appr
Seeing my only walking down the aisle with her drop dead gorgeous face and her attitude that every man will fall easily is the best scene of my life."Calm down, son, this wedding will be great for you." I looked at my dad, smiling at me, and he grabbed my shoulder."This wedding is the best both of you chose to get married, when we didn't force you or fix marriage." I smiled and wiped away my tears as I walked over to Aubrey. She looked pure in her gown."This is the best day of my life, and the girl that I wish would be mine forever." I put my hand in front of Aubrey in front of me and her dad was smiling at me too."This is your last wedding. Next time your sister Aubrey." She smiled sweetly and kissed her dad."Yes, Papa, I swear we'll make it work," she said, and then you looked up and smiled at me."Hello, Mr. Guavez," she said sweetly, the most beautiful sounds I've ever heard in my life; she's my life."Hi Mrs. Guavez," I slowly raised her hand and supported her, lifting and s
It's been a week since Leion was in the hospital and his security room is here. I almost lived here just to get close to Ashley."Sleep first," Leion said as I held my hand and smiled at me as I fixed his blanket.Later, Leion, I don't want to leave you here." He brushed my hair as he shook his eyes at me."You are the best thing I have ever had in my entire life." I listened to what Leion said while he was beside me. I didn't want to leave him because I was afraid he might suddenly leave me and I would be alone. I was scared"Leion, please promise that you will not leave me. You will not leave or lose me again. I am very afraid of losing my face. I will not be able to." She shook her head and wiped the tears from her eyes.I will not leave you. You are my good and happy, so why would I leave you? I took a deep breath and he rubbed my face."Deion said that we will get married next week. They are up to date because of my treatment and I am willing to do it so that I can be with you un
A warm hand touches my neck while I feel sleepy after the pool earlier. I love it. I want to do it again."I'm so in love with you." I was surprised to hear Leion's voice watching me a while ago while he was just stunned and smiling at me."Are you tired too much?" I shook my head and put his face on my neck. I hugged him and closed my eyes."You smell nice, Aubrey, so sweet," when my cheeks were hot as he said and something hit my side of something hard."Leion?" I parted from her and she laughed, holding my hand, approaching her."Morning sex is good, or shower sex if you want.""Pervert!" I screamed and stabbed her with a pillow as she laughed."I'm not my love. I know you want this too, right?" I shook my head, and he grabbed my hand and fell to his chest."Really? That's why you moaned so loudly last night and said, 'ugh baby more don't stop,' he made my voice tone, and what he said embarrassed me even more."What the heck, let's go downstairs. The twins are looking for us. ""Le
I was nervous sitting in the passenger seat while the kids were behind and watching a movie while me and Leion were on vacation in Batanes. We were going to our wedding venue. I was really nervous. My parents were wickedThey say they can take the preparation for 3 weeks with no delays. So are Leion's relatives and parents, who are also busy helping them prepare for Leion's wedding."Calm down lady, we're just going to get some clothes there and let's look at the venue you want since you like Batanes, right?" I nodded slowly and held her hand."We can make it simple, Leion.""Ayoko, you're not a simple lady and you deserve a fuckin' big wedding. You know that you deserve the best, the finest. " She kissed my hand and stopped the car at the big hotel and turned to the twins."Behave you later, ha? And after that, we will enjoy the beach and more. ""Yes we will, Papa, and I will be the princess." Leion smiled and then knocked on the twins' door."Mom, I saw that lady again." I looked u
I stared out the window of my room while sitting on my twin's bed with a sigh of relief. We were going to visit Leion in the hospital because he was still outside the hospital and his older brother said he was fine.He looks happy without me, but why is he coming back?"I thought you were going to visit with twins." I was surprised when Leion looked at the door and his eyes were sad."Later, you know you need to bond with your son and wife.""She's not my wife. What the hell are you talking about?" She was still grinning at me, and I passed her and read the room because they might wake up Liana and Grei."Talk to me, Aubrey. Why are you mad? I should be angry at the first place. ""I don't understand, Leion. Why did you say that? Are you supposed to be angry? " She sat on the sofa and put her hand on her forehead and pressed her tightly."I know that Nick is also part of your life and I know he's hard to forget because he fills all my shortcomings when I am gone.""I don't know what y
Sometimes I am scared to be lonely. I don't want to feel that way again. Because I swear that if I already found someone, I won't let him go again.It is annoying to think that no matter what we do to get away, we return to each other. Sometimes we lose our way and we can find someone who will help us to show the way back to our destination.And it's Nick, the one I met helping me to Leion.Because Leion is always my final destination, the feeling that every day the sacrifice is for him, and I go back to whatever he does, he's my way back home. But why is that? Don't I have the right to be happy with the person I love dearly? I know that it's been a long time since my last question, but why does he have to recover where people are happy?I whispered as the cold wind hit my face and the waves of the sea were making my mind. I wanted to be with him until it was over. I want to marry Leion and, most of all, to be with him until our last breath."I saw you here, Aubrey." I turned for a mo
I was walking around the street where my house is located, and the twins left with their dad as I headed back to Manila to talk to Mon and Dad because they had something to tell me, besides Joanna's complaint with me in the Our business is going to die for a lack of designers because of Joanna's fight"You know what, I can finish those messes that you made. Come home first for you. Maybe later when I come back, the AU contour building will be gone, "I joked as I talked to Joanna on the phone."Fuck, I can't take this stress anymore if I only know that my parents are rich in my other family. Fuck this business."Okay fine, I have something to send to our relatives there while I don't know if she can handle that stress, I can't leave what I'm looking forward to right now and the twins were enjoying their free time with their dad, and of course I can't stop them-""You are also happy to be with Leion after a long year when you thought he died in a car accident." I sat down and removed my
"Mama, I want to have another bowl of cereal.""Me too."I said as they lifted the bowl of their meal and took me to the island counter of the kitchen. They followed me. I couldn't hide my smile while Deion and his wife couldn't take their eyes off me."What?" I asked and I gave the bowl. Then Grei put in the milk."You can smile as if your face is broken." The wife laughed as she reached out to Lianna, the bowl with cereal, and went with her older brother."Why? Is it bad to be happy? " I asked, and they laughed while pointing at my back."Look who's here," she says, wrapping her strong arm around my waist and kissing me on the neck."Good morning, my queen," he said before he kissed the neck and his clothes were wet as he had fish with his fish."Where have you been?" I asked, then he laughed at me and lowered the fish."The kids say they like fish, so I get on the clean river." I roll my eyes and punch him."Idiot, there's a fish in the market. You can buy it there if you don't car