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“Kids! Eat and later, lights out,” Joanna said as PJ let their youngest sleep.

I used to care and my eyes were looking for Nick. It was late at night and he was still missing out on his head and not texting or saying goodbye to where he went, so I couldn’t help but think.

“You look so bad.” Jake said, to my surprise, that I was bored and annoyed.

“I can’t see Nick. He didn’t say he was leaving. I don’t know if the island is still on this island, so hello, this island resort.” Then I pushed and put rice and a dish of Grei and Lianna’s plate, imitating the way I nodded.

“You look like a breast, stop it,” I rebuked the two, and then they laughed.

“Now Mama, you know what you look like when you’re pouting,” Grei laughed, and Jake joined in, and Jake and I both fell in love with my baby girl, who looked a little like her father, especially when she smiled and looked at you; her hair and nose just got me, unlike Grei, who got me so much.

“Mama, that’s unfair. You kiss Lianna while I pin yo