ChantriaWhen Gab dropped me off at home, that was the only time I took a good look at him. He looked better than earlier. It seems like I was able to lighten his mood a bit.His problems didn't disappear, but at least I was able to provide him some comfort even for a little while. From here on out, it's up to him to resolve his problems. Whatever happens, I'll be here to give advice."Thank you so much for today, Seanne," he said. "I won't forget this."I smiled. "You're welcome. If you ever need someone to lean on or talk to, I'm here. We're friends, after all."He didn't answer immediately. "Right. We're friends."I didn't respond since I saw Iwatani's car park in front of their house.I looked back at Gab who was now looking at Iwatani who was getting out of his car. "Anyway, classes start early tomorrow. We'll be busy since graduation is coming up soon."He nodded and looked back at me. "Yeah. Good luck with your research.""Good luck to you too."A car pulled up near our house.
ChantriaWith so much going on in school, I didn't realize that our graduation was getting closer and closer. We were getting ready for our defense later and I couldn't sit still.I knew we had prepared for this day, but I couldn't shake off the butterflies in my stomach due to nervousness. Even Lorreine and Louella were repeating and rehearsing what they were going to say.Only Iwatani remained calm, his eyes closed on one side, as if he was ready to jump in at any moment."I'll really pay a lot to get that confidence of yours, Iwatani," Lorreine commented. "I don't know how you manage to stay calm in these situations."Iwatani opened his eyes and looked at Lorreine. "I'm also nervous. This is just my way of calming myself down."Lorreine just nodded. "You look so calm, though. It's not obvious at all."We didn't continue our conversation as the first group exited. My nerves doubled since we were up next."Good luck," Gab said as they left."Thanks!" I said. "Is it difficult?"He sho
ChantriaI'm glad that Iwatani and I are becoming real friends, not just childhood friends that we pretend to be. Because of my confession, we were able to rest and think about everything.Slowly, we're getting to know each other better. We're becoming proper friends.But what I don't like right now is the awkwardness between Gab and me whenever we're left alone together. It doesn't happen often, but I can't help but feel sad.That's when I realized how that kind of feeling can get in between two friends. When one falls for the other, it's just one of the two. Either they both will have feelings for each other, or they'll stop being friends because the other one doesn't feel the same way.It's just sad that it had to happen to me. I'm really glad that I'm friends with Gab. I'm happy because I have a friend who understands me to some extent. I'm happy being friends with Lorreine, Louella, and Iwatani, but we're nothing alike. We all have different problems and flaws to deal with.I sig
ChantriaI have already been to Gab's house before but I still can't help but be amazed. Their house can be considered as one of the most beautiful residential houses in the Philippines, if not in the whole world.Even though I've seen it before, I'm still in awe of the vastness of their garden and their palace-like house. Even their maids seem to sparkle in my eyes. I think I'm the only one who got lost here and looks like a rag."I heard you've already come here once," Mr. Guanzon said as we got out of the car. "I know it might be uncomfortable being with me, but please feel at home.""Yes, Sir. Thank you.""And please don't call me sir. Call me tito."My mouth fell open and I quickly looked at Gab. He just nodded, so I did too. "Okay po, Tito. I will."When we entered, we were led to the living room. Their maids already prepared our food in the dining room. We waited in the living room while chatting. Tito didn't change his clothes immediately and joined us in the living room."So,
Chantria"What did dad tell you?" Gab asked as we walked towards their gate.I don't even know why we have to walk when they have a car, but I didn't complain. I don't want to be demanding. Just because he likes me doesn't mean I should take advantage of that. I'm not like that."Nothing to worry about," I replied.He paused before asking again. "He didn't threaten you, right?""No. Why would he?""I mean, he didn't tell you to leave me alone, right? He didn't say anything harsh or anything?"I chuckled before facing him. "No, he didn't. Like I said, you don't have to worry. And I don't think your dad's that type of person. I think he's great. He just doesn't always know how to show his true self to other people."He closed his mouth. "I know that. I'm just worried you'll ignore me in school after this."I laughed again. "Even if he asks me to leave you, I won't do that. I won't leave you alone." I turned around and walked towards the gate.After saying that out loud, I realized how e
ChantriaI was staring while walking down the hallway. To be honest, from the time I woke up until now, I've just been staring blankly. My brain still can't absorb what Aling Tryna told me earlier.She didn't mention to Iwatani what we talked about because she noticed the change in my appearance.Well, I was so surprised. I didn't expect that out of all the women in the world, it was Carleigh. Out of all my potential rivals for Iwatani's heart, it had to be my twin.And the most painful part of it all is that out of all my potential competitors, it had to be someone who's no longer in this world. And honestly, I don't know what to do or feel.It feels like it was just yesterday when I was ready to forget about Iwatani and move on because I knew I had no chance with him. Because he already had someone else he loved. But when I found out who it was, I didn't know anymore. It's like I lost even more hope."Hey."I looked up when Louella approached me. I was currently at the soccer field
ChantriaEverything went back to normal. Iwatani was right, I am really comfortable around him. It's like nothing ever happened. Although, my heart still races sometimes when I'm with him. But I still think I like him, since I really do. But love? I don't know. I've never been in love before, so I don't know the difference between liking someone and loving someone.Instead of worrying about it now, I decided to just let it be. In time, I know I'll find the answer. I'm not in a rush to know. I'll find out when I'm ready and with the person I'll love."Are you ready?" Gab asked with his palm extended in front of me."Not really," I replied.He chuckled softly as I took his hand. "Just follow my lead."We started to dance as soon as we heard the music. As our instructor, who was also our classmate, told us, we danced while looking into each other's eyes.For our upcoming graduation party, each class in our batch will have a presentation. Our section is preparing a semi-formal dance. I sh
Chantria"Are you okay?" Gab whispered to me while we were dancing.I still couldn't look at him after everything I had learned. It had been awkward between us for a while, but I still didn't have the courage to open up about what Iwatani and I had talked about.As Iwatani had said, Gab didn't want me to know what had happened, which was confusing because he didn't need to hide it. And he certainly didn't need to do it. I know now that he likes me, but it still doesn't make it right."Did I do something wrong?" he asked.I shook my head. "No. No. It's not that.""Then what is it? You've been ignoring me all this time. I greeted you earlier, but you just looked away. If I didn't do anything wrong, what is it?"I took a deep breath. "Don't mind me. I'm just not in the mood."He looked at me as if trying to determine whether or not I was telling the truth. And I think he caught on. "You're lying. Why are you lying?""I'm not, okay?" I let go of his grip and stepped back. "I'll just go ge