ChantriaI yawned while locking the door. Lorreine, Louella, and I slept late last night because we were on a video call for hours. Even though we went home early, they called me out of the blue, I don't know why.That's when I told them about Gab and Iwatani. I told them about how I feel and said that I would move on from Iwatani. Lorreine had the same reaction as Louella. She also didn't understand why I had to move on when there's still a chance, especially since we always hang out together.But as I told Louella, giving up is just the right thing to do. Besides, I don't think it's a bad idea. It's like it doesn't matter to me to give up my feelings for Iwatani. Maybe because I found out who he likes.It really gets confusing here. Because the truth is, I can't help but notice Gab too. At first, it didn't matter to me when I found out he likes me too. Not entirely, but it's like I'm okay with him liking me but I can't return his feelings.Maybe because I didn't know him well back t
ChantriaThis is Eric's fault. Gab and I were okay yesterday. We didn't need anything from each other. But because of what he did, we can't practice properly again. I keep stepping on his foot because I can't focus.On top of that, my classmates keep teasing us. It just makes us more distant from each other. But despite that, he still manages to laugh as if he did nothing wrong. I really wanted to hit him. Just once. Hard."I'm really sorry about Eric," Gab said while looking into the distance. "He's an idiot.""He really is," I agreed. "But you don't have to apologize. If anyone should apologize, it's him. I'm not sure if I can forgive him though."He chuckled softly. "You don't have to listen to him, you know. He only said that because he knows I'll score and we'll win. He just likes to annoy people.""Nah, it's fine. I already agreed. I don't want to back out now.""Really? You don't have to do that, though. It's okay with me.""Really?"He paused for a moment before looking into m
ChantriaI excused myself to go to the CR to get Iwatani's shirt. It's black and a bit big for me. I just tucked it in so I wouldn't look too big.When I went out of the cubicle, I saw Lorreine and Louella with some of our classmates. Some of them were retouching their makeup even though they were already going home. I just stayed there and washed my face."Are you okay?" Louella asked. "There was a big stain on your clothes earlier. Do you think it will come off?"I shrugged. "Maybe. It was just iced tea."I put my dirty clothes in a plastic bag. I only had a small bag with me so I couldn't put it inside. We were going home anyway so I just carried it."Do you have a relationship with Iwatani?" Rizelle asked. "Don't be offended or anything, okay? We're just curious."I looked at my classmates who were also waiting for my answer. Even Makino seemed to be waiting for my response.I shook my head at them. "We don't have a relationship. If you're referring to being friends, then yes, we'
ChantriaI'm with Iwatani at the market for our picnic food. I don't know how our other classmates found out, but Gab and his friends will be joining us in our plan.I'm not sure who told them even though I know Lorreine is involved. I don't want to talk about it anymore because Louella and Iwatani agreed to it.Furthermore, it's not like he's exclusive to our group of friends. Only the overnight stay is exclusive because I won't allow anyone else to join us. That is supposed to be our bonding."Are you okay?" he asked. "Just hold on to me because it's a bit crowded. We might get separated.""I'm not a baby, you know." I weakly chuckled because I still held onto his arm so I wouldn't get lost.I'm not familiar with the place. As he said, it's crowded and there are so many people. It's Saturday. That's why I think there are a lot of people. Today is the only chance for us to go to the market because our picnic is later. We couldn't do it yesterday because we got home late, and there wa
ChantriaThis park is very spacious. There aren't too many people around and the surroundings are very clean. Almost only children are here playing, so we have a lot of places to choose from where we can eat.The men arranged the blanket we were going to sit on while the women laid out our food.After we finished arranging everything, we all sat on two large blankets. I sat next to Lorreine and Iwatani. Louella was in front of me because we were on the edge.Eric and Aaron kept laughing, so we couldn't help but laugh too. These two are really funny, especially when they're together. And Lorreine is great at joining in on their jokes.When we started eating, I couldn't help but be amazed by how delicious the food was. I also noticed that we all had the same reaction when we tasted it."You're so good, Gab!" We laughed at Lorreine's exclamation. "Just kidding! But you're really good at cooking, Gab! I didn't expect that, you know? I thought heirs like you are spoiled. Like you have a pe
ChantriaI laughed softly. "Does it mean that I can possibly like two men?" Well, the thought of that scares me."Don't get me wrong. I said you like us both but it's like liking a friend and liking a man." I paused for a moment. "I really can't explain this without giving an example."I raised my eyebrows in anticipation. He sounds like a love guru right now. It's like he knows a lot about love."Think of it as me liking you, and me liking your sister, Carleigh." I stopped at what he said. Okay? So, he's making himself an example. I don't know what to feel right now."What do you like about me?" he asked.I cleared my throat. "What? If you suddenly ask me that, how can I answer right away?""It's okay. Take your time. What do you like about me and how did you know you like me?"I took a deep breath and thought carefully. "I like you because you're always there for me whenever I need help. You were there when I needed someone to lean on. And you make me feel comfortable.""Like a frie
ChantriaThe time passed by and I suddenly lost my mood. Almost all sections were dancing and all special guests were singing as if the wind just blew by.I told myself that I should enjoy the night. But here I am, overthinking. I couldn't help but be curious about what Makino and the others were talking about earlier. Why was he laughing so heartily a while ago? Is he happier with Makino?"The night is still young, folks," Jared said. "This is your chance to dance with your boyfriend, girlfriend, and crushes. Don't be shy because this is a once in a lifetime opportunity."When I heard that, I felt even more dejected. When I saw Lorreine stand up with the guy who asked her to dance, I wanted to sink into my seat. I think Louella and Iwatani also wanted to dance, but they couldn't because of me.I was starting to feel dejected when someone extended their hand to me. "May I have this dance?" he stammered as he asked me.My heart almost stopped when I realized it was Gab who was offering
ChantriaWe partied all night. After the slow dance in the wee hours of the morning, we ate again to have more energy. "The night is still young," as President Jared said. The party ended at five, so we still had three hours to have fun.We danced in the middle when the music turned into a rock song. Lorreine was almost going crazy, as if she was drunk. Although I'm not as energetic as she is, I still tried to keep up with her because I was in a good mood too.A lot happened tonight. My feelings were like a rollercoaster earlier. My heart beat faster as I danced with Gab, I felt sad seeing him happy with Makino, then I found out he rejected her and still wanted me.Staring at Gab, I still can't believe he's mine. It wasn't that long ago when I was really annoyed at him for calling me a gold digger. It wasn't that long ago when I avoided him because I was afraid of what he would say to me.But here we are now, smiling like two idiots in the middle of the dance floor. Even though we kno