DAHLIA:
“Good job, everyone. Now let’s go home,” I told them after finishing up on today’s charity work.
Everybody was tired, but they were all smiling. Once everything has been cleared away and the supplies were safely loaded back into the wagon, I boarded the carriage with Lina, and we journeyed back together to the mansion.
“Lady Dahlia, how long are you planning to give these free medical services along the poor men’s villages,” Lina asked.
Lina was only two years older than me, and we grew up together. She was almost like a sister, but even though I loved her to death, I always hated this side of her – the side that occasionally spoke so harshly against the poor and the common people.
“Whatever do you mean, Lina? I’ll do this forever,” I said.
“Surely you don’t mean that, right, my lady? How about when you become the queen? I don’t think you will either have the time or the capability to maintain an anonymous persona like this.”
I sat in silence, not intending to respond to Lina’s queries. Of course I knew that these small acts of rebellion against papa could never go on forever as I hoped it would. It had always been my dream to become a doctor and work at the commoner’s district to aid people for free, yet, my father had always disagreed to it. After years of begging, he finally permitted me to do occasional volunteer works at the nearby villages. Little did he know that I used those times to travel to the far flung areas so that I could help people more intensively.
I sighed. Even Kaist was against me in this endeavor. We were friends since our childhood days, but he never shared my love for adventure and medicine. He had always been against me going out like this, risking my life so that I could somehow practice something very dear to my heart. Somehow, it felt like I had a second father rather than a friend or a fiancé in Kaist when it came to this aspect…
I think it will be even harder to convince Kaist to allow me to continue healing people secretly like this, especially now that the times had become more dangerous than before. This is one of the matters I must try to delicately raise to him once I get the chance.
“Lady Hurst, Miss Lina, may we please ask you to refrain from speaking? We are about to traverse the forest now,” Rick, our coachman, reminded us.
We responded shortly, and Lina shut the heavy curtains against the windows. She hooked the latch on both carriage doors, and once the preparations had been made, we proceeded to ride in total silence.
Recently, the far-flung villages and the areas near the kingdom’s borders have been plagued by rogue wolves and vampires, and they usually attacked those who travelled along the forest.
The village of Hildt that we visited today was covered with luscious green forests on all corners, and thus, it was one of the first few places that had suffered due to the recent attacks. Supplies to this area had been sporadic, and the knights, instead of being deployed in desolate places like this, were sent to the big borders to keep the peace.
Despite years and years of existing together, the war between the Werewolf Clan and the Vampire Clan painfully persisted. The only time they had really cooperated with us was when the Blasted Ones – the vampires - had worked with the Shadow Runes.
After the disappearance of this ferocious werewolf clan, however, the flimsy partnership the vampires had with the rest of our clan had completely crumbled. As such, our kingdom, Talandor, now the biggest werewolf kingdom in the western realm, was caught in the midst of a long-standing war with them.
Thus, if we so much as make a sound right now, we might attract either one of those sets of enemies, or even worse, we’ll end up getting attacked by both. Because I didn’t really ask for papa’s permission regarding this trip, I didn’t bring along any knights with me, save for Sir Raleigh, who was sitting in front of Rick as we journeyed.
It has been a good two hours since we traveled through the forest when the silence and peace was broken by the violent neigh of our carriage horses.
“My lady, Lina, no matter what you hear, don’t get out!”
That was Sir Raleigh’s voice. Surely, we weren’t being attacked, right?
I started to say a silent prayer as sweat began to pour through my body in fright. I was the one who insisted on traveling lightly, so if anything will happen to Sir Raleigh and Rick, I could never forgive myself.
Lina and I listened in silence. We heard nothing. Was there really an attack going on outside?
I trembled. I haven’t shifted for a long time. My father forbade me to go outside, so I had never been in any real danger recently. I had always travelled with my father’s knights and was hardly exposed to any threats until today.
Still, I can hear my wolf Eve’s ferocious growl within me. She was ready to face whatever damned thing was waiting for us should the need arise. It felt comforting that my wolf would stand by me and was willing to fight no matter how fierce the battle was outside. She was really so unlike me in my human form that even I had always been surprised that we were housed inside the same body.
“Lady Dahlia, be careful,” Lina mouthed in the dark. I could see her amber wolf eyes illuminated in the dimness of the carriage. It was also comforting to think I was with her. I wasn’t really alone…
Our hearts both froze when we heard a growl into the night. I began to hear the sounds of scampering feet in all directions.
I listened intensely at the fierce sound of battle from the outside. I wanted to take a peek from the window, but Lina was holding down the curtains firmly shut. We know that if the enemy would see us and discover that women were inside, they would go berserk.
Worse, if they knew who I was, they’d probably do something fatal…
At first, I can hear human voices shouting at each other, but now, all I could hear were feral animal grunts and howls. Sir Raleigh and Rick might have already turned themselves into their wolf forms. If so, the battle could be more intense than we could ever imagine.
Just as sudden as it started, the noises halted. The only sounds I heard were the shallow and frightened breathings that Lina and I took. What the hell was happening?
Out of the blue, from the top of our carriage, a hairy arm suddenly pounded its fist violently, creating a giant opening. I yelped in surprise, and Lina and I covered our heads by instinct.
The hairy arm continued to punch its way into the carriage’s roof. It was a huge arm – double the size of an average wolf. He must not be an ordinary rouge, but a seasoned fighter wolf!
“Lady Dahlia, when I give you the signal, you must run! Run as fast as you can, and don’t look back!” Lina shouted at me in between the attacks.
“Let’s both run,” I interjected after nodding at her.
If we didn’t get out of there in a few moments, we would surely be pulverized to our deaths!
Before Lina could even do anything, the carriage door on my left side burst open, and the carriage was tipped on that side. All of a sudden, I found myself rolling accidently outside of the carriage and into the ground.
“Ah,” I yelped as my shoulders fiercely hit the ground. When I lifted my head, I saw a large, black wolf running with all his might into my direction.
I was stuck with enormous fear. My ultimate weakness since childhood was that I couldn’t transform into my wolf form at will. Eve, the wolf inside me, was growling fiercely, and yet, here I am, shuddering in fright in my human form. I could only look as the rogue wolf opened its enormous jaws and bared its jagged teeth against me. Those canines will tear at my flesh any minute now.
Suddenly, a brown wolf rolled in front of me. It was small but quick. It jumped into the black wolf’s side, creating a bloody opening.
It was Lina in her wolf form! She growled at me, and even though I couldn’t transform, I understood what she had said.
“Run!”
She didn’t have to say it again. I gathered my skirt and ran deeper into the forest as fast as my legs could carry me.
‘Shift,’ I said to myself, ‘please shift!’ I tried to command myself to mentally change into my wolf form, but it didn’t work. How can I be this useless?
I ran as fast as I could, but I know that the rogues were even faster. The only thing that kept me going was the thought that I was luring away some of the wolves from the people I had dragged into this mess, and I pray in my heart that in this way, I am being useful.
I stopped at my tracks momentarily when the terrain had suddenly changed. The trees disappeared, and I was surrounded by grass on all sides.
I hated this terrain! There won’t be anywhere else to hide in this place, but what can I do? I just have to keep on running as fast as I could.
Out of the blue, and just as I had expected, I soon came to a cliff.
‘Hah, please shift now, Eve! Please,’ I pleaded with my body. I tried to relax a bit and channel Eve inside of me, who had been thrashing about so violently, wanting to be let out, to take control. I imagined myself reaching my hands towards her.
However, even in my imagination, I hit an invisible wall.
I wanted to cry. Why can’t I shift? Why can’t I shift even when my life depended on it?
With no options left, I climbed into the steep rocks leading into a ravine.
I sensed that the rogue wolves had already arrived. They were only a few feet away from me. I must make haste. I climbed some more, the jagged rocks making small tears at my clothes as I scampered into higher elevation.
“Hey, princess, where are you going,” one of the rogue wolves said. “Why are you climbing up so high? Aren’t you even tired?”
Hearing him speak only meant that he had already shifted back into his human form. He was positively mocking someone like me who can’t even shift at will!
“Come on, you don’t need to climb any further. We won’t bite,” the other chuckled.
Their words sounded devilish. I turned back to face them, my heart all wild with fear.
“Stay back,” I shouted. I pulled a small dagger from the folds of my skirt. It may not be able to do much damage, but I’ll make sure I won’t make this easy for them.
“Are you going to fight us with that weapon, princess,” the one nearest to me said. He started to emit a blood-curling growl. “You know this fight won’t end well if you struggle, right?”
I backed down from him, my feet almost slipping into the earth below me. I could hear the gushing of water underneath, but I am not sure, and I couldn’t dare tear my eyes away from the rogues lest they attack.
“Come if you dare,” I said. I trembled a little as I spoke, but I did not back down. I wouldn’t do so, even if this became the death of me.
“If you say so, b*tch! Don’t say you were not warned,” he snarled. In an instant, the man turned into a wolf and charged full force towards me.
DAHLIA:This was it. I was going to die in this manner. I closed my eyes and raised the dagger as high as I could.I waited for the sharp pain that the fangs of the wild rogue would bring, but it didn’t come. I opened my eyes slowly.That’s when I saw it – a great white wolf that was double my human size! He was clutching the rogue’s neck with his teeth, and his immaculate fur was drenched in blood.The second rogue fell upon his side, but a swift swipe of his paw hurled him violently away somewhere.Who was this wolf? Why was he attacking these rogues?I tried to look closely at him, but I don’t recognize him at all. Was he part of Kaist’s guards? If so, Kaist himself must be around here somewhere…At that exact instant, my nostril was filled with an extraordinary smell. It was the scent of lemons and the wet woodlands.I immediately recognized it as the scent of the great, white wolf
DAHLIA:I woke up to the smell of burning firewood and into the arms of someone clutching me so tightly inside a cave.I yelped in alarm. For a few seconds, I had forgotten what had happened. I didn’t know where I was or how I got there.“W-What?…”“I see you’ve woken up.”It was a man who was holding me close. I tried to look back at him, but he held me even tighter that I cannot seem to breathe.“Who… Who are you?”He didn’t have to answer me at all. At that exact moment, I remembered clutching a furry body as I fell down the cliff towards my death…“Don’t squirm so hard, my lady… Otherwise, you’d get my body too damn excited.”As soon as he said this, my body immediately stiffened. I felt every inch of my face turning red. Even the hairs at the back of my neck stood up when I realized that he was breathing right n
DAHLIA:“Do you really want to go home, Dahlia?...”My insides were turning wild. Why was he saying my name with such a sultry voice?“I… I… I think I have to go… now…”I finally said it. I looked away from his mesmerizing eyes and beautifully naked body and forced myself to look at the flickering flames at my side.“Let’s go now. Please take me back home.”It was taking every inch of me to resist him. If I looked back in his eyes, I fear I really won’t have the strength to refuse.“As you wish,” he replied, cold now. He swiftly transformed into a great white wolf. He growled at me.“Get on top. I’ll take you back.”After I have extinguished the fire with the bucket he had prepared beforehand, I nervously climbed to the white wolf’s back and clung into his fur.“Please be caref-!”I ha
DAHLIA: “Lady Dahlia, are you sure you’re alright?” “Umm, yeah… yes…” It was not true. My head and heart were in a daze. Ever since the white wolf had left, it felt like my heart was in excruciating pain that I cannot speak. Were all fated mate partings like this? ‘Of course, what were you thinking,’ Eve said. After speaking her first words to me earlier, she found the power of her speech so amusing that all she could do now was talk. ‘Fated mates are destined by the Moon Goddess herself. Once a wolf finds his or her fated mate, he or she becomes complete. What do you think will happen once you separate again? It’s like splitting your soul in half!’ It felt exactly like that - like my heart was splitting itself into pieces, crushing my whole being. I wanted to cry and whimper, but I could not. I was still a long way from home… It was already morning time. After finding me, Sir Raleigh, Rick, Lina, and I stopped by an inn in the next vi
DAHLIA:“Of course, Dahlia… You won’t expect me to really do that, did you? We’re not even sure you’ve found your real mate yet. What if he turned out to be some hoax?”Both Kaist and I are of the same age – nineteen years old - and we both haven’t found each other’s mate yet until today. It was during our younger years when Kaist had this ridiculous idea one day.“Dahlia, if we haven’t found our mate yet when we turn seventeen, will you just marry me?”Seventeen was the usual age of fated mate awakening for werewolves like us. We were both fifteen at that time. I remembered laughing hysterically when Kaist said this to me.“Why are you laughing that hard? Did I say something funny?”“Oh, I thought you were joking, Prince Kaist,” I said as I wiped a tear away from my eyes.“So, how about it? I don’t like to marry anyone I
DAHLIA:I didn’t know what Kaist said to my father that day when papa ordered me to sleep, but it must not be good, at least for me.As expected, Kaist’s effort to find Tristan bore no fruits. The engagement party proceeded as planned.Three days went by very quickly. I rarely slept at night time. I cried my eyes out whenever I had an opportunity to be alone.“Lady Dahlia, you don’t look good,” Lina said, frowning immensely at my thinning wrist. “Your eyes are so sallow, and you look so pale. Did you not sleep again last night?”I had no energy to talk to Lina. She continued to brush my hair in front of the mirror, preparing me for the beautification needed for the day.Everyday was the same since the day I met Tristan. There was a gaping hole inside my heart, and I felt like I was in excruciating pain just thinking that I will be wed soon to someone else.Worse, I had no way of finding him, b
DAHLIA:Lina and the other servants were preoccupied for hours, dressing me, preparing me, making me beautiful enough to be served in a platter later in front of the noble houses of Talandor…Everything made me sick - the lights, the sounds, the dresses, and most especially the compliments that made my heart sink further and further down into the bottom of despair.“Lady Dahlia, you look truly beautiful! Congratulations,” the other attendants said in awe. They were sincere compliments, but I didn’t care. Neither Lina nor I spoke a single word while they bustled around to make me pretty for the party. After several hours of letting them do their best work on me, I was finally allowed to look at myself in the mirror for the first time.Indeed, I looked lovely in a royal blue party dress. My hair was curled up, and it was adorned with crystal and sapphire stones, but my eyes looked quite empty.It was taking all
DAHLIA:There was an indescribable feeling inside of my chest. It felt like someone was looking at me deeply in a curious manner.I looked around and scanned the crowd. All eyes were on us. To be precise, all eyes were on the king and on Kaist, who was sitting to my right. No one was looking at me in particular, and yet the feeling that someone’s eyes were concentrated on me still persisted. What could this possibly mean?“Our mate,” Eva whispered to me. “I think he’s here… I can feel him.”My face colored up. Was Tristan really here, amongst the crowd? Was he here as one of the guests?That can’t be… Papa won’t make a mistake. Even Sir Raleigh had been posted as one of the guards by the gate because he was insistent in catching my mate at the very beginning. He won’t make a lapse in judgment like so…Well, that can’t happen unless he came here in a disguise&hel