She's Pregnant

CAMILLA POV

I woke up on a soft bed in a cozy room. I looked around while holding my head and neck because of the pain I felt. A few seconds before I realized that I was naked while I was under a thick blanket. I just blushed when I remembered what happened last night.

"Oh shit!" I cursed crisply.

I immediately got up, even though my head still hurt a bit. I quickly looked for my clothes scattered on the floor.

"What have you done, Camilla?!" I preached to myself.

My eyes widened when I saw the red stain on the bed. That's when I confirmed that I had given up my virginity to a man I didn't know.

I immediately left the room and ran down the stairs. My hair was still a mess, but I didn't care anymore. I didn't know how to accept everything that had happened. I can't believe I did that stupid thing.

When I arrived home, my mother greeted me. She was obviously surprised to see my messy hair. But felt irritated when she confronted me about last night.

"Camilla, where did you come from last night?!" she asked firmly.

"Do you know I called you last night but couldn't reach you? I also called your best friend Cheska but you two didn't answer my calls. Then now, you come home like you're awake and confused. Answer me!" she asked in a high tone of voice.

"Mom, please not now," I firmly begged.

"Why not? You made me feel so bad, Camilla!" she responded firmly.

I just sighed and entered my room without even answering her questions. What am I going to answer her? How can I tell her that I just had sex with a Stranger?

I heard the furious tone of her voice while still preaching to me outside my room. She knocked several times, but I didn't open the door. I laid down on my bed and buried my face in the soft blanket. I kept replaying what had happened in my mind and I couldn't accept it.

Suddenly the phone rang and I saw Cheska calling. I immediately answered it to confront why they left me in the Bar with that man.

"Hello!" I said loudly.

"Wait, why do you seem angry?" she asked in surprise.

"Why did you leave me at the Bar with that man?" I asked her firmly.

"What are you talking about, bestie? I don't understand you," she asked confused.

I just sighed and decided to just go to her house to talk to her properly. I feel like they have something to do with this or they set me up.

I immediately went into the bathroom and took a shower. And every time the water touched my body, that scene played in my mind. I was disgusted with myself because that shouldn't have happened. I was just drunk that night and I didn't think I could give something I treasure most to a stranger.

When I arrived at Cheska's house, she greeted me with a smile. Meanwhile, my mind was wandering. She let me inside and I sat on the sofa.

"Water or juice?" she asked.

"No thanks," I answered frugally.

I heard her sigh and her face showed concern for me. The corners of my eyes started to moisten while looking at her. I didn't know how to start because she might judge me too.

"Where were you and Nicko last night? Why did you leave me there at the Bar?" I asked her seriously.

"We didn't leave you, best," he answered.

"You leave me! Did you plan to leave me with that man?" I asked firmly.

"Wait, what are you talking about? Are you referring to Mr.Handsome? What happened?" she asked one after the other.

"Yes and I know you plan to leave me with him," I said annoyed.

She shook her head at what I said and denied my accusation against her. She insisted that I was the one who willingly went with the man, and she couldn't do anything to stop me.

"You are the one who willingly went with him, Best," she insisted.

"But why didn't you stop me?!" I asked firmly.

"Because you don't want to hold back. You even got angry so Nicko advised me to let you go because I'm drunk too. And I think you like each other," she explained.

"Damn it!" I just cursed.

I became even more emotional and I couldn't stop myself from crying. Cheska hugged me tightly while caressing my back.

"Why are you crying? What did that man do to you? Tell me!" she said.

"I gave him my virginity, Best," I admitted.

She was obviously surprised by what I admitted and she just hugged me tightly. She made a joke to make me laugh, but instead of laughing, I was annoyed by that joke. I never dreamt of having sex with a stranger. How can I fulfill my promise to my future husband now?

As the days passed, I gradually forgot what happened that night. I also gradually accepted to myself that I had made a mistake.

"Forget that, Bestie. Your life doesn't end there, besides, it was a month ago," Cheska advised me.

"But how can I explain to my future husband that I am no longer a Virgin?" I asked worriedly.

"If he really loves you, he will accept you. You didn't like what happened, you just fell in love with that man," she joked.

"Cheska!" I was disgusted by her joke.

"I'm just kidding. You're a very serious woman!" she said with a smile.

I just held my breath at what she said. I was really disgusted with myself every time I remembered the stupidness I had done.

We are going out of the building today to have lunch at a nearby restaurant. We are both used to eating together at our favorite restaurant.

I am currently working as an HR admin in a company. We have been working in the same company for four years. She is my only best friend since college, so she knows all my grievances and secrets in life.

When we arrived inside the restaurant, she ordered dishes. I'm used to always depending on what she eats to achieve a sexy body.

After a while, the waiter came to us with the food placed on the food tray. But when I smelled it, I felt like I was going to vomit. I immediately covered my mouth while running to the comfort room.

I almost wanted to throw out all the intestines of my stomach at that time. I looked at myself in front of the mirror panting. I felt a throb in my stomach, so I held it.

“Oh, God!”

Suddenly the door opened and Cheska entered. We looked at each other and she also looked at my stomach while I was holding it.

"A..Are you pregnant?" she stammered.

"I..I don't know," I answered, trembling.

"I think you should try to take a pregnancy test," she advised.

We immediately left the restaurant and stopped for a while in front of the pharmacy to buy a pregnancy test.

When we arrived at their house, we went straight to her room and entered the bathroom. Suddenly my world collapsed when it was confirmed that I was indeed pregnant.

"How is this, bestie? What should I do?" I asked crying.

"I don't know either, best. Does your mother know what happened to you with that stranger?" she asked worriedly.

"No. How do I tell her that I had sex with a stranger? Do you think he won't reject me?" I said it emotionally.

I didn't know what to do at that time. I can't even abort the child in my womb. This is my child and I never dreamt of being a bad mother. But I don't want him to grow up without a Father. I need to find the man, whoever he is.

"I need to find him," I said seriously.

Cheska was obviously surprised by what I said. But this is the only way I could think of for mommy to accept my pregnancy. I don't want to embarrass my family. Mommy wants me to get married, not like this.

"Are you sure about that, Best?" she asked in disbelief.

"Yes, I'm sure," I answered seriously.

"Where are you going to find that man?" she asked again.

I thought about what she said, but I had to do it. Not for me, but for my mother and my son's well-being. I held my stomach up and just sighed. Cheska just shook her head and hugged me tightly.

In the evening I said goodbye to Cheska. I think of going to the Bar where we met that man. Cheska volunteered to go with me, but suddenly her boyfriend Nicko called her.

"Best, Nicko's mom rushed to the hospital," she said in a panic.

"Is that so? Go ahead and go see him," I replied.

"Are you sure you're okay?" she asked.

"Sure, I can go to the Bar by myself so go ahead because Nicko needs you more," I answered.

She thanked me and we left together. I took a taxi because she couldn't take me to the bar.

It took a while before I got to the front of the bar and I went in right away. I looked around the inside, but I still didn't see that stranger. I also asked questions of the manager and staff and I even tried to describe his face, but not even one of them could tell where he was.

I just sighed and was really discouraged. But I still won't give up until I see him again.

I also waited for several hours until the bar closed so I was forced to go out.

"Where are you? Where can I find you?!" I asked myself, annoyed.

It was late at night and I really didn't want to go home. I just texted mom and apologized for what I had done earlier. I thought about going back to the Hotel because I might see him there again. I also thought that maybe the staff knew him.

When I entered the hotel, I immediately asked the front desk, but unfortunately, they strictly prohibit giving information to all those who check in to the hotel. I could do nothing but spend the night here.

The next day I woke up early and immediately got up. I think I need to go to look for him again. I still didn't give up and kept walking to watch for people coming out of the rooms.

It's been a few hours but still nothing, so I decided to go out. I called Cheska, but she didn't answer my call. I took a deep breath to lighten the weight of my mood at that time.

While I was walking on the road, my mind was wandering. I don't know where I will see that man again, or if I will see him again. What if I don't see him anymore?

I didn't realize that I had become an idiot in the absence. And I was very surprised when I heard the loud horn of the car. I fell down and was almost hit by a black and expensive car. I saw a man getting out of the car and my eyes widened when I saw who it was.