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Return of Banished Luna Believe
"Please stay," he begged. I have no choice but to sit down again. I can't leave this man who is drunk and like heaven and earth have fallen. "Okay, I will stay," I replied. "Thank you," he said with a smile but the sadness in his eyes was obvious. "That's right, Killian. Don't drown yourself in alcohol," I told him. "Do you think alcohol can correct the mistake I made?" I asked. "How many times do I have to tell you, it's not the solution?" I asked him annoyed. He simply smiled at me and I couldn't help but smile too. It was obvious in his eyes that sadness was shining. I wanted to hug him tightly. But why would I hug someone who didn't appreciate me before? Why do I worry about him? "Go inside now. I know Zillah is waiting for you," I told her. "I still want to be with you," he insisted. I was surprised to hear from him and I must admit that I was thrilled. "What are you talking about?!" I asked him annoyed. I want to hurt him because I'm falling for what he's doing to me.
Return of Banished Luna Alpha Killian's POV
It's Killian Silvestre, an Alpha of the Bloody Scar pack. Riana Alabama's first Alpha, the woman that still won't disappear from my heart and mind.I didn't think fate would play with me. I thought I was free from the past but it wasn't.Suddenly she came back and what's worse is that she is now the wife of my dearest long lost brother.I couldn't stop myself when I met her in the corridor. I want to kiss her. I am longing for her lips. I am so very guilty at those moments."Forgive me, brother," I said and kissed Riana without saying a word to her.I know I will hurt my brother. I know I am a selfish and stupid brother that Diego. But I really love to do it. I can't stop my feelings for my former Luna anymore. I still love her as my Luna.Whenever I'm sad, she's always there to cheer me up. As time goes on, I've been able to prove to myself that I still love her until now.Those kisses became more passionate as my hands traveled to the lower part of her body. I kissed her like there's
Return of Banished Luna If only
"This conversation is going nowhere," she said firmly and shook her head. She immediately left the door and I was left stunned as my mind absorbed what he told me. Why doesn't she want to talk properly? How do I know what the reason is? I want to doubt her but I know that she can't do that to me especially since she herself caught Riana's betrayal before. I know she can't do that to me. I also have no right to doubt her because I betrayed her. I don't know what to do at that time. My mind is a mess. I don't know which of my two feelings is true. I am hurt by what Zillah is showing me. But I feel that I still love Riana. Do I have the right to blame my wife even if I cheated on her? I left the room and got something to drink. I wanted to get drunk at that time. I just wanted to drown myself in alcohol next door. After a while, I finished a bottle of wine. I turned around in the distance when I saw Riana talking to Miguel. Miguel is one of the best gammas of Bloody Scar. I don't k
Return of Banished Luna Borrowed Time
I looked at Melisa and saw her simple smile at me. I turned my gaze back to the child while he was hugging Killian. "You are thinking wrong. Ibrahim is not his son, Dear Luna," she said with a smile. "He is only recognized as the father of my child," she added. I breathed a sigh of relief from what she told me. I thought that Killian was Ibrahim's father.I smiled and approached Killian to thank him for saving me and killing that Rogue. Ibrahim can't be freed from the curse the older woman imposed on him because of him. "Thank you so much for saving me," I said to him with a smile. "You shouldn't be thankful because I should protect you," he answered. I was silent momentarily at what he said while looking into his eyes. He immediately added what he said. "You are my brother's Luna, so I should protect you," he added. I don't know why what he said hurt me. But I didn't notice it and just smiled at him. "Oh wow!"Melisa teased. "You are the best Alpha, Alpha Killian," Melisa pr
Return of Banished Luna Fight against Rogues
ALPHA KILLIAN POV I saw a group of rogues attacking us from a distance. My eyes widened when I saw them and asked Riana to escape this forest. She needed to return to the Castle to keep herself safe. “Run!” I shouted. “What are you thinking?” she asked me. Did she hear what I said? “Just leave me now,” I told her emphatically. I was very annoyed because he seemed deaf at that moment. “Did you hear me?!”I asked her again. “No, I will stay with you,” she insisted. “Please go now,” I begged and pushed her away. But she was so stubborn to obey my command. I have no time and choice, so we fight the rogues together. We both shift into a giant wolves. We oppose the rogues together like the way we did before. But I was startled when I saw her fall to the ground and get wounded. The Rogue succeeds in wounding her legs. I immediately attacked the Rogue and killed her as I did to others. I approached Riana and supported her, but suddenly she lost consciousness. I immediately carried
Return of Banished Luna Dance with you
“Can I dance with you?” he asked, smiling.My heart beat faster as he held my hand at that moment. He was so very gentle while he supported me and held my waist. “Please just let me feel you,” he said gently. We stared at each other while dancing in the middle of Harvard's beautiful vast garden. “What a lovely place! “He said, smiling. “Like a beautiful woman in front of me, “he added. I can’t help but smile at what he said to me. He is good at flattering. “Flatterer!”I replied, smiling. “No, It’s true, Riana. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever met, “he praised me, and my heart melted. I don’t know why I feel so happy at those moments. I must be mad, but Why does it feel so right? I just let myself feel that moment with him. I forget my anger for a while and feel happy. “Are you happy?” he asked. “Very much,” I answered, smiling. I can’t help but hug him, and I feel the butterflies flying inside my stomach. But suddenly, I heard footsteps in the distance. And I w
Return of Banished Luna Wounded Luna
ALPHA KILLIAN POV When Zillah and I left the room where Riana was, I was very surprised when she suddenly spoke behind me. I didn't like what I heard from her. "What do you have with your old Luna? Are your feelings for each other back?" she asked me. I frowned and turned to her. I immediately confronted her about what she said. "Do you hear what you're saying, Zillah?!" I asked her with a frown. "Yes and I know all my doubts are true," she answered firmly. "Why? Who has changed us? Isn't that you?! "And now you're going to tell me that I'm betraying you? Who really betrayed us?! She couldn't answer my question at that time. I didn't want to believe my doubt right away. I wanted the answer to come from her as to why she suddenly became cold and changed towards me. "I haven't changed. You're just making excuses to get close to her," she replied. I just shook my head at what she said. I know I made a mistake with her but I'm not the only one who is wrong here. I feel that my Lu
Return of Banished Luna Manipulation
AUTHOR’S POV The issue about Riana was circulating inside Harvard. But she knew that Zillah was the one to blame for it. She's trying to manipulate everyone once again. Zillah once destroyed her image to everyone, especially in the eyes of Killian, by spreading an accusation that she cheated on her Alpha, Killian. She remembered how the whole pack believed that accusation and kicked her out of her group. It is still vivid in her memory how Killian destroyed her life and banished her. And after leaving her, he chose to be with Zillah. I was walking in the corridor while thinking about the past. I was not able to notice Zillah. She looked at Zillah with a smirk on her face. "Trying to destroy my life? I won't let you do that again; I still remember how you ruined my life." "I was amazed that you still have the gut to return after what you did to Killian." "Oh, come on, Zillah, you can't fool me like you did to everyone. Should I be the one to say those words on your face?" "W
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Return of Banished Luna Lycan King
Zillah was a young Lycan, born into one of the many packs that roamed the forests of the kingdom. She lived a peaceful life with her family, but she was ambitious and eager to do great things.One day, she approached her alpha, the Lycan king, and asked him to lead an attack against the land of Ford, ruled by Alpha Killian and his Luna, Riana. The king was intrigued by her boldness and agreed to her request.He gathered the Lycan packs from all across the kingdom and set out to attack the kingdom of Ford. Zillah was proud to be part of the army, and she fought bravely alongside the others.The Lycans were outnumbered, but they fought valiantly and eventually succeeded in breaching the kingdom’s walls. Alpha Killian and Luna Riana were defeated, and the Lycans were victorious.Zillah’s courage and ambition had proven to be the tipping point in the battle. She was now a hero among the Lycans, and the king rewarded her with a place at his side to serve as his advisor.Zillah was proud of
Return of Banished Luna Battles
Alpha Killian stirred the steaming pot of vegetable stew, feeling relieved that it was almost ready. He had been cooking for the past hour, desperate to do something to make Riana feel better. He knew the grief of losing their child was still so fresh and raw for her, but he felt helpless to do anything to ease her pain.He ladled the stew into two bowls and brought them to the table, where Riana sat, her expression sad and distant. Alpha Killian sat down and pushed one of the bowls toward her.'I know it's not much, but I made this for you,' he said, trying to sound cheerful.Riana looked up, her eyes wet with tears. 'Thank you,' she whispered.Alpha Killian reached out and put his hand on hers, squeezing it gently. 'I know it's hard,' he said softly. 'But we'll get through this together.'Riana nodded and forced a small smile. She picked up her spoon and began to eat, and Alpha Killian felt a little of the tension in the room begin to ease. He watched her eat, feeling a little relie
Return of Banished Luna Grief
After a few months, Alpha Killian had been preparing for the upcoming battle for months. He had trained himself and his troops relentlessly, sacrificing time with his family in hopes that his efforts would bring them a victory.One night, Alpha Killian had a dream that shook him to his core. He saw his beloved daughter and son, slain in battle. He awoke in a cold sweat, praying that it had just been a nightmare and not a premonition of the future.While Alpha Killian was still struggling with his dream, he received more bad news. His beloved wife, Riana, had been arrested and thrown into prison. Alpha Killian was devastated, feeling that he had failed to protect both his family and his troops.But Alpha Killian refused to give up. He knew that he had to get Riana out of prison, and he had to win the upcoming battle. He gathered his forces and set off, determined to get his wife back and prove that he could still lead his people to victory.Alpha Killian and his army fought bravely but
Return of Banished Luna Mother's Love
The next morning, Riana saw the young girl standing in Veranda while looking at the distance. She was obviously sad and hopeless. She approached her and asked her what's the problem."What's wrong?"Riana asked, gently."Nothing. I just thought that I'm so lucky to have you now as my mother. You know I never felt to have a mother before. I never felt my mother's love because all she did is killing innocent people and abandoned me,"the young girl said, emotionally."Oh, sweetheart, I'm so sorry you never felt the love of your mother. That must have been so hard for you." Riana replied."It was. I was so angry with her for killing innocent people and abandoning me. But then I met you and you've been like a second mother to me. I'm so thankful for that," the young girl said, smiling."I'm so glad I could be here for you. You know, I may not be your biological mother, but I care about you as if you were my own daughter. You are so special and I love you." Riana said, sincerely."I love you
Return of Banished Luna Zillah's daughter
'You mean to tell me that Zillah has a daughter? How come I haven't heard of her before?" Alpha Killian asked the old woman, furrowing his brow.The old woman nodded her head. 'Yes, she's been keeping her hidden. She chose to rebel against her pack and follow her own path. Zillah is too proud to admit it, but she's worried about her daughter.'Alpha Killian knew what this meant. He could use this rebel daughter against Zillah. He may be able to break her spirit and weaken her pack. It would be a dangerous game, but he was willing to take the risk if it meant protecting his own pack.He looked back at the young girl in the distance. She may be the key to defeating Zillah. He just had to find a way to get her to cooperate. He knew it wouldn't be easy, but he was determined to try.Alpha Killian smiled as he looked down at the young girl before him. She had been missing for months, and after much searching, he had finally found her.'My name is Alpha Killian,' he said softly. 'I understa
Return of Banished Luna Gain her Trust again
Alpha Killian had been completely devastated when Riana had told him that she could not trust him. He had betrayed her for a second time and he knew that it would not be easy to gain her trust again.So Alpha Killian set out on a mission to prove to Riana that he was sincere in wanting to rebuild her trust. He went out of his way to show her that he was truly apologetic for what he had done and was willing to do whatever it took to make it up to her.He sent her flowers and cards of apology, spent time with her talking and listening to her, and even gave her gifts to show that he was trying to make amends."Please forgive me,sweetheart. I love you so much,"Alpha Killian said to her."How can I forgive you? How many times do i need to forgive you so that you will not cheat on me again?"Riana said emotionally as her tears started to fall."I know It's not easy but I will do my best, sweet heart,"Alpha Killian said gently."You are only good at saying sweet words. Damn!"she replied empha
Return of Banished Luna Broken Trust
Chapter One: A Desperate SituationAlpha Killian and Riana had been travelling for days across the desert, looking for a way out of the Underworld. The sun beat down on them mercilessly, and their supplies were running low.They had been walking for so long that they had begun to doubt that they would ever find a way out. As the sun began to set, they decided to stop and take shelter in a nearby cave.Once inside, they both collapsed in exhaustion. They had no idea what tomorrow would bring, and all they could do was hope that it would be better than today.Killian was the first to wake up, and he was surprised to find that the cave was much cooler than it had been outside. He noticed that the walls of the cave were damp and that there were several small pools of water scattered around the floor.He shook Riana awake and they both drank from the pools of water to quench their thirst. After a while, Killian noticed a small opening in the wall of the cave. He cautiously peered through t
Return of Banished Luna Temptation
Riana had always been suspicious of Zillah. The young woman had a way of getting what she wanted without ever seeming to put in the effort. Riana had seen Zillah charm her way into the good graces of the Lycan King, and she was sure that Zillah had her own agenda.Sure enough, after months of observation, Riana was able to piece together the truth. Zillah had been using the Lycan King to gain control of all the cities that the Lycans owned. She had used her powers of persuasion to convince the King to bestow these cities upon her, and she had done it all in the shadows.Riana knew that Zillah wasn't going to stop there. She was a master manipulator and she was sure to use her newfound power to further her own agenda. Riana had to act quickly to stop her before it was too late.Riana called on her allies from across the kingdom to help her confront Zillah. The group was able to corner Zillah and when confronted, Zillah could not deny her crimes.Riana was relieved that Zillah had been
Return of Banished Luna Longing for her
Alpha Killian missed her more than anything, but he was unwilling to leave his pack alone without a leader. He was torn; he could either return to his pack and continue to lead, or he could follow his heart and be with the woman he loved.Finally, he came up with a solution. He would give Riana one month to complete a mission, and in that time, he would follow her to Harvard Castle. If she completed the mission, he would stay with her, but if she failed, he would return to his pack.Riana accepted the mission, determined to prove her worth to Killian. She set off on her journey, and Killian followed diligently behind, watching from a safe distance.Riana quickly found herself in trouble, as her mission became more difficult with each passing day. She was determined to complete it though, and not let Killian down.Finally, the last day of the month arrived and Riana had all but given up hope. Just as she was about to turn back, she encountered a mysterious figure in the forest. It was
