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055. He would never love me.

Author: Dark Ocean
last update Last Updated: 2024-12-04 23:55:28
ADRIAN

"Breakfast is waiting; come down when you're finished," Giovanni said, his voice fading as the bedroom door opened and closed.

I sighed, letting the shower's warm water poured down on me as I rinsed my hair, my mind still reeling from the fact that I had woken up in Giovanni's extravagant penthouse.

Never in a million years would I have thought I would someday be waking up to Giovanni's large arm wrapping around my waist with his hot breath fanning against my neck. Neither would I have thought he would buy clothes for me, and also will be making my breakfast.

Everything has happened so fast and I didn't seem to know how to undo everything that had happened. I couldn't even stop my heart from beating so fast at the mention of his name.

Could it be I was beginning to develop feelings for him? That this was what love is?

"It can't be." I scoffed, shaking my head. I can't possibly be harbouring a romantic feeling for him.

"I can't afford to have feelings for Giovanni.
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