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Author: Marcy Lee
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Carolina

The fish section of the pet store is mesmerizing to any kid on Earth, and, let's be honest, most adults. The rippling sound of a dozen water filters, the sheen of multicolored scales, the low lighting... it's the perfect place to keep a child entertained.

As soon as he sees the fish tanks, Brandon darts straight over to them, pressing his palms against the glass.

"Look at these ones!" he says excitedly, jabbing his finger at a school of shiny neon tetras. "Look at the colors!"

"Don't tap the glass," I warn him. "They don't like that."

He withdraws his hands quickly, but the look of wonder doesn't fade from his face.

A few weeks ago, Brandon's pre-K got a tank full of fish for the classroom, and Brandon has been talking about it non-stop, asking for a fish of his own. I've known for a long time that he loves animals; it's high time he got his first pet.

I ran the suggestion by Evans before coming here, and he agreed to it on the grounds that he wasn't going to be the one to fe
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